Month: March 2019 (Page 1 of 11)

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PleaseMakeMe, 20
Help me escape please. I jerk off 2-3 times per day, sometimes more.

Hi I’m really new to this but I know what I want. No, sorry, I know what I need to know.

I’m coming to the North West UK for a month at the beginning of March and I need to know once and for all if I’m a fag and if what’s in my head is real or just fantasy.

(I had an account before but wiped it)

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PleaseMakeMe (Owner) – March 14, 2019
I’ve gone completely crazy but I’m truly happy

PleaseMakeMe (Owner) – March 7, 2019
I wasn’t prepared to face this kind of burden from within.

 

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Pigletmeat, 20
Piglet Meat for cooking
As it says on the tin.

Comments

Pigletmeat (Owner) – March 19, 2019
Lucky you.

firestarter – March 19, 2019
please tell me you’re the guy in the upper left hand corner.

 

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StorageSlaveBoy, 18
Make me your storage slave

 

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Jonny, 19
I’m only allowed to fuck people I like.
That means if you do not like me it’s nothing I don’t care.
Be 24 years old or younger. Older people don’t care, they won’t.
On drugs is no problem as long as your cock’s hard.
Groups hell yeah. Bondage hell yeah. Netflix and chill fuck yeah.
And yes Netflix means porn your place.

Comments

UNDEADSOLDIER666 – March 21, 2019
Wtf?!?!

TBU – March 21, 2019
get a braincel, incel

Lizzardgizzard96 – March 21, 2019
Also you should stop spending so much time on fortnite I think it’s messed with what little braincels you had.

Jonny (Owner) – March 21, 2019
Does your father know you use his phone to look up gay boys on the internet ? does he know you suck him off once he’s ‘had 1 two many drinks’ ? stay in school kid , and at least better your grammar.

UNDEADSOLDIER666 – March 21, 2019
So you want to see how I got these scars?

 

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iwanttoknowu, 19
My English is terrible,but I think you gays known what l means 🥴

I am a game designer
Working in Shanghai

I is big fan for bloody crush trample 🦵🏽👣

I always fantasy a taller and handsome muscle master use his sexy dig toe to tear my eyeball 👁

Then use hard heel chopped my beneath tongue 👅use sole shred my face！

Crush my head use my brain juices to wash your foot 🧠dance on my visceral🕺

Not joke ……I don’t love my life 😂I also like bloody crush video. …..😒 If you want sell or buy some bloody trample crush video,let me know 😘

Any way! Crush me,master 🤪

 

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Sexy_Paul, 18
I am after the children’s home, I have nowhere to sleep. I need money for food, will someone help?

I am after child’s home I need money for food, will you help?

I am at home for children, I need money for food, do you help?

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Hue-Hung – March 4, 2019
There are better ways to start a description, but I have to tell you that my writing style and personality are distinct. Do not take me for a cold person because I use capital letters and put points at the end of each sentence. It’s simply that I strive to write in a correct way out of respect for you.

My name is Hue-Hung, I am 58 years old, born in Hong Kong. At the age of 3 I came to Germany because my parents work here. I’m Gay, was outed at the age of 12. My parents rejected me and threw me out, but fortunately I managed to overcome the great problems this created for me to earn a great fortune.

Since I do this for the first time, I have no experience with knowing what I can offer you for what I want from you. So write and say what money you want me to give you and I will tell you what I want your body to give me. I must be honest, I want a lot, as no doubt do you.

Due to a very bad experience, it is not possible for the time being for me to give you passion and love. Pretending is possible. However, cold, objective, dispassionate sex is greatly preferable. I am ready to give/receive, and I do not want to chat too long back and forth.

 

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Bambi, 19
I am 19 years old from Aldershot! If you will mummyfie me! I’ll come no questions asked ASAP ! I prefer long term ! but it’s whatever !

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Seems3 – March 18, 2019
He has agreed to “mummification” by being heavily tattooed… he’s currently 72% covered and I am working toward a full hairline to toenails body suit. If you think he’s cute, you’ll hate me.

Hellwood – March 3, 2019
He’s very strange because he suffers from anxiety and aspergers syndrome which is a form of autism, although suffer isn’t the word he used since he said being autistic is just a part of who he is.

User-Name – March 1, 2019
not gay, incommunicative, very strange until mummified then very emotional and totally gay and even stranger.

 

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yesisme, 21
Thy will be done.

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yesisme (Owner) – March 21, 2019
Zero fucks given.

HOT____ – March 20, 2019
unbalanced and violent

 

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All4you, 24
So this is a little unusual, but…

I’m slim, or everyone says so. I used to be skin and bones when I was doing drugs, and I want to get back to having that body but without the drugs.

I’ll give you full control of my cock and my holes for as long it takes for you to me get back there. I’ll be in chastity between weighings, and in weeks where I lose 1kg, you’ll let me cum. No weight loss, no cum.

Meanwhile, you get to fuck with me any way you like each week. Want to bring your friends round to share my holes at the same time? That’s fine. When I get scrawny, I get my freedom.

You get a horny fuck boy slave to use as you please for one hour every week. I get my body back. Deal?

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All4you (Owner) – March 11, 2019
STOP TALKING ABOUT ME LIKE I’M WORTHLESS EVERYONE!

GarbageFire – March 11, 2019
Calm down, tweeker

YeahWhatever – March 11, 2019
So uh want to buy some Meth?

All4you (Owner) – March 11, 2019
I am not homeless and am not a junkie anymore. THIS WAS A STAGED PHOTO WHEN I WAS DRUNK WITH A TRICK WHO WAS A PHOTOGRAPHER! I’M JUST TRYING TO POST A HOT PICTURE OF MYSELF!

YeahWhatever – March 11, 2019
That looks like some dirty Meth……. You should re crystallize I’m just saying

All4you (Owner) – March 11, 2019
EVERYONE!!! – THIS IS A HOMEMADE PYREX PIPE. IT WAS NOT IN ANYWAY USED FOR ILLEGAL PUPOSES! THE SUBSTANCE IN IT IS FOUR LOKO! THE GRAPE KIND. IT IS CLEARLY LIQUID.

tony0675 – March 11, 2019
Only homeless junkies go so far as to using light bulbs for their heroin.

-devil- – March 11, 2019
Just another junkie nod shame

All4you (Owner) – March 11, 2019
I will state this now, in this homemade pyrex pipe, is the original 4 LOKO. WHEN IT WAS LE GAL. The only law I am breaking in this photo is minor in possession of alcohol (I still drink) and under the influence of.

GothicSamurai – March 11, 2019
I thought you were smoking heroin or something

All4you (Owner) – March 11, 2019
Nope. I do not post my past illicit affairs online. It’s all smoke and mirrors.

GothicSamurai – March 11, 2019
Ya fucking tricked us. No one who was cleaned up of drugs would use that photo.

 

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amira_roza, 18
la princesse est de retour apres une longue absences mes cheris kiss pour tous

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amira_roza, 18 (Owner) – Feb 27, 2019
Je ne réponds pas si les images du visage ne montrent pas une personne à la peau bronzée

 

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TVC15, 21
I’m a huge nerd, i love PC games, Star Wars, Pokemon, drunken monopoly, and Rubiks cubes. I also spend wayyy too much time ensuring my feet are as soft as possible for my next worshipper ;p My feet are a size 11 for people who are interested.

I just loved being restrained and having my perfect young feet kissed, licked, sucked, “eaten”, … each inch of them, every pore, from my ankles to my soles, you get the picture. I’m also open for drinks first, I can never turn down a drink ;P

If your not into worshipping feet but like the look of my mine, i do enjoy having my feet rubbed whilst casually watching TV or movie, but not nearly as much ;p

My ideal situation is being fully tied to a bed and mercilessly devoured below the ankles. Just a heads up though, i’m extremely loud when i’m being foot worshipped, like stupidly loud. I cant control this whatsoever, ive tried to be more quiet, but its just impossible. If your in an environment where we need to keep quiet, or if you don’t like me moaning and wailing ecstatically at the top of my lungs, then its probably best if we don’t meet.

Well … I do do hotel meets, however, i must 100% be gagged as ill definitely get us both kicked out and the police called if i’m not.

 

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DannyBoy, 20
Twunk who loves underwear, buy me five or more pairs and I’ll do anything you want.

Also have a thing for dogs and horses, and I’m looking for someone with them.

Also love toys in any shape or size. If it fits, it fits. If not WE WILL MAKE IT FIT!!!

The end.

 

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PieceofShit, 24
Worthless piece of shit. Just ask any gay man in Columbus, Ohio.

Comments

Southern-Stallion – March 12, 2019
Agree with my friend DannyJuice but would say he looks more like an inbred Nick Stahl.

DannyJuice – March 9, 2019
I’m from Columbus and he is a piece of shit, but he has this inbred Justin Bieber looking face that’s hot if you like that white trash sort of thing.

 

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toast, 18
my names eli. i’m not 18 or even close. i probably dont belong on this site, im not really part of any particular subcultures or anything. im just a weird person. at least its not grindr. i mean, im a witch (secular, eclectic) which might count for something here. please dont try and have sex with with me, im not about that paedophile mess.

 

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MindlessAbyss, 23
Private me : i’ll follow your rules, demands, desires, where ever they lead me.
Public me : my attitude is things are dire globally and the only way to prep for what’s ahead is to give up hope.

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MindlessAbyss (Owner) – March 20, 2019
i don’t remember you. ideally a heavy set caucasian man over 58 who’ll pay the bills, keep the 420 flowing, supply me with hot girls, dictate shit and use the body whenever. i recently had surgery on both knees so kneeling is a problem.

tobias3332 – March 20, 2019
bout time you used up, skinny, ageing little bitch realised you mouth ain’t elixir and you big dick ain’t no goldmine no more. i had you lotsa times, still might if its a bargain. what you gaming for?

MindlessAbyss (Owner) – March 12, 2019
yeah 😢 being straight makes you stupid 😭

HoleHunterBerlin – March 12, 2019
You won’t remember but I offered you 800€ for your ass one time.

MindlessAbyss (Owner) – March 6, 2019
yeah it means that. i’m counting on that meaning something to be perfectly honest.

HoleHunterBerlin – March 6, 2019
Oxy! Does the mean your ass is finally available?

MindlessAbyss (Owner) – March 3, 2019
interest in my service dropped off, too low income to keep dealing with the shit of it (fucking grandpas).

Ditox13A – March 2, 2019
If that’s true, very surprised to find you here.

MindlessAbyss (Owner) – March 2, 2019
i was oxy_oxy

Ditox13A – March 2, 2019
Fake! Fotos are escort Oxy_Oxy.

 

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iamveryhungry, 21
Hi there, guys! I’m new here, so go easy on me (at first at least *Grins*). First of all, I’m looking for something long-term, permanent. *Waits for the guys looking for one night things to move on to another profile.* Awesome, you’re still here!

Now that we’re alone, I have two burning questions for you.

1. Long term, permanent slavery is only what interests me, but that really is not attainable or practical, is it? We say forever but would you still want me as your slave when I’m in my 40s or 50s or 60s? Have you thought of that?

2. I don’t like pain at all but I’m only attracted to men who would crave and enjoy hurting me very badly. I’m stumped?

 

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george, 18
Enjoy myself

 

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giveittomenow, 23
I can make anyone happy. My heart is full of interesting things. I feel and act like new 10s. Young heart and refresh and positive outlook in life. Since inside being is renewing daily, it makes me look years younger than real age.

Comments

2BigBears – March 17, 2019
1 word: asssssssss!

Scandinavilicious – March 14, 2019
#juicyass bomb, 102 cm in circumference while all smooth, easy to learn, and moves a lot in the heaving

giveittomenow (Owner) – March 10, 2019
Thank you next.

-theo-d-xx- – March 10, 2019
Your ass needs it more hearty or after a party you want to hold only the pussy for a very dominant guy, I’ll get you the stars in your eyes and still have fun there.

Jercris – March 8, 2019
He is loyal,responsible,merciful,respectable,modest,open minded, mature,non judgmental and most importantly he has an Immaculate ass.

 

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lone-ranger, 19
NO 📷 NO 📝 NO THOUGHTS OF SEX ❌
Any request for nudity or anything else, no need to waste your time.
Do not ask me what I’m looking for, I do not even know.

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DomNeedsCumSlut – March 2, 2019
We booked a room. He told me all his many inhibitions and I promised him that I won’t make him do ANYTHING that he didn’t like or want. I undressed. He wouldn’t undress. I fiddled his nipples through his shirt. He moaned. I fiddled more. He moaned more. Sensing his weakness, I fiddled more. I went on till he begged me to fuck his MOUTH with a condom! At that psychological moment, I whipped out something from my jeans pocket, unscrewed the cap, brought to his nose, kept fiddling more; he moaned. I made him inhale it. He knew that it was poppers. He suspected. He inhaled it, nevertheless, as his nipples got so erotically firm, to the point of their having become like iron. Hence, He sniffed. I made him sniff more. He sniffed. He said, ‘Nice aroma’. He sniffed more. Sniffed for 20 secs, I think. … god!.. He was swimming. He saw heaven. He was swimming… He relaxed, cock sprung up rigid in his pants, he swam, face reddened, horny… damn horny. Just then, I spreadeagled, bringing my arse to his face. I said, “lick it bitch. Lick it. Now”. He licked.. licked. Licked… licked. . He begged me for more. He wanted more of my arse. He licked more. He wanted to lick my hole. I refused. I made him suck my cock instead. Without condom. He sucked. I made him sniff poppers. This time longer. Longer. He asked me for more sniffing. That’s it….. He sucked my cock…like a dog… pig… slut…. He begged me…. Then I stripped him down and raped him until 3 am. He is now a depraved and shameless slut.

Jimmy – Feb 22, 2019
Love to choke you
Don’t tolerate moaning
You do what I say
You breathe when I want it
If you puke you clean

 

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subhumanobject, 19
Apologies to all with whom it was speaking. it ran away… Again.

it will get in contact and give You its email so it cannot run like this.

Owned straight boy slave. Mistress wants it turned into a pathetic cock-craving slave/object/garbage.

At present it is still highly reluctant and requiring of drugging and force, so preference goes to those with chloroform on hand, functional restraints and an interest in rape/gangrape.

All offers entertained.

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alteregoinsane – March 26, 2019
There are boys who “hate” it, and boys who really do. He hates it. I loved his emotional shitstorm, but I’m a cold son of a bitch. Also, he has a very normalised handsomeness that works well on a teenager but will age into average looks in as little as a couple of years. I mention that because his Mistress seemed very hot and bothered to pass him off long term, but personally I wouldn’t bite.

JoaquinXXL – March 21, 2019
My plan with him was to go way out of my way to give him the hardest fuck ever, and I will need to check the instant replay to be certain, but I honestly think I did.

 

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shyloser, 20
i want to go to the Odyssey tonight in Muskegon. take me there.

have a thing for sleepy, hypno, mind control, brainwashing, p*ppers, cloroform, drugged drink, drugged, kidnapped.

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hkirba47 – March 13, 2019
he needed a true sadist who gets off to guys in real pain and thats me. i’m keeping him 24/7/265 drugged as a hard breeding bitch in kansas where no one who liked him will think to come looking.

shyloser (Owner) – Feb 28, 2019
idc who you are.

MegaBoss11 – Feb 28, 2019
I dominate faggots do whatever I say !!!!! because I am the master and you are the bitch 🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽 you nasty faggot disgusting faggot open your mouth so I could spit in it treat you like garbage that you are I humiliate faggots anyway I can nasty Faggot !!!!!

 

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norespect, 20
I would like to feel my ego dissolve every time I get fucked.
Through sex I can attain an egoless state which is perfect bliss.
Give me the infinite energy of wind in a galaxy of dreams, and I will return the favor.

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norespect (Owner) – March 25, 2019
I’m being myself. I swear to god i’m not trolling.

norespect (Owner) – March 25, 2019
Did I do something wrong?

Retro_Fucker – March 25, 2019
Nice try

khushi1 – March 24, 2019
You need someone stay with you lifetime 😘😘

 

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CodytheMeek, 18
I am just 18 today and joining. I am Cody. I was born and raised in Utah and now in Japan with my stepdad who is in military. I am senior in high school. I met and was trained by an Asian Master in San Francisco for 3 months but he moved now to New York so I have no one now. I was trained by hypnosis and have no control of my mind. So now I must serve men. I take my shirt off, kneel, cross my ankles with hands behind my back whenever any man speaks to me. Even my dad. Who thinks I’ve lost my mind. I have phrases or words put in my mind for Masters to use to take over me, to totally own me. I want to give myself to men especially Asian men as they are most superior to me. I will tell anything more to anyone who wants me to. Just ask for the trigger word that will make me do that. Thanks a lot.

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CodytheMeek (Owner) – March 20, 2019
I am a terrible, cruel person. I make fun of fat people all the time. I must be forced fed food to make me gain weight. Make me a fat pig. Feed me pizza, sushi, sandwich, chocolate cake, make me gain 45 pounds, sir. Get me tipsy.

 

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scorpiobitch, 24
Looking to get my jaw displaced..

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-1914- – March 15, 2019
someone is trying to be like Varg

scorpiobitch (Owner) – March 9, 2019
am trash and not explaining anything to u

Happathy – March 8, 2019
please elaborate on how proudly displaying an SS symbol doesn’t make you trash

scorpiobitch (Owner) – March 8, 2019
Ignorance

Happathy – March 8, 2019
nazi boys (et al) fuck off

 

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MeltingSnowman, 23
Everything you desire when you look at my photos could become reality. With me, you can go to places you’ve never been and you can discover and explore everything of a human body you want.
Yep, I got weird at some point.
CRAZY PEOPLE ARE WANTED.
I am DRUGS OVERLY FRIENDLY.
I drink lots of beer and you can be my beer buddy.
I love party surprises.
I am well experienced as a FF bottom, still can’t take a full forearm, but everything it’s possible, right?
This is all what I’m here for. No love story.

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161 – Feb 26, 2019
If it’s a plus he’s very virile and sprays and sprays and sprays everywhere.

Corvus_Aurelius – Feb 11, 2019
I drink twink piss.
Top fister but I like to be pissed in mouth. If you’re a pisser, I’m here to empty your bladder. Also, I enjoy to fist twinks. But let’s put things clear: if you don’t piss in my mouth first I don’t go on.

 

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Artist, 19
into anything goes fun 0 limits 0 fuck me up start off with a hi

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Artist (Owner) – March 21, 2019
now owned my Master Asianmasterdom He order me to have more BIG cocks in my boy Cunt so help me”

i go woof woof atm by my master no limits just no perment damage love to be made to scream and pass out

i also have a bf who is ok for me being abused by my Master and others I love them both (my bf and my Master) very much

Asianmasterdom – March 12, 2019
Hi, I’m going through some shit at work and would like to use you to release some stress.

 

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Toiletandextremepain, 22
I am looking for someone genuine who will agree to move in rent free and make sure I am forced to swallow as much human and animal waste of all types as much as possible and am forced to take as many hands deep in my arse as possible and punch fucked hard deep and fast often and I am given as much pain as I can get from you and anyone you say. After 3 months I would give complete ownership of me, my possessions and trust fund as long as we are both happy.

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RedBlackFiend – March 10, 2019
10/03/19 05:32 **day 3**

RedBlackFiend – March 9, 2019
09/03/19 01:14 **day 2**

RedBlackFiend – March 8, 2019
08/03/19 16:43 **moving him in**

 

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deathfaggot666, 24
Natural born satanic no limit far edge maso deathwish slave here. It comes naturaly to me.

Spiritual death: done

sex in every shape or form: done

degradation: done

mindfuck: done

final humilation: not done yet

life: still alive

destruction: if unique and wanted bad enough

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deathfaggot666 (Owner) – March 18, 2019
Hail Satan ruler mine – My death in love – lucifer come to me

GothicGaymer – March 18, 2019
Your death comes on quiet soles in complete love we rapturously enjoy. This is how it should become true in ultimate extasy, deligthed you agree.

 

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iwanttolose, 22
My names tommy
I’m super extremely gigantically kinky, just haven’t made up my mind about shit and kinda stubborn. 😈😈
Stuff I want and need is to be r a p e d!! Yup that’s is what I want but. I wanna be taken back to my car with ripped clothes my ass leaking cum and piss and have videos taken of me🙃 I live in Maywood Park, Oregon and my number is 5418139254 I wanna be raped on a continuous basis and left filled and spilling over when this happens tho please bring like 4 or 5 guys I love being knocked around and blindfolded and taken on a drive and raped and pissed in and maybe let a dog fuck me that would be a hot video 😅
I sure wouldn’t mind one fucking bit if they drove me to a remote cabin after and kept raping me and etc for weeks.

If ya hit up my number I’ll give u my live location forever till I get r a p e d and then we’ll go from there with all my info and what not.

Comments

iwanttolose (Owner) – March 27, 2019
There is.

TsukiHawke – March 27, 2019
i could swear there’s a photo of you in the current issue of vogue magazine.

 

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Sn0wFlak3, 18
cum in my mouth

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Sn0wFlak3 (Owner) – March 3, 2019
i am deleting this account because everyone here wants to imprison me

theokmpf – Feb 25, 2019
pas de 💬

 

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livingmytruth, 22
Please for the love of God, SOMEONE come to my shithole Alabaman town and take me somewhere and fuck the life out of me… an insanely intense marathon session… make me tap out! Based on experience, I doubt there is anyone up to the task… but it is my life goal, the only one, I have realized… Can’t deny my truth!

 

 

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p.s. RIP Agnes Varda ** David Ehrenstein, Yes, so very sad about Agnes Varda. She died of cancer, as I’m sure you know, but it must have taken her swiftly because she did a number of events at Cinematheque Francais just two weeks ago, and I’ve seen some video of the events, and she looked and seemed totally fine and as sharp and great as ever. So sad. ** _Black_Acrylic, Thank you for liking the show and thanking Carolyn. Wow, Brexit failure number 10,000 or something. What the fuck is going to happen next?! ** Dominik, Hi, Dominik! Oh, see, now that’s a great and perfect idea: sharing those pictures in the SCAB account. Perfect! Hooray! That should really work, I think. I’m not on Twitter, but I’ll go over there and check it out. Ideally, yes, PGL will help with getting funding for the new film, but I guess it will depend on how the release goes. I mean, it’s not the kind of film that’ll get much popular success, for sure, but if it gets good reviews and buzz and stuff, that should give us a leg up. We should hear about the +16 rating decision early next week. Scared. I heard about that Madeleine McCann doc. Hm. It certainly could have been fascinating, but I guess it’s not a big surprise that it isn’t. Your week sounds quite good actually. I’m glad you’re writing, and, yeah, don’t sweat figuring out if it’s great art for now. My week was, mm, not a lot. The TV script is the dominating force. It’s going okay, I think. Or it’s moving forward a bit more easily than I’d feared, although it’s still a drag to work on. But things are good. Sunn0))) is having a big listening event for their new album tomorrow, and that should be good. Might see a movie. And will have an otherwise work-y weekend. I hope your weekend treats you right. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Look forward to the new review. Everyone, Here’s Steve weighing in on ‘the recent French documentary JUST DON’T THINK I’LL SCREAM, which kicks off Art of the Real at Lincoln Center next month’. Here, I mean. I saw an excellent film last night that I highly recommend if it gets over there: Annette Dutertre’s ‘Journal d’un montage’. Dutertre is a film editor, and, in 1994, she exhaustively documented the editing process of a film she was working on, Christine Pascal’s ‘Adultère mode d’emploi’. The Pascal was released but was a huge failure, and the director, who is very heavily featured in Dutertre’s film, killed herself soon afterwards. Because of that, Dutertre put the footage aside and then began editing it over the course of twenty years, and it’s just been completed. It’s fantastic. Very interested to read your interview with Kamran Heidari. ** Bill, Really glad you liked the Carlsen work. Yes, right? Funny if you’ve never been in the same room with Bob, you guys being fellow edgy SF artists and cultural dudes. Yes, work on your stuff for the gig! The opposite of God commands you! ** Jeff J, Hi, Jeff. Thank you for the good words to Carolyn. Yes, a week of very cruel work on death’s part. Personally, yes, I would say start with ‘Jack the Modernist’. It’s great and my favorite of his fiction books. I’ll bet re: the scrambling. The Korine isn’t here yet, no. I saw your email. I’ll answer it very shortly, and, holy moly, see you lickety split! Have a swift, very safe trip. ** Misanthrope, Nice transition from the Carlsen photos to the slaves post, no? And absolutely a coincidence, I swear. Actually, I really need to redo my closet, and I think it’s boring of me not to just go ahead and do that. So fuck boringness. You have a good weekend too. ** Kyler, Glad you liked the art. Well, I’m only thrilled if Bresson is overtaking your tastes, of course. Ha ha, no, no relationship to what I said to you and ‘Star Trek’, which I barely know. That’s funny. ** Okay. Predictably, March ends and the slaves arrive to usher you out. See you on Monday.

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‘I wanted to write with a total continuity and total disjunction since I experienced the world (and myself) as continuous and infinity divided. That was my ambition for writing. Why should a work of literature be organized by one pattern of engagement? Why should a “position” be maintained regarding the size of the gaps between units of meaning? To describe how the world is organized may be the same as organizing the world. I wanted the pleasures and politics of the fragment and the pleasures and politics of story, gossip, fable and case history; the randomness of chance and a sense of inevitability; sincerity while using appropriation and pastiche. When Barrett Watten said about Jack the Modernist, “You have your cake and eat it too,” I took it as a great compliment, as if my intention spoke through the book.’ — Robert Gluck

‘You heard of Robert Glück? You should have. He basically started this thing called the “New Narrative” which started in the late 70s and is not so easily defined. Some say it’s gossipy but I think they miss the point with that word. It definitely is locked to sex and to the body and establishing a relationship with the reader. Of course, all books must establish a relationship with the reader in order to succeed,but maybe think of New Narrative as if the writing wants to establish a sexual relationship with the reader. This writing wants to fuck you and then tell all of its friends about what it was like fucking you. So, this is Robert Glück’s thing.’ — Vice Magazine

‘Robert Glück is the author of the novels Margery Kempe (Serpent’s Tail, 1994), Jack the Modernist (SeaHorse Press, 1985; Serpent’s Tail, 1995), and three collections of prose and poetry: Reader (Lapis Press, 1989), Elements of a Coffee Service (Four Seasons Foundation, 1983), and Denny Smith (Clear Cut Press, 2004). He lives in San Francisco and teaches at San Francisco State University, where he is an editor of the online journal Narrativity. Through his own writing and a workshop he taught at San Francisco’s Small Press Traffic Literary Arts Center in the 1980s, Glück helped shape what became known as “New Narrative,” a movement that included his friends and colleagues Kathy Acker, Dennis Cooper, Kevin Killian, and Dodie Bellamy.’ — Clear Cut Press

 

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Further

Excited & Lonely: The ‘Jack the Modernist’ Website
‘Shocks of Recognition: Robert Gluck’s Scandalous Narratives’
RG’s ‘Experimental Writer Gets Sucked Off in a Field’
RG’s ‘Long Note on New Narrative’
RG interviewed @ Lodestar Quarterly
RG @ Project for Innovative Poetry
Audio: RG’s readings @ PennSound
Buy Robert Gluck’s books
Robert Gluck @ Facebook

 

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Media

11/16/2015 — Robert Gluck

Robert Gluck « 851 in Exile

Robert Glück « The Other Fabulous Reading Series

 

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Interview
from EOAGH

 

For a voice level, say something.

My heart aches and a drowsy numbness pains my sense.

Keats?

The first line of “Ode to a Nightingale.”

Wow. I would not have expected you to quote one of the Romantics!

Keats is where I got my start. He’s my guide in a sense: his enameled surface and below that the longing and loss. That combination of polished language and harsh emotion—I have never abandoned it. Words resoundingly in place—with a sense of inevitability even, that 19th-century idea of Poetry—and loss and incompletion riding underneath. For me, that’s what Keats is. In high school, I memorized Keats’s poems and then wrote them out, just to see how it feels to be writing those lines. It was a gestural experience.

That you were calling the poems to you.

That’s right. (Laughs).

Were your earliest writing attempts in verse?

Oh, yes, entirely. My first poem was a sonnet. I had the classic wonderful high school English teacher who got me reading and writing poetry, Marjorie Bruce. For me, poems were something to be fabricated. I started with the sonnet not because I felt that I had something important to say, or that I had to burst out and tell the world my feelings. Rather, I wanted to make a beautiful object with language.

Has that impulse been sustained in your work?

What beauty might be seems more complex, but I still think of my books as three-dimensional objects, globes, and in fact, at the end of the novels there is always something revolving.

At the end of Jack the Modernist there are a series of heads coming out of a body.

Right.

And there’s a scene in the beginning of the book that is loosely repeated at the end—a scene where the narrator watches Jack hug someone and wishes he could get a hug like that, only to realize when he does it’s not what he imagined it would be.

In college, in Edinburgh, I took a year-long Conrad seminar. He thought of his books as spherical. That’s where I got the idea. I recognized at once that it applied to me.

More of an understanding that this was your conception for your work all along?

Yes. I am dyslexic and dyslexics tend to think globally, rather than linearly.

Could you give me an example of that?

For a dyslexic, understanding comes in images rather than words or narratives. A lot of dyslexics are visual artists, which I was initially studying to be.

A traditional narrative suggests a syntax of action, a particular order to experience.

Whereas global suggests that experience is one, and that you take it in all at once, even though you can plug into it at different places. I think of my books not as temporal sequences but as incidents that occur on a globe. So it’s not as though one goes from one thing to the next thing to the next. Instead, all those moments, images, and tableaus make one object. There may be different elements but they exist in a sculptural relation to each other.

There are two huge groups of dyslexics in society, one in museum studies and visual arts, the other in prison. Trouble with reading will lead you into a visual field, or you become so alienated that your relationship with society is compromised.

The first pieces of literature you produced were verse poems in traditional forms. You say you were consciously trying to make beautiful things. As I look around your house, I see beautiful art pieces. Your connection to the art world is still very much with you, and you often reflect upon it in your writing.

I have a long, complicated relationship with visual art. In some way, I’m a frustrated visual artist whose medium is language. So, that’s another way of thinking about writing as an object. Add to this, my boyfriends, for the most part, have been artists…

So there’s an erotic dimension.

Perhaps a narcissistic aspiration (laughs).

Often in your work there appears to be little distinction between what some might consider a prose poem, an essay, or a short story. How do you make these distinctions?

I don’t. My way of dealing with it is to not make the distinction. But I don’t really like the term short story—and yet I have story collections. I simply call them stories. Or pieces. The short story has a history I do not feel especially related to. Other traditions are more important to me.

Such as?

Well, the modernist writer Blanchot made fictions called conts (tales). In these conts, which I admire tremendously, there’s a pressure brought to bear on language itself, and a porousness. By porousness I mean that one sentence doesn’t necessarily pick up where the last one left off. So you find a kind of air between the sentences. They can take any direction at any time. It’s composition by the sentence. These are things I think about, and one could talk about some prose poetry that way, as well as lyrical fiction.

I teach a class in prose poetry, and I teach the different modernisms through the genre: cubism, negritude, surrealism, symbolism, and so on. This inspired me to write my own prose poems, as opposed to what I call prose pieces—those one paragraph prose blocks.

The world of the short story is a world of psychological insight. The classic short story hunkers down into certain plot moments. I want to be lyrical, I want to draw away into historical perspective, or move closer into an intense sensory event. I have nothing against moments of psychological insight, and I hope plenty of them occur in my writing, but that’s not the sole purpose of my work.

Do you see yourself as an eclectic?

I assemble as much as I write. It’s rare for me to just sit down and write something from beginning to end. My old boyfriend Nayland Blake had a retrospective in New York. He asked me to be part of a night of readings where writers respond to his work, so I sat down and wrote what I felt was the trouble with our relationship (laughs). My piece was about bunnies—he uses bunnies in his work—two bunnies who are both bottoms sitting in bed not knowing what to do. They love each other but they don’t know what to do…

They want to fuck like rabbits but can’t?

That’s right! And I talk about diffidence, or even nausea, before the act of creation. I weave those two concerns together.

 

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Book

Robert Glück Jack the Modernist
Serpent’s Tail

‘Set in the early 1980s, Robert Gluck’s first novel, Jack the Modernist, has become a classic of postmodern gay fiction. Bob is excited and lonely. He meets and pursues the elusive Jack, a director who is able to transform others without altering himself. Bob goes to the baths, gossips on the phone, goes to a bar, thinks about werewolves, has an orgasm, and discovers a number of truths about Jack A paean to love and obsession, Gluck’s novel explores the everyday in a language that is both intimate and lush.’ — Serpents Tail

‘In this book self-exploration is so precise it becomes impersonal.’ — William Burroughs

‘Robert Glück, in writing the story of Bob and Jack, writes about two individuals whose on-again, off-again affair rivets the attention of the reader. This postmodernist work requires readerly effort, but we are rewarded. Jack the Modernist makes gay people complicated, instead of the cartoons we usually are in fiction. Glück surprised me on every page with his language and his perceptions, his humor and his ironies. Do I want to be Bob? Or Jack? No. But I want the taut energy that leaps off the page whenever they appear.’ — John Treat

‘Robert Gluck has found a new way of making fiction passionate. This novel is a strange, exhilarating love story rich with invention and observation.’ –– Edmund White

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Excerpts

One sleepless night my mother said, ‘Think about happy things.’ She sat down on the edge of my bed with a tired exhaling sound. That sigh added to my list of worries– I did not want to outlive her. She was anxious to get away, to enjoy herself, word out after a day of children, fearing the expense of a demand for intimacy. My sole drawing card was misery. Happy things? I pressed her– what specifically did she have in mind? Apparently she also drew a blank (there I felt we were united) because she finally replied Mickey Mouse. I thought the answer dismissive and contemptible– did she think I was going to trade real misery for a cartoon mouse? I loved her more than anyone and I assumed she loved me that way: I still want her love, it’s a design in me as structural as grain in wood, an imprimatur. Didn’t she know me at all? If she didn’t know me, who did? She was treating me like an abstract child: I was set adrift.

 

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