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Spotlight on … Darius James Negrophobia (1992)

 

‘Published in 1992 by Carol/Citadel Press, Negrophobia was a wild romp through a racially charged dreamscape that zipped from one absurd scene to another so quickly, you didn’t have time to question the illogical logic as stereotypes Uncle Remus, metal lawn jockeys, African cannibals, and Little Black Sambo plowed through the pages. “Growing-up in the ’60s, I watched all of those cartoons, but I didn’t associate those images with me or any other black people,” James said to me last year from his home in New Haven, Connecticut a few days before Christmas. “Though I was aware that that was how white people might think of black people.”

‘At sixty-three years old, James is a divorced former expat who lived in Berlin for over a decade before returning to the states in 2007. With a wicked sense of humor, he chuckles often. Having read and performed his often brilliantly off-color material for years, his speaking voice is clear, though it sometimes reminds me of our shared hero, Richard Pryor. Raised by a mother who was a psychiatric nurse and a painter father whose abstract expressionist canvases hung throughout the house, James’ first artistic inkling when he was a boy was to become a visual artist.

‘“I did some painting, but my father’s criticism was so harsh that I started writing instead, because he didn’t know anything about that.” Reading widely from the time he was in fourth grade, James devoured his mom’s Freud and Jung textbooks as well as underground comics drawn by S. Clay Wilson and Robert Williams, the novels and poems of Chester Himes and Ted Joans. “I also watched tons of television,” he said. “Children’s programs hosted by Sandy Becker and Soupy Sales were my favorites. It was like a pre-drug thing. Those shows prepared you for the reality of LSD.”

‘The avant-garde black power works of Amiri Baraka were also an inspiration, but years later the noted writer was far from impressed by the Negrophobia pages he read when teaching at Yale in the ’80s. “Baraka was running a writer’s workshop, but neither he nor any of the other students were very supportive. They basically told me not to publish it. To go away and don’t publish it.” In the final text of his debut, James got his revenge by referring to Baraka’s novel, The System of Dante’s Hell (1965), as “shit-stained pulp.”

‘In James’ black (face) comedy horror, written in the form of a screenplay, the anti-heroine protagonist was a racist white teenager named Bubbles Brazil, a spoiled little rich girl who was so badly behaved that she’d been kicked to the curb by every private academy in New York City and placed at Donald Goines Senior High School. “What’s a white girl to do in a school full of jigaboos?” Bubbles wondered.

‘Back home, after smart-mouthing her “kerchief-headed . . . meaty-arm” servant, a grits-cooking maid who resembled a 1950s tele-domestic, the woman put a serious mojo on the young girl that sends missy hurling into a hallucinogenic dark place, a voodoo so vexing that it is hard for her to get out. “The maid slithers into a convulsive snake dance, foams at the mouth, and tears off her clothes,” James wrote. “Fish-eyed pancakes are slung Frisbee-style across the kitchen. Bruce Lee’s kung-fu cat cries mingle with James Brown’s R&B funk shrieks.”

‘For the next hundred-fifty pages, Bubbles bounces like an ivory-hued pinball from one surreally racist scenario to another. In my mind, the words became pictures in the style of P-Funk cover artist Pedro Bell. In addition to the race issues, Negrophobia is sexually graphic and filled with enough free-flowing bodily fluids to gross out the strongest stomach.

‘The idea to write his wild styled book came to James when he was living in the West Village in the late ’70s. “It was just as simple as putting the words ‘Negro’ and ‘phobia’ together,” he said. “The Bubbles character was based on a few different women. There was this one white girl from West Virginia I knew who, after her parents split-up, was forced to go to Martin Luther King High School, because her father wouldn’t pay for private school anymore. She would tell me these crazy stories that I thought were so funny.” Originally written in traditional narrative form, after his friend and neighbor Michael O’Donoghue, the National Lampoon writer and Saturday Night Live original cast member, suggested he compose it as a screenplay, the ideas finally gelled.

‘“I knew it would be the best way to avoid a lot of psychological jabber about the characters,” James said. “I just wanted the reader to deal with the images and therefore confront those same images on their own terms.” Taking ten years to complete the manuscript, James worked as O’Donoghue’s researcher on various film projects, including Biker Heaven, the proposed sequel to Easy Rider that, according to Splitsider.com, “was set in 2068, a hundred years after the original, and saw the original movie’s main characters resurrected by ‘the Biker God’ to recover the original Gadsden flag in the wake of a nuclear war, as they encountered numerous biker gangs.”

Negrophobia has been championed and ridiculed by critics and readers alike, with a strange array of celebrity fans that includes actor Johnny Depp, members of Fishbone, and painter Kara Walker, whose use of slave imaginary in her famed silhouettes has been called “revolting and negative” by assemblage artist Betye Saar. “I read Negrophobia in 1994, when I was just about to graduate from the art school, and I’ve dealt with it intensively,” Walker said in db-art in 2004. “It was one of those rare soothing moments that I thought there could be another person in the world who understands what I do.”

‘The book’s biggest critic, however, was an employee of James’ publisher who believed the cover promoted the same stereotypes it purported to be combating and tried to have it squashed. Florence Washington, a black administrative assistant in Carol’s New Jersey offices, was offended by the image which showed, as The New York Times described in the June 17, 1992 Book Notes column, “a white girl, scantily dressed . . . over her shoulder is a shadow of an oversize Sambo-like caricature that resembles racist art from the 1930s and 40s.” Designed by art director Steve Brower, he and Darius, “saw the picture as a visual representation of the novel’s basic satirical line: What the teen-ager sees over her shoulder is not the shadow of a real man but of her deepest fears.”

‘Washington claimed she was going to report the incident to civil rights activist Sonny Carson. “The worst part was, she hadn’t even bothered to read the book,” James said. The protest didn’t trigger any bans or burnings, but it did generate the NYT piece. James told reporter Esther B. Fein, “These stereotypes have not died; they’ve just been transformed and modernized. The whole point is that I believe black people should start taking back these images from our iconography that have been stolen and corrupted through the years by racists. I understand that these images were once oppressive. But I think we are at the stage where we can look at these images and not feel threatened. All kinds of black artists have started to take control of these images, whether they realize it or not.”

‘Los Angeles Times book critic Dany Laferrière wrote in December 1992. “I opened James’ book only to topple into hell . . . Negrophobia remains the courageous effort of a young writer to understand his time, and a mad attempt to renew the genre of the novel.”

‘Kathy Acker was the first professional to encourage James after she read the first forty pages of Negrophobia in the mid-eighties. Acker constructed books, including Kathy Goes to Haiti (1978) and Blood and Guts in High School (1984) that were genre-breaking texts that combined word collages, plagiarized text, violence, and erotic (bordering on pornographic) imaginings designed to expand the possibilities of what the novel could be. It was that uncompromising attitude that Darius James applied to his own art that would become associated with the then creatively striving community of writers, painters, filmmakers, performance artists, and musicians who congregated on the Lower East Side.

‘“The Lower East Side didn’t really start for me until I met Kathy,” James said. The two connected when James was thirty and, after living in the West Village for a few years, had returned to his native New Haven. Bored one afternoon, he looked up Acker’s phone number and cold-called her at home. “I just told her how much I enjoyed her writing and how she reminded me of a jazz musician in the way she handled language and story and identity.”

‘Instead of being creeped out, she invited him to come see her the next time he was in the city. The following week, he, Acker and writer Patrick McGrath had drinks in an East 5th Street bar downstairs from a police station. “I showed her those early pages and she read them right there. She told me she thought it was fantastic.” Although the recorded history of ’80s Lower East Side is often whitewashed, there was a thriving community of black artists as well, which essayist Jennifer Jazz described perfectly in her piece Black Like Basquiat: Jean-Michel Basquiat and the Black Kids in Downtown NYC.

‘James began hanging out at various spots on the Lower East Side including the performance space Neither/Nor where he befriended fellow black writers John Farris (The Asses Tale), Steve Cannon (Groove, Bang, and Jive Around), both who became mentors, and Norman Douglas. Junkie playwright/screenwriter Miguel Pinero also hung out there, shooting smack in the back with his Sing Sing buddies. A few blocks away, Jean-Michel Basquiat was painting, David Hammons was concepting, and Ornette Coleman was blowing his horn.

‘“Darius and I hit it off from when we first met,” Douglas said recently. “We read poetry at Life Café and drank at the Horseshoe Bar on 7th and Avenue B. Greg Tate was the big black culture writer at the time, but I thought Darius was always the more radical thinker and writer.” With Acker’s help, Darius first published in the scene’s infamous literary journal Between C & D, edited by former couple Joel Rose and Catherine Texier. Printed on dot-matrix paper and sold in ziplock plastic baggies, contributors included Acker, Bruce Benderson, Gary Indiana, Tama Janowitz, Patrick McGrath and Dennis Cooper.

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‘While I imagined that James would’ve had a difficult time selling Negrophobia to an America publisher, the opposite was true. “I met a New Yorker writer at Michael’s house named George W. S. Trow, and we became friends,” James explained. “He introduced me to the editor at Carol, whose name I can’t remember, but I do recall he was a Deadhead.” In 1993, the book was published in paperback by St. Martin’s Press as part of a deal Darius worked out when selling his nonfiction That’s Blaxploitation!: Roots of the Baadasssss ’Tude (Rated X by an All-Whyte Jury).

‘It would take me another twenty-five years to actually complete Negrophobia, and that was only after writer and Man Booker winner Paul Beatty (The Sellout) playfully shamed me after I confessed to only reading a quarter of the book when it was released. As we stood in the rain after John Farris’ memorial service in April 2016, Beatty shook his head as though disgusted. “Go back and read that book. You won’t regret it.” When I told James the story, he laughed. “It’s not an easy book to finish,” he told me. “Most people stop at the scene where Bubbles is puking up worms, so, I understand.”

‘Negrophobia has been out of print since the ’90s, but Beatty reprinted an excerpt in Hokum: An Anthology of African-American Humor in 2006. “I found the work of the novelist Darius James while passing through Cathy’s bookstore on Avenue B and at the Living Theater on Third Street, hearing him deliver voodoo shibboleths as unruly as his stringy dreadlocks,” Beatty wrote in the book’s introduction, which was reprinted in The New York Times in January 2006.

‘I finally dived knee-deep into the textual boogie of Negrophobia and was delighted that I did. As Richard Pryor once said, “The water’s cold . . . and it’s deep too.” Darius’ writing style was as vivid as it was precise as he piled crazed images on top of one another. After reading the first few chapters of Bubbles’ Adventures in Darkieland, I took a nap and had a multicolored nightmare of skyrockets blasting in the sky as Mickey Mouse’s dog Pluto bounced upside down, dragging his long tongue along the glittery ground. Seriously, it was as though the words worked a spell on my imagination, and even in sleep they wouldn’t let go.

‘After the release of Negrophobia, James hoped to begin working on his second novel The Last American Nigger, but life had other plans. “I think we all just assumed that when Negrophobia carried his work beyond Manhattan, Darius was going to be a star,” writer Dennis Cooper wrote in 2007, “an avant-garde superhero writer a la Burroughs and Acker. But his raucous style and subversive mode of confronting racist attitudes by embracing racist stereotypes were frequently misunderstood at the time. Despite the hubbub and some great reviews, the novel was not a big success.”

‘In 1998, Darius relocated to Berlin, which, in his words, was much like the Lower East Side in the ’80s. While Negrophobia didn’t get Darius’ face in any Dewars scotch ads, his dangerous visions expanded the limits of speculative fiction, and it took me back to the days when I was a teenage geek discovering the alternative new world universes of Harlan Ellison, Ishmael Reed, Philip K. Dick, J. G. Ballard, and Samuel R. Delany while simultaneously blaring the sounds of Prince, David Bowie, Grandmaster Flash, and Donna Summer in the background. An obvious literary pioneer in what the kids today call Afrofuturism, his work has inspired others, including the Ego Trip crew, writer/editor Bill Campbell (Koontown Killing Kaper), Hype Williams videos, and graphic artist Tim Fielder, who once did a comic strip insert with him for Between C & D.

‘Negrophobia remains the most blackadelic funk novel of late twentieth century that has much in common with the various generations of avant-gardists, free jazz cats on stage at Slug’s and doo-rag Dadaists as it does with James Brown’s brand new bag, Ralph Bakshi’s cartoons (especially the apt titled Coonskin) and George Clinton’s aural acid adventures in Chocolate City. Currently, Darius James is working on various projects, including editing a book project with photographer Gerald Jenkins, discussing a graphic novel with Casanova Frankenstein, composing a spoken word project with Haitian electronic voodoo musician Val Jeanty, and working on a new novel tentatively called Acid Fairies.

‘“I wanted to write about black women doing acid,” James said. Knowing his work, something tells me there’s more to it than that. For now, I’ll turntable scratch the words of Dennis Cooper, who wrote in a 2007 blog, “Darius may be a slowpoke, but he’s one of the most gifted contemporary American fiction writers in my opinion, and Negrophobia is a singular mindblower of a novel that I think you should do yourself the favor of reading.”’ — Michael Gonzales, Catapult

 

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Etc.

* Buy ‘Negrophobia’
* Darius James reviews Saab Lofton’s Anarchist Democracy
* Oliver Hardt’s documentary BLACK DEUTSCHLAND is an intimate exploration of black life in Germany. It features Darius James, a.o. Read about it here.
* The Negrophobia Website
* Read about and buy Darius James’s nonfiction book That’s Blaxploitation!: Roots of the Baadasssss ‘Tude (Rated X by an All-Whyte Jury) (St. Martins Press, 1995)
The Zombie Monologues, by Darius James
The Evil Eyes, by Darius James
The Dark Side of the North Pole, an excerpt from the novel, “Froggy Chocolates” by Darius James
Anarchist Democracy by Darius James
Free Brother Bobby!

 

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Media


Showreel


Darius James – Sensitive Skin Magazine live @ Bowery Poetry Club 8-15-2010


Darius James at the Sensitive Skin reading, Cafe Amsterdam, 10/29/10

 

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Quotes

“I wanted to set up a situation where a reader had to confront his own racist thinking. And I wanted to talk about this in the book: that this culture – that popular culture – is predicted on the fact that it finds black people funny.” — Darius James

” …these cartoons in and of themselves aren’t intended to perpetuate racism. Rather, they were designed to subvert it(…) One of the ideas for me was that the reader himself, who might have a racist thought after reading Negrophobia, would become ill and throw up. But magically, I would like the reader to step back and look at the absurdity of these images and laugh: laugh at the images, laugh at their own racism and not feel cowed by it. And also, black people should laugh at these images and realize that these images are not reflection of black people but rather a reflection of some diseased mind, which is a real distinction. Because some people – and not a lot of them – became critical of the book because they confuse what I’m writing about with actual lives of black people. My book has nothing to do with the real live of black people. It has to do with mapping out the terrain of a racist psychology and making fun of that.” — Darius James

 

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I Hate Being Lion Fodder
A Conversation Between Darius James and Kara Walker

 

Darius James: The first thing that struck me in your work was that your use of paper cutout and silhouette has the feel of folk art, grounding the work in black storytelling traditions. I like how the frozen moments of the images narrate an entire tale, sung with the wit and cunning of the blues trickster. I say “sung,” because the stylistic execution is lyrical. Thus, your work simultaneously encompasses the visual, the narrative, and the musical.

I am also impressed by your satirical boldness. I don’t see much of that. And when it is attempted, it isn’t done well. It doesn’t go for the throat. It doesn’t smell blood. When “Negrophobia” was first published in hardback, the cover featured a white woman whose shadow was a thick-lipped, light bulb-headed coon. Some folks inside the publishing house were offended and threatened to sic the NAACP on me. Then, I kid you not, in some black bookstores, it was sold under counter in a plain brown wrapper. Now, the cover is hanging in the Smithsonian. Curiously, the people who seemed most offended by my work were middle to upper class blacks. Working class blacks, for the most part, see the humor and get the point. I tell you all this in order to ask how black people in the U.S. are reacting to your work.

Kara Walker: There have been letter-writing campaigns: once after being awarded a MacArthur Fellowship in 1997, and once, at least so far, for the removal of one of my least offensive prints from a museum in Detroit. My work has also been lambasted in the International Review of African American Arts: 17 pages with no byline, mostly ribbing me for my hair, my white husband – nothing at all unique – too young, haven’t paid my dues, etc. It was quite embarrassing and strangely obtuse that two issues of a magazine supposedly devoted to unraveling the lure of stereotypical, racist imagery should rely so heavily on stereotypical racist imagery of the kind that blacks dole out among themselves. Harvard and Henry Louis Gates, Jr. also put on a kind of niggerati circus in 1998 that I failed to attend – probably to my detriment, but I hate being lion fodder.

I read “Negrophobia” when I was still in grad school (I graduated in 1994) working out these notions. It was one of those good but rare occasions when I thought there might be one other person in the world that would get what I was doing. The only thing I didn’t like were the pictures in between. Sorry. We’re talking about a proud fine arts grad student here. I remember thinking, No, this is wrong. Those postcard coon images aren’t ugly because they’re ugly, they’re hateful because they’re cute, loveable, desirable. They feed on scatological, pedophiliac, incestuous, murderous longings and, like Jlo’s children’s line or ads for Babyphat, they do it in a nostalgic, seductive way.

Darius James: In your letter, you wrote that Henry Louis Gates Jr. ringmastered a niggerati circus at Harvard in 1998. What was that exactly? And why would you have been “lion fodder?”

Kara Walker: I was having a show there of a large suite of silhouette pieces. And Gates organized a weekend-long series of lectures and films around the slippery slope of race and representation. It included a panel with Betye Saar, who started a censorship/hatemail campaign against my work and against my positive reception by the art market/MacArthur Award folks, Howardina Pindell, and Michael Ray Charles (also much-hated for his pickaninny art). And from the reports of my disappointed friends, dissed because I wasn’t there, Mr. Charles couldn’t hold up his end of the argument – and he has an advertising background, for shame! Now, if I hadn’t been on a much-anticipated trip to the German Oma and Opa, they anticipating their first and only grandchild, I would have simply sat on the stage and nursed my Quadroon baby and said nothing. I mean, you know when it comes to our sordid racist past and our sordid racist relationship with Race, there is going to be some shouting. Much of it was cross-generational.

Yeah, I was also taken aback by an ad supposedly against child sexual exploitation, which really struck me as needlessly sexy, exploiting the notion of the Beautiful Black Child wearing her poor ragged shift. She is central to the image, totally exposed in all her shame-faced beauty. Her face is in profile and cast downward, toward her white Barbie doll, which she’s about to abandon. The unseen force of the image, the one we passersby are meant to identify with, is the faceless white man pulling her by the arm in the opposite direction. She’s nearly spread-eagled across the image and he’s shrouded in mystery, setting up the classic tension between illicit desire and access. The tagline, something like “she’s a child, not a sex object,” could just as easily read, “she’s a child, and a sex object.” It might also apply to the doll.

Darius James: When I began researching “Negrophobia”, along with turn-of-the-century coon images on postcards, pancake-mix boxes and tin toys, I also came across some Civil War-era editorial cartoons, some of which were as sexually explicit as your own, though without the graceful lines, of course. You seem to draw inspiration from these images, as well. I have one image in my collection of a Northern abolitionist on his knees with his tongue inserted into the rectum of a nappy-haired jungle Negress.

Race is not divorced from sexuality in the American imagination. Racism is rooted in the hypocrisy of puritanical sexuality. America’s first sex shows were plantation owners overseeing that their property bred right. Did you know Joel Chandler Harris would write his fiancée love letters in Uncle Remus dialect? It was how he showed his sexual side.

Kara Walker: Mostly I am influenced by literature, particularly bad romance novels and porno, because it’s a given that the reader should experience titillation. My experience also includes a heavy dose of shame, not just because maybe I should have been doing close readings of Black Feminist Theory, etc., instead of pursuing “The Master’s Revenge,” but also because so much of that base-level literature is so raw. So much irritating fucking truth about us and our reliance on the old master/slave dialectic to define and redefine our selves and our history. I really started working this way because I was so sick of that dialectic being the guarantor of my colored gal experience. Also, I began working this way because, conversely, so much of that paradigm became my experience, when I really wasn’t looking for it to do so.

Still, it feels a little bit strange to be here in cyberspace, spinning the all-too-familiar yarns on plantation imagery for a German audience that may be inclined to take that stuff at face value. I say this in a vain attempt to invite controversy. I like to think I know these Germans well. That advertisement for West cigarettes would never fly in the States – the one with the crazy disco Afro woman and the average white guy offering her his little ciggy. She’s all teeth and hot red Amazonian sex. The catch phrase is “Test it.”

Darius James: I’ve lived here for four years and, like yourself, I’m intimately involved with a German. I couldn’t say, however, “I know these Germans well.” But I also understand what you’re saying about taking your work at face value. I might walk into a record or comic book shop and the most ig’nint fool gangsta rap will be blasting out of the speakers. I’m not condemning gangsta rap, or rap in general, or sex and violence. I’m talking about some drunken and blunted fool spewing abusive and dysfunctional bullshit that’s not about anything at all, except being abusive and dysfunctional. And a lot of young Germans listen to this shit because it’s supposed to be hip, not really understanding what’s going on in the lyrics. If they knew, they would puke.

Going out for cigarettes this morning, I saw the specific West cigarette ad you were referring to in your letter. There are a few now. Around Christmas time, there was one featuring an Afro-haired woman in Santa’s helper suit complete with reindeer. This one you are concerned with I hadn’t seen until this morning. What I find interesting about the ad is this – the woman towers over the man offering her a cigarette, and she appears to be having a hearty laugh at the idea he is offering her such a small object. The image of the woman is clearly a projection of white male sexual fantasy, but white male sexual inadequacy is also implied by the image – desire and fear encompassed in a single image.

The image is not so much one of racism as it is one of exoticism. One of the things I find interesting about exoticism in the context of interracial sexual liaisons is that it is a kind of racism by mutual consent. Each party projects fantasies onto the other. If there is a solid basis to the attraction and a relationship is formed, the fantasy stage is transcended and one finds oneself dealing with the funky humanness of the other. Exotic differences are of no importance because one is dealing with the hard realities of another human being. Some people, of course, fetishize the idea of exoticism. I live in Europe. I have all manner of exotic masturbatory fantasies about women here, black, white, Middle Eastern, Asian, etc. Subverting gender/power sexual relations within a hetero context appeals to me.

Curiously, just like the stereotypes some like to believe about themselves attraction based on exoticism also occurs among exotics. For example, the fetishizing of black women as the Queen Mums of Africa within romantic black cultural nationalist thought. Or, like the East Indian and Bavarian German woman with whom I had an affair some years back, who complained about how she was being treated like an exotic by all the white boys she had been involved with. Yet, at the same time, as she had never been involved with a black man, she projected her particular fantasies onto me.

Kara Walker: I have a similar reading of the West ad, however, I was troubled by it just the same. One reason is because I’m a tall fancy-ass American black woman (“Are you a model?” or “Aren’t you that model in…?” have been asked of me more than I care to recall) who has always relished the idea that I could be an exoticized sexual predator. However, my internal reality is so altogether different, so 13-year old suburban sniperish. “She was always so quiet… I can’t believe she would do this.” I both relish and resent those crazy-sexy-cool attitudes that seamlessly conceal internal angst. In my premarital exploits I can safely say I had a few open wounds through which I let slip the unseemly, the ironic, and the paranoiac, which leads to another favorite stereotype, the crazy-ass nigra.

Personally, I found this situation Black Amazon meets sexually frustrated white agent, – face it, in the West ad he’s still doing all the offering, her laughter is passive, it’s a response – iconic for the immensity of the fabrications involved, and the impossibility of sustaining the illusion of race or gender roles.

You said: “If there is a solid basis to the attraction, and a relationship is formed, the fantasy stage is transcended and one finds oneself dealing with the funky humanness of the other. Exotic differences are of no importance because one is dealing with the hard realities of another human being.” But transcendence doesn’t always occur. I based many a notebook page on the idea of sustaining the tension that occurs when each party only partly reveals, does an elaborate striptease with their funky humanness. Seeking fetishized comfort in the fantasy version of one’s own body, in other words. Really, the ad for West cigarettes would be more to my liking if the funky chick had a revealing bulge in her pants.

 

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Book

Darius James Negrophobia: An Urban Parable
Citadel

Negrophobia is written in the form of a screenplay, but no movie version of it exists so far. (There had been discussions about an animated movie version, and a live theatrical production has been long in the works.) The novel becomes a big screen on which Darius James projects reality and fiction, consciousness and sub-consciousness, dreams and fears of not just an American, but a whole western society where racism is in people’s conscience. The book is actually a journey inside this racism.

‘All the characters in this book are cartoon–like. James has created a pyramid of racist stereotypes with supernatural powers. Negrophobia describes the strange and hallucinating adventures of a white, drug-addled teenage girl called Bubbles Brazil, and she has all the typical racial stereotypes of African-American people in her head. She lives in Manhattan’s Upper East Side, is a rich girl who hates going to school with “jigaboos” since they’ve turned the high school hallways into a mad spectacle of sex, drugs and violence.

‘Bubbles finds herself transported into a nightmare dreamscape, and she is taken there through the voodoo of a demonic Aunt Jemima called “the Maid”. This Voodoo spell throws Bubbles in a parallel world of grotesque visions of racism. She now experiences racism on her own, and suddenly every racial stereotype about black people comes to life.

‘Along the way she meets “a Negro cyborg”, Uncle H. Rap Remus (who rapes little children), Malcolm X, she gets beaten up by a group of Ninja-Queens in her schools bathroom, meets a bunch of cartoon savages with grass skirts, who dream of social welfare, crackhead homeboys fantasizing about Spike Lee, a zombie Elvis, and Walt Disney, who wants to take over America and establish a Gestapo state.’ — from the Negrophobia website

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Short excerpts

Bubbles (v.o.):

My high school was overridden with niggas. Not the slow-witted, slow-shufflin’, eyeball-rollin’ flapjack- flippin’ niggas in the brownstone off Central Park West. Or the upwardly mobile, paper-bag-colored Klingon niggas – the nightmarish kind!

Mindless angel-dusted darkies slobbering insane single syllables, flicking switchblades and flashing straightrazor. Hip-Hoppity jungle bunnies in bright colored clothes, carrying large, loud radios we white wits call “Spadios”, who drank bubbling purple carbonates and ate fried pork rinds and bag after bag of dehydrated potato slices caked with orange dust. Crotch-clawin’ niggas who talked Deputy Dawg and shot dope. Saucer-lipped ragoons who called me the “Ozark Mountyin She-Devil” and asked to feel my lunch money. Percussive porch monkeys who fart with their faces to a heavy-metal beat.

These were the kind of niggas my daddy warned me about. The kind of niggas my daddy said would whisk me off to the Isle of Unrestrained Negros far, far away, and turn me into a coalblack pickaninny with a nappy ribbon top and white button eyes if I wasn’t a good girl and didn’t do as daddy said.

 

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INT. Donald Goines Senior High-Classroom-Day

Fade up on the punkadelic blond dreads of a black-skinned GIRL. Slowly pan left to right, overlap dissolve, and pan right to left across the faces of the other STUDENTS seated in the classroom, each face a frightening caricature of the grotesque.

BUBBLES
(voice over)
My high school was overridden with niggas. Not the slow-witted, slow-shufflin’, eyeball-rollin’, flapjack-flippin’ niggas in the brownstones off Central Park West. Or the upwardly mobile, paper-bag-colored Klingon niggas of the bougie boogahood. But nigger niggas- the nightmarish kind! …

One day her black maid, being sick of her attitude, prepares a voodoo concoction which throws Bubbles into the nightmarish and surreal realm of her own mind, where she has to face her worst stereotypes: the Cosmic Sambo- a Negro cyborg, the primitive Licorice Men who grin like Louie Armstrong, the rotting corpse of Malcolm X singing and dancing in the ‘Rocky-Horror Negro Show’, a fascistoid Walt Disney who proclaims to “hang the nigger and burn the Jew”, the Elvis-Zombie, crack kids and Talking Dreads.

BUBBLES
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And there I dangled, in the attic, quietly hallucinating amid vile odors and strange Negro figurines. On the floor below, the maid had gone mad – her blubbersome black bulk flopping and flailing about the floor, bellowing for a pink-skinned god who would never come.

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** JM, Really? That’s interesting. Huh. I can only see the current anti-Godardism as a symptom of the general conservatism about film in general. Experimental film and the writing about it is so sequestered that there’s little actual experience with it among film watchers, and it’s become a boogeyman, and Godard, whose works I would guess most of the naysayers have never or maybe hardly seen, has become a shorthand for aesthetically based, non-linear, etc. film in general, all of which is nothing but depressing. No, I didn’t watch ‘New York Weights and Measures’, but I’ll find it and will. Thanks! ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. My anticipation for the new Godard, based on everything I’ve read, couldn’t be more insanely high. If I see it before you do, which seems likely, I’ll give you the scoop. And, yeah, I’m losing my shit waiting for ‘The Other Side of the Wind’. I already told you I saw five scenes from it in Welles’s presence at the Directors Guild back in the early 90s, and it looked nuts. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Oh, God, half the people I used to know were Maoists back then. It meant something very different at the time than it does now. More overblown outrage and shaming for their own sakes, yawn. Well, of course Tarantino only likes the early Godard, duh, based on what he’s into and feeds off. ‘Goodbye to Language’ is probably my favorite of Godard’s films. The thing with our producer is we just have to get her to sign off on the script then send it on to ARTE. Ultimately, her opinion doesn’t matter at all. What will become of the script is between ARTE and us. For now we’re just having to deal with her second-guessing of what ARTE wants, and we don’t think she has a clue what they want. So it’s an annoying phase that luckily will soon be over. ARTE may hate our script, we’ll see, but at least once we’re working with them, their requests/demands will actually be things we need to take seriously. Just last night a massive Chris Marker retrospective started at the Cinematheque Francaise. They’re going to be showing as many of his zillion films and videos, quite a number of which have never been seen, as they can. Should be incredible. Sounds like a very interesting interview indeed. Excited to read it and see his film. Yes, I know about Emerson’s band, and I actually heard a rough recording of part of one of their gigs many, many years ago that Gerard Malanga played for me. I only remember it sounding loose and extravagant. Everyone, Mr. Steve Erickson: ‘Here’s my return to Fandor, with a review of Sebastian Lelio’s lesbian romance DISOBEDIENCE.‘ ** Sypha, Hi. Yeah, he’s my fave of them. I guess I also really, especially like Ondine, Candy Darling, Joe D., Brigid Polk, Tom Hompertz, and I guess a bunch of others. ** Alex rose, Hi, Alex! Well, really, Gisele is in the Biennale, but since I wrote those suckers, yeah, I kind of am. I’m definitely happy about it. And it’s a chance to go back to Venice, even if summer in Venice is an atmospheric nightmare. Awesome about you being in Frieze. Yeah, between that and all the Hudson stuff, I really, really wish I could be there. I’m on the board of the Hudson Foundation or the Feature Foundation whatever it’s called, but, so far, that just means I get cc’ed in emails. I’m going to see if I can see that giant photo of your work. Wow! Hey, when I go out to eat in supposed foodie mecca Paris on extremely rare occasions, it’s usually either to Chipotle or Hard Rock Cafe. But getting you started is one of life’s raison d’etres, Alex. Bunch of love tight back to you! ** _Black_Acrylic, I like them too. Well, duh. And this new 7D holographic thing is nuts. Did you watch the video of that crashing whale hologram? Oh my God. The YnY book looks ace, Ben. That is for damn sure. ** Jeff J, Hi. Yeah, the holographic rock/rap/whatever star thing needs a lot of work still. I am very curious to see the ABBAtars, though. If anybody has enough money to use all available tech enough to make that illusion a mind blow, it’s them. Nice, nice, nice: the gig. I haven’t seen the new Lynne Ramsay, no. I think it already came and went here. To be honest, while I’m way into and supportive of what she’s doing and hope for all respect/success for her work, but I’ve never been 100% happy with or into her films. It’s been a while, so I don’t remember what I felt was lacking, but there was something. I need to revisit them. I’m absolutely sure I won’t dislike her new film. That seems like a total guarantee. ** Misanthrope, Hi, G. Excitement is like a gift we give to ourselves, or I guess a thing that something external offers to us and that we grab and gift to ourselves. Or something. We deserve it. Okay, noted, for my future Zicam shopping, thank you. The first ‘Deadpool’s’ snark didn’t charm me, so I’m not that excited about a #2. Might have been a mood thing though. Cool! ** Paul Curran, Paul! The sightliest sight for my sore (not kidding) eyes! Buddy! Things are good. Way, way to busy work on the TV show project at this very moment, but, yeah, stuff’s flying along pretty well. Any time you’ve had for novel work? Or novel thinking? Yes, the plan, which I feel reasonably sure will happen, is that Zac and I will come to Japan timed with ‘Crowd’ being performed in Kyoto in, I think, October? And of course Tokyo will be a big stop on whatever Japan trip we take. So, yes, very excited about that! And obviously I hope and pray you’ll be around then. A couple of people have mentioned issues with seeing the comments. I inquired with my host, and they said nothing seems to be technically wrong, so I don’t know why that’s happening, sorry. Love to you, pal. ** H, Hi! Oh, my pleasure. I haven’t forgotten about the guest-post, and, believe me, I understand about being busy. No problem. Nathaniel Dorsky: oh, cool. I’m going to look around at his stuff now, maybe make a post if I can. I don’t know the specific NYC dates yet, but I know the ‘Them’ performances end on the 28th and that I’ll return to Paris on the 29th. Good to see you! ** Okay. I’m devoting the blog’s day to, in my opinion, one of the most brilliant American novels of the 90s at the very least. I did a post about ‘Negrophobia’ many ages ago, but, in revisiting it, it was kind of crappy, so I made a new related post instead. Digging into the post and then the book itself, if you haven’t read it, is very highly recommended. See you tomorrow.

Meet Texan, Osymandias, WeirdVegan, YourMotherCalled, and DC’s other select international male slaves for the month of April 2018

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Texan, 24
Hi, I’m straight. I know saying that is probably the norm on here but its true. I’ve got a girlfriend and we’re happy but recently I’ve been needing to get really wild fantasies about guys while we’re fucking to keep my bone up.

Mostly they revolve around humiliation. But sometimes getting hurt by them too or being blackmailed into doing disgusting stuff. At lot of the time the guys are MMA boxers I’ve seen on TV. Sometimes they’re mafioso.

I’ve not done anything yet but I need to do something because I’ve got to get this out of my head so I can bone my girl 100% again. I’m self employed as a PT so someone can give me a black eye or something if he helps me with a cover story.

Comments

BoysNeedALesson – Apr 17, 2018
He likes it rough. He also giggles a lot and sings along to 1950s girls groups, so he’s got a range.



 

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Pick_us, 22
Hey we are for about one year seeking for a master that wants to take us 24/7 in his house. we will tell you a secret when you have us!! You must take us out of amsterdam and we live with you! Then we will tell you the secret!

 

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hungish, 22
Give me a text if you’re interested- I’m not really a slave. The site told me to say I’m Slave ?

Comments

Sorter – Apr 24, 2018
Put some clothes on bruh.

hungish (Owner) – Apr 15, 2018
I’m a very silly person who deals with stress and misery with humor. I’m expressive and communicate my thoughts as clearly as I can using the most flowery language. Sexually I used to love topping (hence the username) but my ass proved far more popular, and am learning to appreciate that. Art is my passion but escorting and occasional porn work is how I make my money. I’m working on a comic book currently that I hope to begin publishing at the end of the year.

Looking2OwnHornyBoy – Apr 15, 2018
So then what are you sonny?

hungish (Owner) – Apr 11, 2018
Deep. Which I’m not.

Looking2OwnHornyBoy – Apr 11, 2018
At the risk of gilding the lily, if all it takes for you to say you’re a slave is this site telling you you are, you must have some slave in you.



 

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ballet-boy, 24
Castrated, poz and proud, looking.
I have some tattoos, including Biohaz ☣ logo on my ass.
Completely 100% bottom as I am a eunuch.
As the name implies, I love ballet.
I’m very sure my soul mate is here.




 

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GhostSonny, 22
Well, i genuinely have no idea why i would join a site like this. this seems like an off brand grindr and i’m not sure how to feel about that, but fuck it, i’m here now. i’m a very cynical person, i’m a very prideful and arrogant person, i’m blunt and usually a piece of shit, most of the time. i suffer from Depression, social anxiety and i’m a sociopath, i had (and have) a very traumatizing life Which is actually good because i don’t like routines. I don’t like beggars, Pathetic people (To clarify, by that i mean people that are basically disgusting, Such as old people, fat people, Blind, deaf, or amputees and basically most overly “dependant” people) i also don’t like masculinity. i also hope one day to forget my own name and become a stupid animal. Don’t tell my parents.

Comments

GhostSonny (Owner) – Apr 20, 2018
actually my lip was split open from being sick.

RiseWithMe – Apr 20, 2018
id love to take a razor to your fucking mouth, you down?

TheGreyArea – Apr 20, 2018
cut myself on all that edge.

MadeInCanada007 – Apr 20, 2018
Edgy


 

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Osymandias, 22
WHAT I NEED: A master or masters that are willing to use and abuse me and torture me to the maximum extreme for their pleasure.

IDEAL SITUATION: The ideal situation would be a 24/7 situation. My scaredy cat side would prefer to stay local in the Charlotte NC area but I know that’s so unlikely so maybe being taken unexpected and by force would be the only way.

WHAT TORTURE I NEED: Below are some of the torture methods I want to be used on me.

-Electric chair: This will be hard to find and I realize that. I want to be placed in an electric chair with head, and anal probe and be lit up for your pleasure. I do not want to die but do want to be lit up to the very last edge of death for your pleasure. Would prefer you to force me to suck you off and when I don’t cooperate you up the voltage and shock me more and more until my mouth is just an open hole like in a wall.

-Bagged/breath control: I want a bag placed over my head and tied tight around my neck so I can’t breath and your in control of my breathing. I want you to enjoy watching me squirm and struggle to breath. Once again this may be hard to find. Would love it if you fucked me while I was being bagged.

-Location: I prefer this all to take place in a basement or secluded area a bunker or abandoned barn in a secluded area so no one can hear me scream and no one will ever find me.

-Choked: I want your hands to choke me around my neck, choke me while your using my tight holes. Don’t let up if I pass out, just ease up enough to keep me technically alive and keep going.

Other than that I do have a life planned and plan to keep it that way.

Comments

Osymandias (Owner) – Apr 27, 2018
I’ve never had any paralysis. The last psycho I lived with was very abusive though and for which alot of my nerves are now dead in my face.

SpanishXXLPARTY – Apr 26, 2018
To echo Legionaire, the facial immobility initially out me off, but during the play (bagging, choking, nuts kicking) it was a major plus if anything. Rare chance to do it without having to deal with it.

Legionaire – Apr 22, 2018
Breath play is my thing, and he’s the heaviest player I’ve ever been with. It’s like he has an oxygen tank hidden in there somewhere. I bagged him, strangled him, garroted him. Nothing put him under. My arms are still sore from all the effort. One thing I should mention since he doesn’t is that he has partial facial paralysis that pretty much affects the whole lower half of his face. That crooked, winsome smile you see in his pics isn’t in reaction to anything, it’s permanently frozen there. I personally got off on that and the superficial “you don’t scare me” vibe it telegraphs just spurred me on, but it’s a thing.



 

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thisisme, 18
Fill my mouth with spit, phlegm and snot

Comments

thisisme (Owner) – Apr 21, 2018
I don’t know… I’m drunk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I have green eyes

simo – Apr 21, 2018
Sex?

thisisme (Owner) – Apr 21, 2018
No

simo – Apr 21, 2018
Any preferences on who does it?



 

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WeirdVegan, 21
Hi! My name is Sebastian and trust me when I say this I don’t want to be an international student at the university of Sydney, I want to be whatever you want, how ever, where ever.

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BigFeet – Apr 15, 2018
I would like to dehumanize you through hypnosis, brainwashing, sensory deprivation and other means, and use you as a piece of furniture for the rest of your life. Please contact me to accept my offer.

SocialSecurity – Apr 3, 2018
whenever i dream that somebody is nude, that somebody is always you. i just had a dream that you were being gang banged and beaten up by a dozen naked, hairy white muscular men. i also had a dream that you were on your knees in a locker room having to fellate a dozen naked white men all of whom were standing with their stiff peckers eagerly awaiting your mouth. i had a dream that you were naked in your home town church and none of the parishonars batted an eye. other dreams i have had about “abnormal” sexual situations with you leads me to believe that, according to societal standards, i am not normal.

TheYoungGreatTamer – March 27, 2018
looking for a faggot to spoil his master in every needs i wants!
Bowdown unto under me and serve you FILTHY CUNT!
you know what i mean by spoil and give everything i need so dnt be a fuckings stupid and explain it to you filthy cunt!


 

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NastyStinkSlave, 20
I’m pretty sure I’m straight, but I just have a massive fetish for any stink coming from a guy. It’s not like I’m enjoying the stink, it kinda disgusts me, but I can’t help but get hard at it. If you want to help and don’t mind dealing with my freak out if it turns out I’m gay, maybe start by mentioning your worst-stinking part(s).

 

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snowboarder, 21
\ insanely curious to really get off on all sorts of violent, abusive stuff. my first bf was a psychotic sadistic bastard.. and I I kinda liked it.. open to anything you want awesome except things that are gonna put me in jail haha.

Comments

rimyouallnight – March 29, 2018
If you did not have sex with him your life sucks ..

ashe_44 – March 26, 2018
trip, his place

buyfeet – March 14, 2018
Hey slave! I talk! Shut up! if you want to talk to me, you have first adore my smelly feet! You have no choice! You have to BUY my feet album (250+ Photos) on Amazon: https://www.amazon.it/dp/B07BV829ZZ/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1522609

 

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Fag4useOWNED, 19
I’m Jose Valdez and am an OWNED WORTHLESS FAGGOT!! My Great and Awesome Master Created this profile and wants to watch how I will be fucked and controls all about it. Make my life hard not my dick.

This is a second, updated and improved version of my profile. No hairy boys, no moustache and no beard. The longer Master and I live here the more we’re disappointed in Turkish men. They are UGLY.

Third update is I will soon upload more pictures from my twitter which I won’t reveal. My Master really likes to take photos of me which is why a lot of my pictures are not selfies!! Don’t be alarmed by it.



 

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anyonethere, 18
I have a question. Is it possible to die of suffocation by being painted gold from head to toe like that woman in the James Bond movie Goldfinger? A friend and I are having an argument about it and I thought someone in this intense place would know the answer, thanks.

p.s. I might be down for getting spanked by someone here if you’re young and hot.

Comments

anyonethere (Owner) – Apr 12, 2018
Maybe.

Fugly – Apr 11, 2018
You can find the answer to that question online in 10 seconds – I just did – so is this just your idea of a novel way to get yourself spanked or what’s your trip? Btw I’d kill my mother to spank you.



 

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NiceKid, 23
I want to be forced to wear diapers and go all the way back to nursery school and forced to go all the way through school again.

I need someone possessive, controlling and Extremely Jealous especially when it comes to me talking to and spending time with friends, family and classmates in school.

I don’t want to be allowed to smile, be happy or laugh or enjoy myself at all.

I’m a boy and no, I’m not trans or anything … I do not know where you see the female part.

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Lucas1216 – Apr 1, 2018
Do you like bad boys? Well… he’s bad at everything.

Tentopuncut – March 25, 2018
I don’t play dress up to be macho
Age 18 Vietnam Special forces
60 yrs on Harley choppers
10 yrs trucking
10 yrs sailing the world alone
Understand?
I am a top.
I seek a cabin boy in a garter belt licking my virgin hole
As a captain at sea my word is fucking law!!
I have a python that will swallow you whole
I took a hit in the cock in Vietnam all most no one can suck me off I jerk off with a Mikita palm sander
And like to twist my big cock three full twists and unwind it in tight pink boy holes
I dislike pushy demanding bottoms
And if you spit on my cock I’ll knock you out
Grab my head and ram your dick in my mouth
You will squat to piss from now on



 

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CrucifiedSlimSlave, 23
I have been interested in crucifixion since i have memory. 12 years ago, i remember having access to a big book of paintings. I found the crucifixion pictures very interesting and couldn’t stop watching them, i used to check it every day. Years later i started playing on the ground, performing crucifixion poses and i found the erotic component of it. This is the mark christianity left in me, now i am agnostic.

I may be criticized but the first rule i have is not linking this particular method of excecution with any religious/divine aspect. I am just a crucified slave. My crucifixion is not devotional.

Accounts of crucifixions are recorded among ancient civilizations, most likely originating with the Persians and then spreading to the Assyrians, Scythians, Carthaginians, Germans, Celts and Britons. Crucifixion was primarily reserved for traitors, captive armies, slaves and the worst of criminals.

Crucifixion was used in Japan before and during the Tokugawa Shogunate. It was called Haritsuke in Japanese. The condemned—usually a sentenced criminal—was hoisted upon a T-shaped cross. Then, executioners finished him off with spear thrusts. The body was left to hang for a time before burial.

Crucifixion was used for slaves, rebels, pirates and especially-despised enemies and criminals. Therefore crucifixion was considered a most shameful and disgraceful way to die.

The goal of Roman crucifixion was not just to kill the criminal, but also to mutilate and dishonor the body of the condemned.

Instances are on record of victims of the cross who survived their terrible injuries when taken down from the cross after many hours of suspension (Josephus, Vita, 75). The sufferings were so frightful that “even among the raging passions of war pity was sometimes excited” (BJ, V, xi, 1).




 

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davidspitinmymouth, 19
Wanna meet and chat? It will probably end up with me bound and being whipped into bloody shreds. But hey whatever. 🙂

Comments

davidspitinmymouth (Owner) – Apr 19, 2018
I met my Dad on Craigslist and went there to live with him 24/7.

Cuminyourbum – March 22, 2018
If You’re Still Intact Let Me Know.

 

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CockyJockSlut, 19
Hey ho,
Hory Jockboy here. I am super cocky and arrogant and needs to be beaten.
Im hot but bet i look even better on my knees in front of you covered in your cum and my blood from my broken smashed face and my cut stabbed wounded body, looking at you with a look of helplessness, begging you as u look at me with pride after beating me from a hot jock proud of his body to a destroyed ruined disfigured boy.
i will take it with utteer embarassment and horror and depression.

 

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Selfdestruction, 18
Heavy smoker into extreme lung and heart damage and addiction.

Not here for sex (at most jerking off with a rubber on).

Comments

usernamewhat23 – Apr 24, 2018
Just smoke and enjoi lif3 to the Fullest I tell people you’re in it till it’s over what I mean by that you’re going to die soon.

 

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Rimmersupreme, 18
I’m 18 (Yes I am 18, I’m also aware I look about 14)! Look at my tongue! Guess where it has been and where it Wants to go!! Cheeky sub passive pretty guy wants older top dom guys to part their cheeks as they stand above me then lower themselves onto my pretty face! Envelop my face between your arse cheeks. Push down on me let me feel your weight and only breathe your aroma. Grab my hands. Feed me poppers. I like an unshowered guy. I like it dirty ? haha. All body types of interest from normal to big chub. Love to eat hole mmm love having guys stop momentarily to piss or jerk into my mouth.

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Cntrybloke – Apr 16, 2018
Hello ex cop.

But i think im a fag.. i need opinion from you.



 

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PeterPan, 21
Hey, I am a straight boy and I want to be turned gay.
I want to be changed so that I am no longer recognized as who I was before.

My goal is to achieve orgams by getting fucked in the butt.
In the future it is the only type of orgasm I want.
Men cumming inside of me is the most important feeling I need to have in my life.
I am eager to work on myself to become as attractive as possible to cocks so that they will crave me too.

I think chastity could be a good idea to keep me horny all the time, so that I am thinking all the time about getting fucked and how I can get men to fuck me.

Yes, I am a real straight.
Good looking (a 7 – 9 depending on how drunk you are).

Comments

PeterPan (Owner) – Apr 15, 2018
Due to overwhelming interest in me I can now announce that I am gay and charge 500 euros an hour.

cpdombqc – Apr 8, 2018
Aside from being stunningly beautiful (!!!!) he’s a very loud, vocal bottom. Not one of those quiet ones where you have no idea whether they’re enjoying themselves or not. 🙂

Allah – Apr 2, 2018
The only way you could possibly believe this twink is straight is if you think being gay requires limp wrists and a lisp. But if you can brush aside that premise, he may just be the cutest bottom in the entire world.


 

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YourMotherCalled, 24
Globe trotter. Socialite. Fashion is life. Diva. Trust fund baby. Vary Young. Enthusiastic.

Comments

Bazatkozom – March 27, 2018
I’m familiar with all young people living in Tatabánya including him. If you want him, then please. I’m not curious about him. So I’m not sending him any intimacy.

EvilLooker – March 14, 2018
Not complaining, but this is a pic of him without the Snapchat shit.

Rohrzuckerman – March 6, 2018
i tied him up and made him drink a glass of my piss with viagra mixed in and spent many hours feeding him poppers and sucking him off to orgasm repeatedly until nothing worked.



 

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StableBoy, 20
I’m back, back, back, back, back!
Adventurous, fun, shy, mischief, cheeky. Boyish or swimmer build I guess best way describe myself.
! If you like easily-distracted blondes with a waist smaller than their IQ then I’m your boy!
My ideal would be an older rough-tough megalomaniac, first to pound my ass into a maw, then later a lopsided friendship.
I’m also okay for an action, just to hit it and quit it.
My face and body are very important to me, especially my face.
I’m not a female but maybe I act like that in bed, so I’m gay probably, but I’m not literally gay, but I choose to be gay because my characteristics is Bottom.

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Arty1 – Apr 6, 2018
I would give him a grade of B — B for Belgian, because yeah, he is from the kingdom of Belgium, a country situated in Western Europe, where boys like to eat French fries with mayonnaise and to drink a lot of alcohol.

 

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stay_hydrated, 24
I am still a virgin at age 24.

I am an incomplete paraplegic, due to Guillain-Barre Syndrome at age 7. This means that I need either crutches and leg braces or a wheelchair to get around.

I do have osteoarthritis from use of crutches and leg braces. It affects my neck, shoulders, arms, and my lower spine.

I have Asperger’s Syndrome which is a very high functioning form of Autism, that is quite different than “Classic Autism”, but is still on the Autism Spectrum.

I am on disability, and have never worked. So I have not much in the way of income. But I am not a person who needs to have “luxury”.

I have learned to accept my disability, and I do not mind if someone is attracted to me for my disabilities, but I hope it is for more.

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Vampirekiller – Apr 7, 2018
I covered this boy in rubber from head to toe with only holes for nostrils. I feel as if transforming this broken boy into a toy is as he’s meant to be. I feel he has the need to be hidden inside a toy and please guys. I feel it was what his life was for.

stay_hydrated (Owner) – March 28, 2018
people who write ”u“ instead of ”you“, what do you do with all the time you save?

Mielphil – March 28, 2018
I am just like u.


 

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slammed, 22
Before anything happens I will need to be slammed, have meth injected with needles and stuffed through my holes, whiter than Snow White.

So… apparently, this is ‘fun’. I’ve heard a lot about fun, but never actually seen it so close.

I love art
I live art
I breath art
I shit art

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Demonicdestroy – Apr 17, 2018
From the middle of his nose down, he’s hotter than the sun, but he has very very weird eyes, far too big, far too close together, that are painful to look at. It’s like his skull is a snapchat filter.

Diddler – Apr 6, 2018
You’ve heard the saying ‘fuck the shit out of him’. This is what I did to him, quite literally. He went to the toilet when I was inside him and that is such an experience! It’s humiliating, degrading and he losed any dignity he hold. You feel a great level of invading someone which either turns you on or it doesn’t. It’s safe to assume it turned me on to a great deal. It’s almost like ‘next level’.


 

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Sub4drowning, 21
Grade 10? PBB Housemate Soon? SSG President ? 5’5? Archietect Someday ✏

Someone take me on beach walks and maybe a little boat ride on the lake. Thanks.

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Anonymous – Apr 15, 2018
But shit he’s sexy damn …

Anonymous – Apr 14, 2018
I can only agree with Nakuma and he has written 5 death threats to me and otherwise he is not very clear in the head of the drug addict!

Nakuma – Apr 10, 2018
THIS SUB I CAN NOT RECOMMEND FURTHER!!! DEAR BENEDICT YOUR MURDER THREATS ARE VERY COMMON! I WILL NEVER DOM YOU AGAIN! THE UNMATCHED MISFULNESS IS TO SAY AND CAN NOT AND WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED! THE RELATIONSHIP WAS DESTROYED!!! WHO HAVE TO BREAK IT BECAUSE YOU CAN REACH IT ON phone number 06834256779!!!

 

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youwillwin, 20
I’m looking for a “farmer” looking for his “cows” to milk(I’m Emo cow). So in other words is there any one with a cock milker needing some one else to use it and have you watch, suspend from the roof of the barn or house will you let you Machine babysit your Emo cow or even to milk him your self self and makebl sure to keep him there and make him your little Emo cow I’m that cow feel free to message if needing an Emo cow I I will message you as soon as I can I’m on everyday

Note: do not come messaging me to kiss you or that stuff because I will not answer or I will answer back to you rudely like how you demanded me to kiss you, plus i dont kiss or anything gross in general because im a cow.

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helpfuljordan – Apr 9, 2018
seems like one of the many boys on here who are struggling with sanity.





 

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however, 19
My nickname is However because I say however so much, it is my favorite word.. For example,,
I don’t like those who are below 40 age and also only those 40+ mature man who chewing tobacco, drinking, smoking, missing teeth …so if you are not fall in this category please don’t send me msg because I don’t like any but those man.. however..

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mouthy – Apr 9, 2018
@peoleixia i ate his ass like groceries

peoleixia – March 23, 2018
I’m a guy, I like asses, only here because I heard people get sent ass “pics” a lot and I wanted some 😉 Also I am not trolling either, that’s all I am really looking for tbh.

 

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FagBoyMeat4Use, 18
I find The “Real Relationship”

My mind is like this

Slave is not human anymore.
If be a slave for who, be who’s possession immediately and not have a gf anymore

If master give them pain or something, slave take anything with bliss mind

If slave can’t do or understand master’s anything gift or command, That slave is not slave. Just want play Sm, I don’t want just SM.

I really want master and slave relationship
And develop that relationship for a long time even forever

If you think like me, Im chris im bie and alotta things and can do this



 

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Bio, 19
I love balloons, especially having them squeezed on my front boxers, turns me on for some reason, odd feeling. Btw i got a girlfriend and my family have no idea so I’m very secretive.

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JeromeXL – Apr 7, 2018
We did father-son role-play and he’s great at it! It really was like I was with someone I made with my own sperm!

markus1293 – March 26, 2018
his cock never gets hard, not that you would want it to!!


 

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snufslave, 19
I’m 20 looking for a rather very sadistic master who can torture me and snuff my 19 yo faggot roommate. We both have no limits but specially he does! No I do not want to see him snuffed just to see proof after. I will love to be cut, pissed on and bound and hit and humiliated and punched and bleeding and chained away somewhere dark and used and abused and raped. When you snuff my roommate you can left his body or you can take it with you.

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Anonymous – Apr 21, 2018
there must be one helluva backstory going on with you two, care to share it?


 

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MrAchoo, 19
Being passionate about life is what it’s about, right? I haven’t been doing much bdsm for some time, fighting cancer and winning until recently, but want to start again. As a boy battling cancer, I really do want to make every day count, one at a time.

My burning desire is to submit to sleepy play, Chloro, drugged drink, hypnosis and so much breath play that I think I’ve entered space.

I was a college student who was hoping to become a teacher. I also liked biking, Netflix and had been sober one day at a time since the diagnosis but, obviously, fuck that.

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charles_IV_uk – March 17, 2018
i skyped with him. after seeing his current physical state i begged off as gracefully as i could. he didn’t say so in so many words but i don’t think there’s any question that what he’s really looking for is an assisted suicide.

Anonymous – March 11, 2018
I really hate to say this but he does not look like his pics anymore, he looks very ill. I couldn’t go through with it. We had a long cry together. It was very depressing.



 

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Nick, 20
I am getting crayzy over thoughts of getting fucked, especially when whatching porn. I just to try to be the girl and enjoying it. I had never the power to look for a man. I am very curious ?? My life mostly centers around jacking off and getting baked. Aesthetically I am Asian (even though I am not) and I prefer Asians. You can contact me if you’re not Asian but if you give me the fuck as if it were a good morning I’ll block my own soul THANK YOU. So I would like somebody more Asian than me to take a stoned boy and do it… kind of rape me. In my fantasies I am a slut ?? make me be it please…

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Nick (Owner) – March 6, 2018
After months being throatfucked, gangbanged, gangraped, tied up and fucked, raped, spanked, fisted, taken advantage of, and more by Asian guys I’m done being their personal slut I’m ready to settle down with a white guy.

youlooklikefun – Feb 20, 2018
Just so every one else knows, this boy is Asian. His name is Koji Nakamura. He couldn’t be more Asian.

 

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spoilme_daddy, 23
I do not know yet why, but for some reason luxury and the aesthetics associated with it are extremely irritating …. Nice villas, beautiful cars, beautiful jewelry, expensive liquor, expensive clothes etc.
Since I am not yet able to do so in this one To live the world, I would be glad if a gentleman gives me the honor and occasionally kidnaps me from everyday life into this hated world.
Being there for you, discovering new things about me together and doing a lot to me, making you laugh, moan, philosophizing about me … etc.!
It may seem that money is my highest priority, and that’s true. I would give up friendships or love or anything for money!

Comments

Anonymous – Apr 22, 2018
WARNING: He looks, talks and acts unnervingly like Tommy Wiseau.


 

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Die2BYour, 19
Boy is a born inferior seeking a man who will use and destroy this subhuman. It cannot express enough how much it would like to find a Master who would like to spend his existence destroying it. Eventually for Masters pleasure it would be a privilege to be sexecuted and snuffed to give the ultimate hardness to it’s Master’s cock.

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Die2BYour (Owner) – Apr 10, 2018
LOL!!!! I’m fine. My profile was just research for a paper I was writing in a gay social studies course at uni a year ago. I wish all this feedback had happened back then, I would have got a better grade.

Anonymous – Feb 6, 2018
kill every human!

bwroberts7 – Jan 23, 2018
The video’s almost 8 hours long . It could have been for a lot of reasons . Late in the video they realise he’s been dead for a while . I would guess he had a heart attack .

xiejing123456 – Jan 23, 2018
apology for being gruesome but how is he killed?

gonza – Jan 21, 2018
I saw the same snuff . You’re right it’s got to be him .

ImFuckingWithYou – Jan 20, 2018
a europe master i know told me bout six months ago he was in a very heavy group scene in sofia with a slave he was told was goin to be snuffed, he said he was invited to stay and watch the snuff but declined.

SonofHades – Jan 20, 2018
The stats say Die2BYour hasn’t accessed his account in 10 months.

WhatAreFrogs – Jan 18, 2018
I was recently shown a snuff video and I’m about 80% sure the boy in these photos was snuffed in it. I was told it was made in Bulgaria and this boy says he’s in Germany so that’s a question. The boy in the video is wearing a very similar necklace to the one in the photos. Does anyone know this boy or can confirm he’s still alive?



 

 

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