The blog of author Dennis Cooper

Month: December 2019 (Page 1 of 13)

Meet HornySlutopotamus, artobject, MediocreGatsby, burtreynolds, and DC’s other select international male slaves for the month of December 2019

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artobject, 22
kick on transformation process of being packed and secured, from human to object, object to image. wish is to be sewn real kind of image, wrapped in a package that I cannot get out of or with materials processed into an image. that from the outside you can no longer see that someone is in it. must of course be done in a sexy way.


 

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ShutThe, 25
Sharky by nature. Long history of delinquencies, trips, and extreme lifestyles and scenes. I’ve bin owned b4 but pref 2 keep things impersonal i’m going 4 a steely feel first and foremost please do not fuckin ask me “how i am” and other such shite like that. It really annoys me.

I am intending to be fuckin objectified by you and i like it STEELY and REAL FEELIN. yeah its just a scene but fuckin play along dont kill my vibe losers.

respect me? just piss off. trying to be too friendly? just piss off. i am a violent boy and i want to keep it that way. ANTI-social u see. ANTI FUCKIN SOCIAL.

u get it.
dumb fucks.

i want this now so i can get the fuck outta here.

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FinishIt – Dec 17, 2019
There is much dark inside that I never let out or acknowledge.

I want to liberate it. Tired of hiding it. Want a property that wants to grapple with it. Bow down its head in submission and accept its faith. Bask in the glorious vision of My Power, My Force, My Will.

Take it all, My Evil , My Aggression, My Capacity for Pain, Chaos and Destruction, My Anger, My Pain, My Rage, My Will to consume it. Take it all consume it all.

What’s inside will destroy it for the sake of destroying it. It wants to hurt it, to make it surfer, to bite it, to see it struggle, to make see it fail, to hear it scream.

It wants to burn any semblance of humanity in the slave. It will make it pay for its sins and mine. Slave have to take it all.

If this subhuman object wants to liberate it, it is here waiting to come out. It will will turn it in an effigy to My Power, My Rage, My Pain and My Anger.

Other than that, I’m a great guy.


 

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dangertime, 20
I’m looking for scenes where I am in extreme peril. For example to be dressed like a cowboy and tied to train tracks, or to be stripped naked and left out in the middle of the desert.

By peril I mean things where I’d have to escape (or not) before something extreme happens. Hogtied naked in a pool slowly filling with water is a good one. Or cuffed naked to a chair in abandoned building and left to starve.

I’ll go as far and dangerous as you want, but you need to imperil me with a lot of imagination and heartlessness. The last thing on earth I want is to be some boring ass monkey in a sling.


 

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JohnnieJade, 18
Hi. i’m JonnieJade. i’m a Gay Shy Type Into a Sweet,Caring,loving,but very territorial masculine Guys who beat me if i even look at other Guys. And oh, i love reading,dancing. i do sing Sometimes when i’m in a mood.

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Dirtythom – Dec 12, 2019
me snorting meth off his foot

JohnnieJade (Owner) – Dec 5, 2019
Oh also I want that we are connected by a probe uro while we watch TV, during a hug or while we sleep, that one eats thanks to the pipe direct sending your piss of evil virile in my ass when you will decide it.


 

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somewhereelse, 18
Hi everyone. What I most love is cradling, but also any other kind of lift and carry. I want a man to lift me. And that you carry me too. I right now work in retail so have experince in taking orders.

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John_Ratchett – Dec 27, 2019
Timothy Ratchett (somewhereelse) has been missing since November 27. His last known contact was in a chat room on this site with a man (screen name WrenchIt) seen on the left in the photograph below. Due to the disturbing “interests” expressed in this man’s profile, foul play is suspected. If anyone has any information about the whereabouts of Timothy or this man please get in contact with me.


 

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HornySlutopotamus, 24
My Owner gets off on the idea of me being used by other men.

He wants to turn me into a cum-whore pigslut, and to this end he has locked me in chastity with a CB6000 and I have to service men to earn my release.

To get to touch my cock again I need to earn 150 pig points.

I earn points for the following:

Sucking cock – 1 point
Wearing a guys load on my face – 2 points
A load in my stomach – 4 points
Taking one finger (no more) up my arse – 5 points
My arse spanked – 7 points
Being fed a load snowballed from someone else’s arse – 9 points

I also earn a bonus point if I have photo or video evidence to send to my Owner.

Can you help this worthless locked faggot piglet slave in Riihimaki, Finland to earn his release?

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HornySlutopotamus (Owner) – Dec 16, 2019
My master has been keeping me chaste for three weeks now! I can not hold it anymore! That’s why from this afternoon on, fuck my stupid master, I don’t care! I want my lock to be picked and get fucked brutally and thoroughly in a sling for a long time and blow everything away!



 

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iamdesperate, 23
The world is falling down around me and I’ve reached critical mass financially. I saw someone on here offering house cleaning and thought I’d give it a shot. I don’t have many other options and I am beyond desperate at this point. So I’ll do anything. If your place is too embarrassing to show, I’ll clean it. Or if it’s just a weekly dusting or something. Fair prices. I will always be cheaper than a maid service. If you like the job I do, tell your friends please. I can give references, once I’m employed. p.s. I love Poppers. p.p.s. Not looking for butt sex. Just not my thing.

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loveyourbody – Dec 1, 2019
another way to get inside his bod is if you know a lot about motocross

freak4freak – Nov 27, 2019
Very sexually reluctant but if his mind’s dulled by enough breath play and choking he’s open to pretty much everything

 

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Anakedboy, 18
I’m looking to try anal and to be rimmed. I’ll also probably suck your cock. Let’s get drunk. I’m terrible at relaxing with people, so let’s get drunk. I have a girlfriend. You can also take me outside and marry me and go for a walk.

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Y-enjoy – Dec 15, 2019
Dumbass who doesnt understand sarcasm

Anakedboy (Owner) – Dec 14, 2019
I’ve been told by the one man who’s eaten my hole so far that it’s tastes amazing especially when it’s preloaded with a few loads (not my words, just sharing the common theme lately.)


 

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redsystem, 19
I’m here in search of my missing ribs

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redsystem (Owner) – Nov 20, 2019
I dont give a shit if you think im cute hot and other bullshit fuck off SHUT UP

 

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BeatMeAndKiss, 23
Yeah I’m pornstar Joey Valentine. Yeah your dreams true. Yeah I’m ready to settle down.
I know, my title may sound strange/weird for some yet, that’s the way my brain is wired and I don’t have any control about my inner needs…
So, I am looking for a guy around my age, give and take 20 years, who gets satisfaction by providing pain, even very heavy physical abuse to his mate..as long as I do not end up in the hospital😊
(What you’ve seen me do in porn is nothing compared to … )
I some basic short “wish list” that would make it work:
-The guy has to weigh over 175lb (overweight is more than perfectly ok as long as you are not super obese)
-You must and I mean MUST like kissing. And you must like rimming me…
The more pain/physical abuse I get the more affectionate I become…we can discuss the details of my psychological problems that cause this.
– Willing to relocate and restart life in a new body… full heavy breasts, circumcision, castration, nullification, you name it.
NOTE: I now have a rubber tube in my stomach which I pee out of.

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born4cum – Dec 8, 2019
Negative, Talkative, Argumentative, Controversial, Opposite, Alien, Crazy, Mentally Ill, Impotent, Backstairs, Abnormal, Insane Bitch

Anonymous – Dec 4, 2019
frail

Tydslv – Nov 26, 2019
if you want him based on what he looks like in those out of date images just don’t





 

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MediocreGatsby, 19
I am very simple guy but yeah I will let you FUCK ME LIKE IT NO TOMMOROW

IceCreamTina to the front

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MediocreGatsby (Owner) – Dec 18, 2019
Lead the way

Rosekissr – Dec 18, 2019
I love and crave the boy that craves his hole’s destroying..!!
That and a willing hole..and the boy who are egar in giving up there hole for our pig pleasure..
I want to learn your insides..
Play in your folds..
Hit that spot where goosebumps and grunts are made..
Help you create a bouquet of roses for me to sniff and admire..
Or a swollen asshole with some messy asslips to make out with..
Hopefully making the lips on your face jealous!!
The Journey..
Me learning you!!
Us: eye to eye while I reach deep inside..and finger walk up into your guts..
If interested..
Let’s Dance!

MediocreGatsby (Owner) – Dec 16, 2019
I know how to tweak very well… I like to tweak it make me go crazy for the muscle guys but even those with a little turtle don’t make me sick

FincancialDom4Pig – Dec 16, 2019
Hey FUcking Piggy , Im sure you need to be replace where you belong.
i don’t care about you faggot !
Im Looking for a TinaSlave who know how to please a true Canadian Men .
Your just a Bitch so please me and you will receive the best reward ever !
Nothing feel better for a Male to see a fucking Slutty Piggy cry *Speak French *

 

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ImUrBreakableGuy, 18
I’m 18 and have a fetish for casts. I have a passion for wearing them and having my arms or legs broken so I have to. Nothing hotter to me than being wrapped in fiberglass. I’m still trying to make sense of this part of me, and I still have some difficulties accepting.

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Cpace123456 – Dec 18, 2019
Need someone to let me break thier back

ImUrBreakableGuy (Owner) – Dec 3, 2019
Not looking for sex. This is only 1/2 of my person, and the other half doesn’t like guys that way.



 

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VerdantFlames, 20
Patient wanted! 🥰

I am a drug with girlboy appearance which was patented in 1999, for the one special patient with the following deficiency symptoms: Chronic horniness, longing for young pliant flesh, as well as need for (petting, cuddling and doing things together.)

#DOSAGE: Initially 1-2 times a day, unless otherwise prescribed, until good tolerability established, then the intake is recommended permanently.

# CONTENT: Very well tolerated but leads to severe allergic reactions to infidelity, lies and unkindness.

#NEW EFFECTS: Palpitations, insomnia, addictiveness, and fluttery abdominal discomfort, as well as the danger of long-term use of this drug.

#Application: Especially recommended if you go to o.g. Suffer from symptoms. Works with a probability of 99.9%.

#NOTE: Must not be used if you are only looking for a short-term relief, because this drug is only tested for long-term therapy.

#LAGERUNG: Only in a loving environment and must be protected from the effects of cold.

# Pack size: 1.84

So go ahead and submit a recipe to experience the effect yourself 😉

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toptilludropp – Nov 11, 2019
His name is Eljohn Querubin he is 16 years old . his hobbies are making costume and make-up and he loves dogs .



 

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DisaposbleDumpster, 21
Hello.
I’m looking for brutal men who don’t give a fuck about me. You must be turned on by keeping me a prisoner at your place against my will and turned on by real rape. I am not 100% passive and I’m not very experienced – in fact nothing of the sort. I will regret meeting you after the first 5 minuttes and try to leave. You must be able to beat me into submission. I will try to resist, scream and probably cry/beg you to stop. But by then it will be too late for me. So for the sick psycopaths here, you get the real thing. You must not think of consequences for you, since you can have me brought to you from another country and this profile has no personal information on me. I will disappear at your place with no evidence for the agreed period. Maybe a week or maybe a month or longer. You will own me the second we meet, and i will regret becomming your unlimited rapevictim for the rest of my life.
It will be illegal – but I am stupid enough to meet, not having any idea about how tramatizing it will be.
Am not from Madrid- I am from scandinavia.


 

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weakerthanyou, 19
Hello, my name is Cameron and I have decided to place myself for sale.
I am 19 years old and like to think of myself as a boy that would do anything.
I’m a clean-cut, seeming cute, down to earth boy who just loves getting an erection.

Please send me an offer and let’s start from there.

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BrunoPollon – Dec 6, 2019
My feet stink more than you know, and that’s the truth. You’ll have to message me to find out just how bad my feet stink. Come here and get on your hands and knees and slip off my sneakers and sniff my two week old sweaty black socks. I want to hear horny moans while your sniffing my feet. That’s right Cameron. Let’s empty your pathetic balls tonight.

weakerthanyou (Owner) – Dec 6, 2019
Ideally I would like you to press your stinky socks on my face. I need to smell your feet. I would do anything and everything just to peel your shoes off and sniff your socks for hours, sucking the sweat and stink out of them, and then sucking and cleaning your hot sexy toes. I would want that you have very stinky feet. When I say I like foot odor, I mean, I fucking LOVE smelly socks and feet. You would need to please make sure your feet reek before I submit to their delicious greatness.

BrunoPollon – Dec 6, 2019
And sexually .. ?

weakerthanyou (Owner) – Dec 6, 2019
I consider myself a very easy going person, even tempered. I love to go for long walks during a beautiful summer sunset with my dog Danny along the wonderful walking trails by my home, going for walks during a gentle snowfall in the winter and walks during a crisp and sunny autumn day. I love to cook and a perfect evening would be to decide on a wonderful menu and cook together while enjoying a fine glass of red wine and great music. I enjoy many type of music from Rap to techno to heavy metal to country western especially Ian Tyson. One of my hobbies is landscape painting and have become quite good, enough so that I can give them away as gifts to my family. My life long passion is genealogy and have been discovering my family roots for the past years.

I like order in my life, but not to the point of being obsessive about it. I enjoy exercising (as my photos must make obvious) to stay physically attractive. Personal hygiene is also important to me; taking care of one’s self. I’m an easy-going person who likes to laugh and have fun – I have a dry wit, but I do have a serious side, and I try to balance the two. I’m mostly serious at work or when the situation is warranted. Some of my hobbies include cooking, gardening, reading and fishing. Also, swimming and playing golf in the summertime. I enjoy watching football and golf, I enjoy attending sporting events, going to the theater and eating out, to name a few. I love traveling, new and unknown in nature, life and people.

BrunoPollon – Dec 6, 2019
Hi, Cameron. Based on your photos I am very interested in buying you and ready to make a generous offer. However, as you can surely understand, I’ll need to know more about who I would be buying and spending my time and sexual energy with. Thank you.


 

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Trashsquatterjunkie, 23
French deviant trash drug addicted junkie homeless looking for
other junkie squatter homeless destructive to share drugs trash sex. 24/7/365 no limits no futur.

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PukeOnMyCock – Dec 20, 2019
I’m looking for a guy to eat a big meal and then deepthroat my cock and puke until I cum. You seem like you’d do it.

 

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Alice, 20
I’m a girly boy looking for a master to control me completely, I want him to choose how I dress, how I look, how I talk, what I say, what I eat and what I do.

I want him to keep tabs on me every second, wear a tracking device, hidden microphone, followed by a private detective, always photographed and filmed by him in secret.

In other words, once we’re together, I’m all that exists.

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Alice (Owner) – Dec 5, 2019
I do have a dog named Ted. He’s a 5 year old yorkie/pekinese mix and very well behaved. I’m looking for a master who is ok with me having a dog. I’ve had him since he was 7 weeks old so getting rid of him is not a option for me.


 

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FacialAbuseMtl, 19
Name says it all.

(As strange as it may seem, my profile picture provides enough information to find me in my neighbourhood. Come catch me if you can. The winner gets to destroy my face.)

Just so you know, I’m not fake for fuck’s sake, but if you think so fuck off.

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FacialAbuseMtl (Owner) – Nov 16, 2019
I know, you first saw a pretty blonde boy and your sexual needs went wild. It is normal but please do not send me a message if you need to fuck a pretty blonde. The thing that I made an account here it’s for a reason I writed about upon. If you’re a horny person, please avoid my profile.
Some men can be intelligent, some just appear to be. I know how’s it work, they think someone cute and then talk in a different way than they feel to get an unconscious need met, as sex. Monkey’s do the same. I’m not into monkeys. If you’re not conforming to my reason that I’m here, and i talk to you, its because I’m falling into a trap and seek attention.

 

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burtreynolds, 22
First of all, my name’s not Burt Reynolds lol I’m just super dl.
Im another of many, many bottoms wanting a master. Eligible masters have so much leverage, supply and demand has you in a sellers’ market.
I recently had a prospective master introduce me to chastity. At the time I did not think much of this device or the consequence.
He trained me, Via e mail for 3-4 months. In this time, he demanded my male part be locked. He purchased a cage for me. It was uncomfortable after a few hours. I had to learn how to put myself into it. It was not easy.
It took weeks to develop technique to lock up properly.
As it has come to be, I love being in chastity. I do not have a coherent explanation as to why.
Submissive behavior has evolved to my obsession. It is never far from my thoughts and burns in my core.
We didn’t work out. I blame it on me. I am an incompetent sub, he was out of my league.
So I am self-locking. Not as fun, depressing, thoughts of throwing myself at anyone, suicidal tendencies on occasion.
He has ruined me. Any takers?

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burtreynolds (Owner) – Dec 10, 2019
Slam 💉me

burtreynolds (Owner) – Dec 6, 2019
Im now a slam slut from Amsterdam this weekend in London in look for a slamdate.


 

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EaZy_OFF, 18
Spend this weekend in London, looking for some weed.

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GeorgeSimion – Dec 7, 2019
Willing to be fisted but does not have enough space

BoyKnockedOut – Dec 7, 2019
I’m totally into having fun with deep sleeping, drugged, snoring and knocked out guys — I‘m not very experienced since I’ve found out about this fetish just recently when my sister’s boyfriend drank too much. I have weed.


 

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IHateWinter, 18
Ideally I’m looking for a guy who is into feet, socks, shoes/trainers and/or bondage to kidnap me, gag me with their sock taped into my mouth, tie me up fully clothed and have my feet, socks and shoes/trainers at their mercy!
If you want to, you could for example, temporarily remove my sock and tape gag and force me to suck your cock.
If you’re nice you can pay me for it, then i can pay my rent.
The 4 pics are of me wearing my Kickers, Converse, Vans and Nike Total 90s with my grey ribbed socks.

Guestbook of IHateWinter

IHateWinter (Owner) – Dec 9, 2019
I have zero interest in your arse.




 

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twink4drugs, 21
I want someone who is going to let me know if he is giving me permission to get a little bit of my tasty juice from my ass

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88benny88 – Dec 17, 2019
You’ll find out


 

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Garbageboy, 20
I need help, my fem bf (pictured) has a well used hole, that loves to take dick for hours, cumdump for me, my buddies, never to many cocks or loads, loves to be left gapping, sloppy, and sore. Please help me, I don’t want him to live another second without a big gaping boycunt. I need as many guys as possible to help demolish my bf’s asshole, I need it punched and fucked all day and night until it’s a permanently gaping loose cunt, cocks, fist, monster toys, whatever it takes. Punch, pound and fuck until he’s left with huge fat, swollen ass lips. I am more then willing to do whatever it takes, drive him hundreds of miles, take weeks or months off, make him a 24/7 fuckhole for any and all tops, I’ll do anything to give him the boycunt he’s suppose to have.

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Garbageboy (Owner) – Nov 23, 2019
I hear you bro, but I’m in love with him for some weird reason, so no thanks.

VICTIM – Nov 23, 2019
you bofrend needs endless fear,horror,agony,crying,tears,no hops, beat,whip,torture,mutilate,cut,body mods,ANYTHING,BRUTAL EXTREME PAIN AND TORTURE and ill do it

Garbageboy (Owner) – Nov 17, 2019
Guilty as charged.

Anonymous – Nov 17, 2019
You must be very shallow to be bf with that screeching airhead

Daroeze80 – Oct 30, 2019
I have a master’s degree in fisting so that it helped me open him more more and go further and further. He is skinny great dilation very warm internally good predisposition very feminine bimbo but a common kid.



 

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TimmyTheMagician, 22
Worst luck in life but have a hudge heart.

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TimmyTheMagician (Owner) – Nov 22, 2019
Ok MasterDaniel1000000000 only thing I ask is I am given my medication on time and allow to leave to visit the doctor.

MasterDaniel1000000000 – Nov 22, 2019
Read ALL of My text here to fully understand!!!!!!!!!!!

I am the most ambitious man you have ever met!

I order you to move into My Kingdom here in ultra-LGBTQ-friendly Portland, Oregon.

You live here for the rest of your life rent-free in exchange for turning all you are and own over to Me.

My rule here as your King is absolute!

You will be fully monogamous to Me but I will not be monogamous to you!

You will bring no more than 2 suitcases maximum, including your most important papers for settling down in Portland, Oregon, your portable electronics, and your most precious personal items.

Are you ready to leave all that you know of the terrors, worries, and indecision of the ugly world that now plague you and become exactly WHAT you already are?

If so, contact Me!!!!!!!


 

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pleasehush, 22
I’m currently in a monogamous relationship with a very vanilla guy with almost no sex drive, and I’m trying to turn him from that into a rampaging horny dom top master who wants to beat, slap, and destroy me. if anyone has any tips, I’d really appreciate it!

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pleasehush (Owner) – Dec 12, 2019
Thanks to some of you my guy and I have found equilibrium. I’m now a Genderfluid ABDL with the little age of 2 who is his baby. He is into a lot of things things now including me being his little slut. We recently got married, and I call him Mommy.


 

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XXL11INCHBOTTOM, 18
🥕+🐇=🙂
🌰+🐿=😀
🍦🍭🍬+👄= 😋
(👉/👇🏻/🖕🏽/🤞🏼/✋🏽/✊/👊🏻/🤜🏾) 👌=😛
(👅+👂🏼🦶🏻)+⛓🔐+🕯+🗜+🔋🔌=😍
🤥,👸🏽,👶🏻,😴= 🤢= 🤮= ⛔️


 

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24/7/365, 19
Stats:

Age: currently 19
Mixed (Vietnamese, French, Italian, Scandinavian)
Weight: 130 lbs
Height: 5’11
Waist: 28”
Feet: 13”
Eyes: Brown
Hair: Black (mostly)
Smokes: Pack daily
Drinks: Beer daily, harder stuff on weekends
Drugs: 420 daily, harder stuff as often as available
Cock: 6” cut
Body Hair: Shaved. Open to complete hair removal from the top of my head down, including eyebrows/eyelashes
Work: Full-time barista, dying to to quit
Currently reside in Arlington, VA. Willing to relocate within the US or international

Create a scenario to inflict on me from the following list. You must choose and practice at least ten of them. Time limit is 24 hours but we can negotiate. I’m poz so if that’s a deal breaker, no hard feelings.

The menu:
Trust
Honesty
Medical
Dental
Getting fucked
FF (mandatory)
Bats
Knives
Razors
Heavy amounts of blood
Violence (make me suffer)
Sensory deprivation
Scat
Rimming
Children (practicing pedophile since age 14)
Torture
Fire
Brain play
Any act illegal and life-threatening

The offer starts now until further notice.

Other interests (if you insist upon talking):
Socrates, Aristotle, Kong-Zi, Lao Zi, Buddha, Plotinus, Kierkegaard, Aquinas, Joss Whedon masterpieces (Buffy, Angel, Firefly)



 

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Slaveforfree2000, 19
I’m a 19 year old looking for a new hosue hold, to be yours to have or sell or give out to friends, to sign a legally binding contract written by lawyer. I feel like a worthless waste.

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ButtTraining – Dec 5, 2019
He is now owned and being grown into an it with an obedient muscle butt with an insane amount of muscle. It’s going to be a dumb freak meatbutt with no chance to return to its past life.

ButtTraining – Nov 25, 2019
I’m looking for a teen with a flat ass to reinvent over time and in return I will listen to you and all your problems

56fun4guy – Nov 24, 2019
Nervous wreck, left leg missing/amp, small dick, pancake flat ass but fullfiled my sex satisFUCKtion.

thischarmingman – Nov 20, 2019
he’s no longer virgin, i busted him open to put it mildly. btw he only has one leg.

Slaveforfree2000 (Owner) – Nov 14, 2019
I have 3yrs of psychotherapy, but I am willing to do more.

Slaveforfree2000 (Owner) – Nov 10, 2019
Never had sex before but I want someone to teach me. I’m only a bottom. Don’t ask me how I know that. I just do.

 

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LoveLetter, 24
I don’t think I understand people very well. I only know whether I like or dislike them.

One thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be emotionaly connected with the sex object even if it kills them slowly within.

But that said I love kissing. If I could kiss all day, I would. I can’t stop thinking about kissing. I like kissing more than sex because there’s no end to it. You can kiss forever. You can kiss yourself into oblivion. You can kiss all over the body. You can kiss yourself to sleep. And when you wake up, you can’t stop thinking about kissing. Dammit, I can’t get anything done because I’m so busy thinking about kissing. Kissing is madness!

I want you next to me, in my bed, your clothes making friends with my floor. Love me violent enough so the neighbors call the police. That’s what people do who don’t love you. They put their arms tight around you and fuck you even when you’re not interested.

I especially love much older chubby men with moustaches. If you fit that description, you can be anyone ranging from a romantic top to sadistic all the way to dacryphylic.

I identify as female in private, for now. I’m still sorting out my gender identity but that’s where I’m at with it at this point. I see myself as female just as I look already even though I have a totally male appearance. **I’m not FtM (because so many ask)

The only thing I do not like is to be touched “there” and, for the record, I call it my clit.

🚫Republicans or conservatives🚫

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Sergiio_ – Nov 26, 2019
great mutual insights loaded with milk



 

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lookin4tonightdude, 19
I am Danny from Los Angeles I live in San Diego visit Los Angeles a lot, I don’t use my dick for much but it leaks like crazy if hairy men speak dirty to me when I give blowjobs in their cars.

 

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ChristmasTurkeyBoy, 18
Boy turkey looking to have my innocent body shaved, cleaned, trussed up, oiled, stuffed, roasted, placed on the table, carved up and eaten for Xmas dinner. Throw the bones to the dog.

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This-Shame – Dec 9, 2019
It is a pity that everything always fake and really do not kill these whores.

Anonymous – Dec 3, 2019
true what the first review said im a cannibal fantasist and my mouth is like a busted fire hydrant right now

Anonymous – Dec 1, 2019
As the author of a scholarly book on cannibalism, I can tell you that you have the exact body type and build that is considered ideal by those whose passion is for consuming human flesh.



 

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whoisken, 20
Cut off my cock and balls. Cut them off.

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best_life – Nov 13, 2019
#waiting #sexy #renovation #face #pretty #beautysg #healthcare #drugs #stickfigure #wait #impatience #italy #bitch #you #waitingforyou #cute #bitchmode #bitchplease #bitchy #goingthroughathing




 

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helpmefindit, 20
Whatever we’re gonna do, tie me up. It’s a nearly proven fact that I’ll enjoy everything you do afterward. I’ve been tying myself up since I was 11 or so, and bondage is inextricable from sexual energy for me. I love the progression from being clothed, to getting stripped or forced to strip, to getting blindfolded and gagged, then tied down with no way out. My nipples are hardwired to my dick, so play with those first. Lightly caress my tits, then clamp them, twist them, rip them, then edge my dick, then spread the violence. Pleasure me, hurt me, then pleasure me, then hurt me worse and worse. Get me to the edge of climax, but don’t give it to me so easily. Damage me, first marks that will heal, then permanent wounds and destruction. Make me scream, pass out, force me awake, destroy destroy, make me scream. Make me moan.

After 2 years in the BDSM scene, I can finally say I am kinky and proud to be so, and I won’t be shamed for it any longer. I feel the urge every day to just go out there and scream “I’m kinky AF” to everybody I see, including my employers. I am thankful to finally be based in SF, where this might just be possible one day.

Outside of kink, I am an aspiring data scientist trying to apply analytics to education and BDSM+LGBT data.

Comments

helpmefindit (Owner) – Dec 12, 2019
Make me see stars.

Huey_V – Dec 10, 2019
Every boy,who is a good look can get fucked the body and bring pleasure,but only dead boy can rape your brain and end up in your soul.

ggspb – Dec 6, 2019
Do him in a soundproof room, muzzle him and bring earplugs

Anonymous – Nov 24, 2019
played very hard with him a few times, it was incredible, he has a deep seeded death wish, he has taken no steps to offset the legal consequences, once he’s hard he won’t shut up about that, it stopped being worth the psychodramas.



 

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TomIsBad, 18
I am intelligent. I look underage sometimes but am not. I am an alcoholic. I am into maybe being a slave. My ass is the best in the city. I know it. It can make you my slut. You will be horny every day every moment. Our life must consist of continual direct and horny dirty talk and drinking getting and down to business. If you are unable to have constant sex with me, we are not a good match. I must be drunk and fucked completely all the time.

Comments

TomIsBad (Owner) – Dec 2, 2019
No offence but unless you can linguistically justify a dumb name like AlphaStorm, I don’t think so.

AlphaStorm – Dec 2, 2019
I’m prepared to take immediate ownership of you.





 

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mematakillme, 24
I want to be beaten to death. Hey, bump? … Don’t ask questions and don’t want to lecture or give advice. Take care of your life. I am of legal age and decide on my life. Just call if you bump into it. Curious people don’t come to fuck the fuck with sermons. Lock in time.

 

 

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p.s. RIP Neil Innes. ** David Ehrenstein, If you click the link by Matthew Barry’s pix, you’ll find out. (Spoiler: he’s an LA based acting teacher). Happy birthday, a day late, I guess, to Mr. Dallesandro! ** Corey Heiferman, You’re most welcome, glad you found intriguing stuff therein. Thanks for the Benedict Drew link. I haven’t seen that one. I have a policy of using my phone only for calls, texts, checking my email, and GPS. So it’s largely in my pocket. My pocket pet. That imaginary cult could make a sterling movie, if you ask me. ** Sypha, I figured there had to be something in there for you. Thank you for the fave books list. I’ve noted the know-nots. ** h, Hi, h! Very nice to see you! Thank you about the post. Very happy dawning 2020 to you! And, yes, I’ll hope to see you somehow not too far into it. ** Steve Erickson, Yeah, I would never have pegged Matthew Barry as a future acting teacher. I have an Artist Management album. I remember liking it quite a bit. I’ll seek the new one. Thank you. Really frightening are the words for it, yes. No, no NYE plans. I’ve always kind of hated NYE given that I don’t like drinking alcohol or being at parties. I might walk down and watch the fireworks if it’s not too icy. You? Plans-wise? ** Misanthrope, Oh, that’s weird. The site’s anti-virus stuff seems to be in working order. Well, let me know if the problem persists. LPS is returning to the figure that got him his nickname, eh? I hope you can get him to get on his feet. ‘Look Homeward, Angel’ and ‘Leaves of Grass’ are the only books my dad ever read in his life, as far as I can tell. Oh, maybe I’ll go see the new ‘Star Wars’ for NYE. Nah. ** Barkley, Hi! ‘She’ might come back. ‘She’ played a huge venue last time, and it was packed to the rafters. I doubt you’ll get to see, or I’ll get to see again, this amazing Hatsune Miku 3D holographic opera called ‘The End’. It was about ‘her’ torment at being incapable of dying. It was performed here a few years ago, and it’s one most amazing things I’ve ever seen. I don’t know ‘Splatoon’, no, but I’m a Nintendo guy, so I’ll see if I can get that game and see the related spectacle. Thanks for the link/introduction. That’s exciting. Good luck on the job hunt. Never a fully happy task. I’m good enough, yeah. Nah, no plans for tonight other than maybe watching the fireworks thing over the Eiffel Tower from far away. But the day is still young, so who knows. And you? Enjoy the big transition! ** Okay. It may be New Years Eve, but that doesn’t mean the slaves don’t have this blog’s stage booked in advance. So, see the local portion of your last dying embers of 2019 out in their company, and I’ll see you bright and early (my time) in 2020.

Varioso #31: Compton-Burnett, Sandaldjian, Salvatore Harmon, Creeley, Barry, Melville, Nabokov, Pynchon , Murdoch, Fante, Mexican Food Porn, rings, oFF LOVE, Grass Roots, Beatles, Mallarme, Drew, Ectoplasm, Hans A, pipes, Bell, Stern, Picobots, Hoffine, Keckler, Borg, Berquet *

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I think that actual life supplies a writer with characters much less than is thought. Of course there must be a beginning to every conception, but so much change seems to take place in it at once, that almost anything comes to serve the purpose—a face of a stranger, a face in a portrait, almost a face in the fire. And people in life hardly seem to be definite enough to appear in print. They are not good or bad enough, or clever or stupid enough, or comic or pitiful enough. And I believe that we know much less of each other than we think, that it would be a great shock to find oneself suddenly behind another person’s eyes. — Ivy Compton Burnett

 

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Hagop Sandaldjian

 

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Raymond Salvatore Harmon

 

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I dreamt last night
the fright was over, that
the dust came, and then water,
and women and men, together
again, and all was quiet
in the dim moon’s light.

A paean of such patience—
laughing, laughing at me,
and the days extend over
the earth’s great cover,
grass, trees, and flower-
ing season, for no clear reason.

— Robert Creeley

 

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Matthew Barry

 

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The most simple manner in which this operation is performed, and I think, the best, consists in placing any number of the freshly plucked fruit, when in a particular state of greenness, among the embers of a fire, in the same way that you would roast a potato. After the lapse of ten or fifteen minutes, the green rind embrowns and cracks, showing through the fissures in its sides the milk-white interior. As soon as it cools the rind drops off, and you then have the soft round pulp in its purest and most delicious state. Thus eaten, it has a mild and pleasing flavor. — Herman Melville

Boil water in a saucepan (bubbles mean it is boiling!). Take two eggs (for one person) out of the refrigerator. Hold them under the hot tap water to make them ready for what awaits them. Place each in a pan, one after the other, and let them slip soundlessly into the (boiling) water. Consult your wristwatch. Stand over them with a spoon preventing them (they are apt to roll) from knocking against the damned side of the pan. If, however, an egg cracks in the water (now bubbling like mad) and starts to disgorge a cloud of white stuff like a medium in an oldfashioned seance, fish it out and throw it away. Take another and be more careful. After 200 seconds have passed, or, say, 240 (taking interruptions into account), start scooping the eggs out. Place them, round end up, in two egg cups. With a small spoon tap-tap in a circle and hen pry open the lid of the shell. Have some salt and buttered bread (white) ready. Eat. — Vladimir Nabokov

Routine: plug in American blending machine won from some Yank last summer, some poker game, table stakes, B.O.Q. somewhere in the north, never remember now….Chop several bananas into pieces. Make coffee in urn. Get can of milk from cooler. Puree ‘nanas in milk. Lovely. I would coat all the booze-corroded stomachs of England….Bit of marge, still smells all right, melt in the skillet. Peel more bananas, slice lengthwise. Marge sizzling, in go long slices. Light oven whoomp blow us all up someday oh, ha, ha, yes. Peeled whole bananas to go on broiler grill soon as it heats. Find marshmallows…. — Thomas Pynchon

He poured out drinks into tall glasses. Gin and freshly pressed lemon, and slice of lime which Harriet had given him, and soda water and a little parsley floating about, like his mother used to make in the old days. Sophie never drank long drinks, even in summer. — Iris Murdoch

Dorothy was at the sideboard, breaking eggs and spilling them into a bowl. Just watching the oval things crack in her white fingers and spill forth with a golden plop created a series of small explosions inside me. My calves shuddered as she scrambled them with a fork and they turned yellow like her hair. She poured a bit of cream into the mixture and the silken smoothness of the descending cream had me reeling. I wanted to say, ‘Dorothy Parrish, I love you’, to take her in my arms, to lift the bowl of scrambled eggs above our heads and pour it over our bodies, to roll on the red tiles with her, smeared with the conquest of eggs, squirming and slithering in the yellow of love. — John Fante

 

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Mexican Food Porn

 

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oFF LOVE

 

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There is that in love
which, by the syntax of,
men find women and join
their bodies to their minds

–which wants so to acquire
a continuity, a place,
a demonstration that it must
be one’s own sentence.

— Robert Creeley

 

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The Beatles Never Existed draws together what it calls evidence that the Beatles were not what they seemed. The main thesis: There were multiples of each character performing as John, Paul, George and Ringo. Each part of the world appears to have had its own Beatles group, And even then, there were sometimes multiple characters within. They all looked identical to each other except for a few features here and there. But what was most pronounced was their fluctuating height differences.

 

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Words rise up unaided and in ecstasy; many a facet reveals its infinite rarity and is precious to our minds. For our mind is the center of this hesitancy and oscillation; it sees words not in their usual order, but in projection (like the walls of a cave) so long as that mobility which is their principle lives on, that part of speech which is not spoken. Then quickly, before they die away, they all exchange their brilliancies from afar; or they may touch, and steal a furtive glance. — Stéphane Mallarmé

 

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Benedict Drew

 

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In spiritualism, ectoplasm is said to be formed by physical mediums when in a trance state. This material is excreted as a gauze-like substance from orifices on the medium’s body and spiritual entities are said to drape this substance over their nonphysical body, enabling them to interact in the physical and real universe. Some accounts claim that ectoplasm begins clear and almost invisible, but darkens and becomes visible, as the psychic energy becomes stronger. Still other accounts state that in extreme cases ectoplasm will develop a strong odor. According to some mediums, the ectoplasm cannot occur in light conditions as the ectoplasmic substance would disintegrate.

The psychical researcher Gustav Geley defined ectoplasm as being “very variable in appearance, being sometimes vaporous, sometimes a plastic paste, sometimes a bundle of fine threads, or a membrane with swellings or fringes, or a fine fabric-like tissue”. Arthur Conan Doyle described ectoplasm as “a viscous, gelatinous substance which appeared to differ from every known form of matter in that it could solidify and be used for material purposes”.

The physical existence of ectoplasm has not been scientifically demonstrated, and tested samples purported to be ectoplasm have been found to be various non-paranormal substances. Other researchers have duplicated, with non-supernatural materials, the photographic effects sometimes said to prove the existence of ectoplasm.

 

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Hans A

 

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Mike Meginnis: You were alone in the quiet room until they brought your brother to you. His mouth was stuffed with a wet rag but his eyes were calm and dry. They laid him down on the table and they tied his hands and feet in place. Your brother did not struggle. In your hand there is a certain implement of torment. The table is your family’s dinner table, the one with your dried snot on its underside and your name carved faintly in its side by the corner of your thumbnail. Against the wall there is a white dresser piled with various perfumes. Exits are north and south.

Matt Bell: EXAMINE PERFUMES

MM: The perfumes are variously colored; they are in bottles of many shapes, like hourglasses, crystal skulls, teardrops, corkscrews, orbs, and skinny cylinders. Not all of them can stand upright. Their collective smell is like the smell of a girl’s dormitory: fruit and flowers, nuts and alcohol.

MB: REMEMBER BROTHER

MM: You remember your brother. He is there on the table. He is waiting very patiently. He is your younger brother. He was named after you because you were the favorite son. You know everything he knows except all of his secrets. He smells of nerves.

MB: TAKE TEARDROP PERFUME

MM: You have the teardrop-shaped perfume.

MB: SPRAY PERFUME ON RAG IN BROTHER’S MOUTH SO HE REMEMBERS TOO

MM: The perfume’s smell (the smell of a parking lot after it has rained and the oil of the cars and their other fluids have all been lifted from the pavement and moved to other spots on the pavement) reminds your brother of the day he followed you when you did not know he was following you—when you thought that he was staying home sick. And where he followed you, and what he saw you do that you did not know he saw, and how it rained most of the day. What did he see you do?

MB: THAT WAS THE DAY I STOLE THE FIRST PERFUME. THAT WAS THE DAY I FIRST LEARNED I DIDN’T HAVE TO SMELL THIS WAY, A SCENT SO RECOGNIZABLE. WHERE IN THE LOCKER ROOM I DISCOVERED THAT IF SOME SMELLS WERE THE GATEWAY TO MEMORY THEN OTHERS MIGHT HELP US FORGET. TAKE RAG FROM BROTHER’S MOUTH

MM: You have the rag, which still smells of the perfume. Your brother seems to miss the rag now that it’s gone. He is wearing a t-shirt with a picture of his girlfriend on its front; in the picture she is wearing a t-shirt with a picture of him. He breathes audibly. The breath smells of your perfume.

MB: ASK BROTHER HOW HIS GIRLFRIEND SMELLS NOW. ASK IF SHE STILL SMELLS THE SAME. TELL BROTHER HOW LONG IT’S BEEN SINCE YOU’VE SMELLED HIS GIRLFRIEND, EVEN THOUGH HE ALREADY KNOWS.

MM: Your brother says his girlfriend smells like a fish, overwhelmingly like a fish of a certain kind, but he has come to like the smell of the fish of that certain kind, on your wise advice. He asks you are you feeling well. (But he shouldn’t be asking you questions. This is rude, and here on your dinner table, the one with your dried snot on its underside, and your carved name in its finish, and its finish still embedded thickly under your thumbnail, which is practically inside you, and its smell on your fingers.) (This is like when he would use your Nintendo and save over your file.) (This is just the same.)

MB: TELL BROTHER IT’S MY TURN AGAIN, MY TURN TO PLAY MY TURNS. TELL HIM I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S CHANGED. TELL HIM TO TELL ME. TELL HIM EVERYWHERE I GO, EVERYTHING IS ALREADY DONE.

MM: Your younger brother with your same name closes his eyes from exhaustion at how you are always saying exactly these words anymore and the monotony of your voice. He says he’s always telling you that nothing is different. He has always been your younger brother with your same name and you are always wanting more. But you are the larger brother. So inside you there is someone like him and his size, and around that someone there is wrapped a larger someone who is your size, and you contain both, so that you should know. You should know, he says.

(cont.)

 

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Eddo Stern

 

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Picobots

 

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Yesterday I wanted to
speak of it, that sense above
the others to me
important because all

that I know derives
from what it teaches me.
Today, what is it that
is finally so helpless,

different, despairs of its own
statement, wants to
turn away, endlessly
to turn away.

If the moon did not …
no, if you did not
I wouldn’t either, but
what would I not

do, what prevention, what
thing so quickly stopped.
That is love yesterday
or tomorrow, not

now. Can I eat
what you give me. I
have not earned it. Must
I think of everything

as earned. Now love also
becomes a reward so
remote from me I have
only made it with my mind.

— Robert Creeley

 

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Joshua Hoffine

 

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William Keckler

 

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Maja Borg

 

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Gilles Berquet

 

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As regards plots I find real life no help at all. Real life seems to have no plots. And as I think a plot desirable and almost necessary, I have this extra grudge against life. But I think there are signs that strange things happen, though they do not emerge. I believe it would go ill with many of us, if we were faced by a strong temptation, and I suspect that with some of us it does go ill. — Ivy Compton Burnett
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p.s. Hey. ** David Ehrenstein, Yes indeed, they are. ** Bill, Yeah, right? The horror movie piñatas: among the best I’ve seen. Well, at least your nephew didn’t ask you to take him to a KAWS show, unless he did. I think Banksy’s blah, but being young and into Banksy’s is not necessarily a bad sign at all. ** Sypha, Awesome, inspiring nightmares is no small virtue. Oh, well, giving yourself a diary is beyond just giving yourself a gift somehow. A tool of the trade. You consider ‘Not that great’ a ‘pan’? I expected you were going to slaughter some albums. As always, your musical tastes put the ‘v’ in versatile. From Sting to Sunn0))) is quite a crazy gulf. ** Barkley, Hi, Barkley! I’m so happy you enjoy the array. I saw Hatsune Miku live — or ‘live’ — about a year ago when ‘her’ tour brought ‘her’ through Paris. It’s mindbogglingly great. Have you seen ‘her’ live act? Super highly recommended if ‘she’ ever comes your way. You good? Having happy holidays? ** _Black_Acrylic, RIP Alasdair Gray indeed. A great writer. And RIP Vaughn Oliver too. A great designer. That Holly Hendry sculpture looks exciting. I wish I could see. I have some small thing for kinetic art, as you no doubt know. ** Corey Heiferman, Hi. Chuffed that you took pleasure from the piñatas. Oh, I played the video game ‘Viva Piñata’ back when. It was nuts and fantastic. I think I had it in a post here at some point. No, I’m not acquainted with Milo Martin. The name rings a bell, but I’m not even sure I’ve read him. I’ll find his stuff and then try the interview if his stuff floats any part of my boat. Thanks! Being a Romantic will serve you well in life. Cause you heartache and disappointment too, but it’ll keep you ‘young’, and what with cynicism turning so many people as old the hills these days, blessings. ** Okay. Today I’ve restored another one of my old Varioso posts from the dead blog. Again, these posts basically consist of things that interested me at the time but seemed unworthy for some reason or other of taking up an entire post. I trust that, via the law of averages, something up there will intrigue you. See you tomorrow.

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