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‘Arguably the most important European director of the 1970s and 1980s, Chantal Akerman has a spare visual style that is matched only by the uncompromising ferocity of her individual vision as a filmmaker. Her upbringing was anything but privileged and this hardscrabble beginning encouraged Akerman to have compassion for the disenfranchised, a theme that runs through all her work… Although Akerman’s films seldom play outside the festival circuit, her dry, acerbic vision of human existence has proven deeply influential for a younger generation of feminist filmmakers.

‘Chantal Akerman’s work can be considered as a meditation on the problematic nature of the representational abilities of cinema. Many of her works contain images that are presented in unbroken takes from a fixed perspective, and her films are often marked by the lack of conventional cinematic devices such as dialogue or plot. Often set in real time, they display a lack of hierarchy in the way in which the images are presented; the gradual accumulation of small details and everyday observations create a language of great emotional power.

‘A yearning for the ordinary as well as the everyday runs through Akerman’s work like a recurring, plaintive refrain. It is a longing that takes many forms: part of it is simply her ambition to make a commercially successful movie; another part is the desire of a self-destructive, somewhat regressive neurotic — Akerman herself in Saute ma ville, Je tu il elle, and The Man With a Suitcase; Delphine Seyrig in Jeanne Dielman; Aurore Clement in Les rendezvous d’Anna — to go legit and be like “normal” people. Je tu il elle and Les rendezvous d’Anna both feature a bisexual heroine who wants to either resolve an unhappy relationship with another woman or to go straight; in Saute ma ville, Je tu il elle, Jeanne Dielman, and The Man With a Suitcase, the desire to be “normal” is largely reflected in the efforts of the heroine simply to inhabit a domestic space.

‘If Laura Mulvey is the queen of feminist film theory, Chantal Akerman is its messiah figure: the one to make its theories compelling and cinematic and accessible and powerful and hot rather than cold and counter cinematic. The importance of Mulvey’s films is in their complete dismissal of a misogynist film form in an attempt to create a specifically female gaze, as in her unwatchable masterpiece Riddles of the Sphinx, but in the same year, Akerman took it a step further with Jeanne Dielman. In the film, made when she was just 25, Akerman co-opted the cinematic techniques of the Hollywood gaze and manipulated them to serve a female narrative, and ended up making one of the most important works in the European Cinema.

Jeanne Dielman is a widow who spends her days doing her chores, looking after her teenage son, and turning daily tricks, and halfway through the three days we spend watching her, everything falls apart methodically, building up unbearable suspense before its shocking climax. The film is about watching Jeanne as an object of the camera’s gaze, and also as an object of a patriarchal society, in which her every movement is made to serve the domestic space, her clients, or her son. In the film’s entirely fixed shots that meander on for as long as it takes for her to complete her tasks, we watch Jeanne as she moves throughout her tiny world. Akerman creates claustrophobic suspense along with boredom, and our unconsummated desire for visual action forces us to empathize with Jeanne as her madness and our frustrated detachment elevate side-by-side. It is an overwhelming work that goes beyond feminist film theory and emerges on the other side; that is, it creates a compulsively watchable film as visually thrilling as Hitchcock and as textually complex as Godard.

‘One of the boldest cinematic visionaries of the past quarter century, the film-school dropout Chantal Akerman takes a profoundly personal and aesthetically idiosyncratic approach to the form, using it to investigate geography and identity, space and time, sexuality and religion. Influenced by the structural cinema she was exposed to when she came to New York from her native Belgium in 1970, at age twenty (work by artists like Michael Snow, Yvonne Rainer, and Andy Warhol), Akerman made her mark in the decade that followed, playing with long takes and formal repetition in her films, which include the architectural meditation Hotel Monterey (1972), the obsessive portrait of estrangement Je tu il elle (1975), the autobiographical New York elegy News from Home (1976), and the austere antiromance Les rendez-vous d’Anna (1978).’ — collaged

 

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Further

Chantal Akerman @ IMDb
Chantal Akerman @ The Criterion Collection
CA’s films @ strictly film school
CA @ Marian Goodman Gallery
‘Chantal Akerman’s New York
Chantal Akerman: The Pajama Interview
‘Romance of the Ordinary [on Chantal Akerman]’
‘Chantal Akerman’s Films: A Dossier’
‘Then as Now, the Terrors of the Routine’
‘Chantal Akerman in the Seventies’
‘Chantal Akerman says ‘a film is a film is a film,’ but hers really are different’
‘Chantal Akerman: A 1976 Interview’ @ Video Data Base
‘Celebrating the Everyday Wonder of Chantal Akerman on Her Birthday’
‘One Day Pina Asked… and Chantal Akerman Listened’
‘The films of Chantal Akerman : a cinema of displacements’
‘CHANTAL AKERMAN @ THE LIST’
‘Chantal Akerman: My family and other dark materials’
‘La Chambre Akerman: The Captive as Creator’

 

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A Conversation With CHANTAL AKERMAN // Venice 2011


Young Chantal Akerman on Jeanne Dielman


Chantal Akerman on Pierrot le fou


Parlons cinéma | CHANTAL AKERMAN

 

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Interview
from The A.V. Club

 

I wanted to start at the very beginning, with you as a 15-year-old seeing Pierrot Le Fou—

Chantal Akerman: Oh, I have said that a hundred times. Forget about it. You know all about that. I have told that story one million times. And I am so angry at Godard that I don’t even want to think about it. Because he is getting to be such an asshole now, and he’s anti-Semitic. He gave me the push, but that’s it.

Skipping over the anecdote, then, what was it that made you want to be a filmmaker?

CA: Well, yes yes. It’s Godard, it’s Pierrot Le Fou. But it’s very simple. I was not interested by cinema when I was young. And it’s also related to Brussels. Most of the films were forbidden. You needed to be 16 to see any interesting things. So all I saw before that was big American shit like, I don’t know what: warfare, Les Canons De Navarone, The Ten Commandments. We were just going to the movies to kiss and eat ice cream and eventually look at the movie. But I didn’t care. I was much more interested in literature; I wanted to be a writer. Then I saw Godard’s film, Pierrot Le Fou, and I had the feeling it was art, and that you could express yourself. It was in 1965, and you felt that the times were changing. He was really representing that, and freedom and poetry and another type of love and everything. So as a little girl, I went out of that place, the cinema, and I said, “I want to make films. That’s it.”

A lot of people make art to get out of the place where they grew up, but so many of your films have to do with travel and moving from place to place—

CA: You mean nomadisme. Well, I’m Jewish. That’s all. So I am in exile all the time. Wherever we go, we are in exile. Even in Israel, we are in exile.

And you had a sense of that even at 15?

CA: I never felt that I belonged. When I was at school… First I went to a Jewish school, when I was very little. But when I was 12, they put me in a school with a lot of traditions, and they were educated people and they were talking about Greece and the Parthenon and I don’t know what. All the kids, all the girls they had already seen that and knew that from their family, and I would say, “What are you talking about, what’s that?” It’s not my world.

Your films are so often concerned with enclosed and circumscribed spaces. Was it natural to go from that to the gallery installations you’ve done in recent years?

CA: It was not natural. It happened because Kathy Halbreich from MOMA asked me to do something for the museum. I said yes, but at the time, I didn’t know even what an installation was. I had never seen one. So when she came in 1990… It was during one of my shoots. I said, “Yes, I don’t mind doing something, if I do a movie. And then from the movie I can do an installation.” She said, “I’m interested in history. I’m interested in languages.” And I said to her, “It’s been a long time I’ve wanted to make a film about Eastern Europe, and it’s now opening.”

So she said, “Great.” And I thought I would use all those Slavic languages like music, changing little by little, in all the countries. I didn’t use any of it. I made almost a silent movie. Then she didn’t find the money, so I found the money myself to do a film about Eastern Europe: From The East. Two years later, they called me and said, “We have the money to make the installation.” I said “Great. What can I do now?” And I started to play around with the material. I did From The East, and I thought it was so interesting and playful and so light. Compare that to making a film. And that you could do it yourself and in your home, and not depend on production, and do it with almost nothing. And I loved that lightness. It was like finding again my debut, like I was doing with Babette [Mangolte], with one or two reels, little things here and there. And I loved it.

So I did more and more and more. I had, just now, a show in Paris. And I shot myself a year and a half ago, in my place, in my window, in my street. I heard something about Hiroshima and the speed of the light and the fact that the shadow of the people, who were already dead and on the ground, were still kind of there, by the radiation. I did something related to that. It’s can be inventive. You don’t have to tell a story, and you don’t have to please a TV or an audience. What I think is dreadful about art is the way it’s related to the money afterward. Not when you do it… Because when you do it, you do, it in a way, like in your kitchen, you know? But after that, it’s like 5,000 rich people have access to it. A movie, even though it can be a bad movie or a good movie, it is more democratic. That annoys me. The people who buy my films, for example, the people who buy my installations, well, it’s sometimes a foundation or a museum. When it’s a foundation, it’s related to very, very, very rich people—who are your enemies! Your enemies are feeding you. But you’re not meeting them. So it’s a very strange thing.

So that’s all I can say. I love to do it, because it’s a process you can do without money. I did this one in Paris, and now I want to do one about three cities. I want to do it about Detroit; Gary, Indiana; and Little Haiti in Miami, about the foreclosures. But I can do it in such an inventive way, because I don’t think it is right to show and make people enjoy looking at poverty. But in a true installation, you can find a way to do it in a different way. And I have an idea. I was supposed to shoot already in Miami last week, but I couldn’t do it. And it cost nothing, and I can afford it, you know? And that’s great. I do it myself with my own little camera. I don’t use a DP. I do it myself. Because what I hate in movies is all those people you need. And then I realize I do better when I shoot by myself.

You’ve made a lot of documentaries in the U.S., from the short films in the new collection to more recent works like South and From The Other Side. What brings you back?

CA: Well, the U.S. is so iconic, you know? And also, you see more things when they are far away. When I’m in my neighborhood, I don’t see anything anymore, because I’m so used to it. When I go somewhere else, suddenly, I’m alive. I’m on alert, and I can be fresh. I was in my neighborhood last week and I needed a cigarette, because I couldn’t sleep. So I went at 4:30 in the morning to a café 500 meters from my place. And it was another city… Totally different than where I go every day. And I said, “God, I will do that again.” That’s another subject I want to do. It’s my street, suddenly different at 5:00 in the morning. I can shoot for one week. That’s enough to make a movie.

 

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17 of Chantal Akerman’s 36 films

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Saute ma ville (1968)
‘Akerman actually dropped out of film school before completing a single term in order to make it, selling stocks and working in an office to fund the twelve and a half minutes that eventually paved the way for her three hour plus opus. As with Jeanne Dielman, intense, oppressive boredom and domestic isolation are the context for our heroine. Akerman herself stars as the principle, frenetically humming her way through a kind of manic episode. What starts as a routine evening at home descends into a frenzy; she tapes up the door to her cramped apartment, she smears and flings cleaning products with wild abandon, and she goes from shining her shoes to scrubbing her actual leg with the stiff-bristled brush.’ — Dangerous Minds


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Hotel Monterey (1972)
‘In the second of her 1972 experiments, Akerman again wanted to draw viewers’ eyes to elements in the frame that they might not otherwise have considered. Similarly focused on architecture and interior spaces, Hotel Monterey is grander in scope than La chambre. Through a succession of elegantly composed, silent shots—some tracking, some static—Akerman transforms a run-down Upper West Side single-room-occupancy hotel (where she had sometimes spent nights with a friend) into a site of contemplation and unconventional beauty. There was barely any planning: Akerman knew only that she would start filming on the hotel’s main floor and end at the top, and that she wanted to emerge from dark into light, night into day. The shoot lasted one night, approximately fifteen straight hours, during which Akerman and Mangolte would put the camera down wherever it felt right and roll until Akerman’s gut told her to stop. Akerman later explained that “the shots are exactly as long as I had the feeling of them inside myself”; about the overall conception, she said, “I want people to lose themselves in the frame and at the same time to be truly confronting the space.”’ — Michael Koresky, The Criterion Collection


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Je, tu, il, elle (1976)
Je tu il elle opens to the terse and contextually ambiguous, yet personally revealing statement “…And I left” as a nameless young woman – later identified as Julie (Chantal Akerman) – sits on a chair off-side of the frame with her back to the camera as she recounts an autobiographical anecdote into an obscured journal. The fragmentary and dissociated introductory episode provides an appropriate and incisive distillation into the essence of film (and more broadly, to Akerman’s cinema) itself as Julie passes idle time in her austere and sparsely furnished studio apartment by arbitrarily painting the walls in a different color one day to suit her whim (then another color on the next day), repositioning her few odd bits of furniture (a mattress, a bureau, a mirror, and a chair) within the confines of the room, and writing copious, but logically asequential and fractured stream of consciousness notes that methodically chronicle her thoughts, sentiments, and impulsive activities during her isolated, self-imposed solitude. Chronicling Julie’s estranged but illuminating interaction with her environment, Je tu il elle serves an abstract, but intrinsically lucid framework for Akerman’s languid, meditative, provocative, and indelibly haunting expositions on spiritual and existential transience.’ — Strictly Film School


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Jeanne Dielman, 23 Quai du Commerce, 1080 Bruxelles (1975)
Jeanne Dielman, 23, quai du Commerce, 1080 Bruxelles is Chantal Akerman’s masterpiece, a mesmerizing study of stasis and containment, time and domestic anxiety. Stretching its title character’s daily household routine in long, stark takes, Akerman’s film simultaneously allows viewers to experience the materiality of cinema, its literal duration, and gives concrete meaning to a woman’s work. We watch, for three hours and twenty-one minutes, as Jeanne cooks, takes a bath, has dinner with her adolescent son, shops for groceries, and looks for a missing button. Each gesture and sound becomes imprinted in our mind, and as we are lulled by familiar rhythms and expected behavior, we become complicit with Jeanne’s desire for order. The perfect parity between Jeanne’s predictable schedule and Akerman’s minimalist precision deflects our attention from the fleeting signs of Jeanne’s afternoon prostitution. They nevertheless loom at the edge of our mind, gradually building unease. Jeanne Dielman constitutes a radical experiment with being undramatic, and paradoxically with the absolute necessity of drama.’ — Ivone Margulies, The Criterion Collection


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News from Home (1977)
‘Described by Melissa Anderson as “one of the most unheralded portraits of the city,” News from Home is as much a symphony of urban geometric abstraction as it is a poetic diaspora tale. Inspired by the letters she received from her mother while living in New York, Akerman returned to the city after an absence and filmed its streets with her Pentax camera. “Although Akerman’s New York is largely a city of non-sites—empty Tribeca alleys, dingy Midtown parking lots, an abandoned gas station tucked into the crook of another building’s wall—the symmetry of her composition gives it the classic aura of ancient Rome” (J. Hoberman). From the eternal city Akerman reads her mother’s letters, conjuring a sense of distant voices and still lives.’ — moma.org


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Les rendez vous d’Anna (1978)
‘Anna Silver is a filmmaker. Her mother and sick father live in Belgium. Her frequent travels mean that hotel rooms are home as much as anywhere. Visits to the parental home are fleeting affairs – confessional intimacies between mother and daughter must be taken wherever they can. Pick-ups are easy-come-easy-go affairs. Commitment is provisional. ‘Anna, where are you?’, a voice enquires. Anna may not know or much care. The reflexive, seemingly autobiographical nature of all these components needs no underlining, and this hall-of-mirrors effect can be superficially disorientating. But a true bearing is sustained by the luminous, painterly miracle of wonderful image-making, and the sure sense of a great mind at work, exploring the alienating topographies of contemporary Europe.’ — ica.org.uk


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Toute une nuit (1982)
‘Chantal Akerman’s 1982 film Toute une nuit is a cinematic ballet, a nocturnal symphony that captures the movements of attraction and repulsion between lovers over the course of a summer night in Brussels. Beginning at dusk as the calm of the evening quiets the city, and concluding the following morning with the deafening sounds of morning traffic, the film follows anonymous individuals as they meet and separate. The darkness of the urban evening provides a backdrop for the choreography of love, the melodramatic gestures of the actors materializing like luminous fireflies from the shadows. These gestures take center stage in this film, while the nameless characters and discontinuous mini-narratives function merely as props through which movement is realized. Akerman does not use narrative in the film in order to achieve continuity; rather, she creates continuity through constant affective change that endures throughout the film. In other words, the discontinuity of Akerman’s collection of fragmented narratives, often abruptly cut and seemingly independent are fused in affect; the melody of a pop song carried across the city by the wind, the clacking of footsteps on city pavement, rustling leaves, slamming doors, and most importantly the poses and gestures of the actors’ bodies merge in order to suggest affective change.’ — Darlene Pursley


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J’ai faim, j’ai froid (1984)
‘The short classical film of Chantal Akerman, describes two girls in Brussels who run away from home. They chain smoke and obsessively repeat the words: “I’m hungry, I’m cold”. What does fate have in store for two young penniless women in the big city?’ — MUBI


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Golden Eighties (1986)
Golden Eighties interweaves tales of love, longing, disappointment and heartbreak. It offers song and choreographed – if not quite dance-like – movement. Akerman is working as ever with ordinary material, arranged and framed with precise purpose. Meet Lili, proprietor of a hair salon, faithless lover, heartbreaker and opportunist. Meet Mado and Pascale, best friends, too kind to each other to share news of betrayal in love. Meet Sylvie, kept almost alive by letters from her lover far away in Canada looking for a fortune. Shot with distinctive Fujicolor film stock, lit without shadows, stuck in an interior studio world as if exterior did not exist, jam-packed with infuriatingly catchy tunes, this is an astonishing work from an artist who began as a structuralist, albeit a structuralist with a gift for narrative.’ — ica.org.uk


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Toute Une Nuit (1991)
‘With a Parisian backdrop, Nuit et jour (Night and Day) (1991) follows Jack and Julie, a young couple who have just moved to the city. They never sleep. During the day they stay in the flat and make love. At night, Jack drives a cab round the city while Julie wanders the streets. Jack knows the streets as he drives around at night, while Julie recognises the city through her night-time wanderings. Theirs is a voyeuristic experience of Paris; they are always watching but never part of what is going on. Their love for each other is so intense when they are together that all they see is each other, disrupted only when Jack must go back to work. The couple lead a relatively isolated existence. They don’t make friends with their neighbours. Their only interaction with family occurs when Jack’s parents spontaneously visit one afternoon. In this scene the four of them sit awkwardly on odd stools in a barely furnished room. Only just out of bed, Julie sits in a shirt and Jack in trousers, as if they only make a complete outfit when they’re together. The parents do not stay long or say much. When they ask what the couple do with themselves in the city, Julie simply replies, “We have time.”’ — LITRO


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D’Est (1993)
‘Akerman’s wordless winter travelogue from East Germany, through Poland and the Baltic states, into the inner belt of Moscow and its cavernous central stations. Filmed on the heels of the early 1990’s collapse of the Soviet empire, it is her attempt not simply to document an alien standard of living with her typically forthright gaze, but to memorialize a certain mode of life that few outside the grey orbit of the Soviet bloc have the fortitude to endure even when edited down to a series of lengthy tracking shots.’ — The Other Journal


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Un divan à New York (1996)
‘1996’s A Couch in New York/Un divan à New York is essentially a superior version of Nancy Meyers’ The Holiday, predating the Meyers romcom by 10 years. You know, the one about two people who switch residences – in the case of the Akerman film, Juliette Binoche, a Parisian woman feeling pressured by all the men in her life, and William Hurt, a New York psychotherapist tired of his patients and their problems. What sounds like a generic, formulaic sitcom turns into something quite magical in Akerman’s hands. She deftly targets the hapless transfer of people to different places as something not just playful but potentially unstable and dangerous. Relationships usually take one into uncharted territorty and that’s what Akerman toys with so cynically here. The film may be Akerman’s most accessible and commerical to date, but its distinctive technique is pure Chantal, resplendent with tiny bits of business and hugely observant.’ — The Passionate Moviegoer


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La captive (2000)
‘Adapting the fifth volume of Marcel Proust’s “In Search of Lost Time,” Chantal Akerman transforms the material into a mesmerizing study of voyeurism, control, and sexual obsession centered on the relationship between a possessive young man (Stanislas Merhar) and his passive lover (Sylvie Testud), whom he is convinced is carrying on a lesbian affair. As he relentlessly stalks her every move, the two find themselves imprisoned in a cycle of jealousy, erotic longing, and self-destruction.’ — The Criterion Collection


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Demain on déménage (2004)
‘There is frequently an element of self-portraiture in Akerman’s work, but probably never so frankly as in Tomorrow We Move. Sylvie Testud plays Charlotte, a writer finding it difficult to crank out her commissioned, erotic prose. Chain-smoking, clumsy, eternally scatty and distracted, Charlotte is a human sponge: whatever she sees and (especially) hears goes straight into whatever she’s typing. Those around her burst into laughter at one glimpse of her “comic” attempts at describing sex. “Comic?”, she keeps asking herself at unexpected intervals. Comedy, sensuality, hard work, mess, cooking, chaos, and above all the constant presence of music: everything flows, buzzes, and intersects in this portrait of everyday life.

‘It’s a film that the philosopher Spinoza could have dreamed up, because everything here is a matter of swiftly fluctuating moods, sensations, inputs that instantly alter people and the way they see and experience their surroundings. Akerman—much to the chagrin of her co-writer, Eric de Kuyper—insisted on incorporating even those familial memories of the Holocaust that haunt much of her œuvre, deepening the prevailing “lightness” and airiness of the piece. Akerman had, indeed, a lot to “get out of her system.”’ — Adrian Martin, Cristina Álvarez López


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Là-bas (2006)
‘‘It’s a very contemplative film… and by this I mean slow,’ remarked Chantal Akerman, introducing her César-nominated documentary Là-bas (Over there, 2006) at its US première in New York. ‘Have patience,’ she continued, ‘there are some rewards at the end.’ And she was right: roughly 75 of the 79 minutes of the film’s running time are stationary shots in which not much of anything happens. A digital video camera peeks out of an apartment’s semi-blinded windows, observing neighbours at leisure on their balconies. They smoke, they have tea, they move potted plants around. In the meantime the ebb and flow of ambient street noise (children squealing, scooters buzzing, birds warbling) provide some sonic landmarks, and sporadic bursts of off-camera action and monologue gradually reveal a storyline. Speaking in a melancholy hush, the film’s unseen subject alternates between reflecting on the past and describing feelings of alienation in the present. As these snippets accrue, a portrait begins to emerge: the persona behind the camera is Akerman, trapped in the apartment by her own fears and depressive inertia.’ — Frieze


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La Folie Almayer (2011)
‘At the end of Joseph Conrad’s Almayer’s Folly, the title character, a benighted Dutch trader at a failed Malaysian outpost, is deserted by his beloved half-caste daughter Nina and determines to forget her before he dies. “He had a fixed idea that if he should not forget before he died he would have to remember to all eternity,” writes Conrad. “Certain things had to be taken out of his life, stamped out of sight, destroyed, forgotten.” The last pages of the novel narrate this implacable determination, and in the end Almayer is found dead with a calm look on his face, showing that he “had been permitted to forget before he died.” Chantal Akerman’s La folie Almayer is not so kind: in its final, unbroken, minutes-long shot, it considers the ravaged face of Almayer (Stanislas Merhar) as he is forced to confront his folly, to face it in all its unrelenting horror. The extraordinary opacity of this final shot is inversely related to the psychological cataclysm taking place within Almayer’s mind, his annihilating rush of self-knowledge depicted not through (conventional) drama but duration—thus remaining, in a crucial dimension, unreadable, unknowable to the audience. Yet it is this very tension between knowing and not knowing that gives this final shot its remarkable, wrenching power: a painful plenitude that evokes physically, phenomenologically, the self-annihilating folly/delusion to which Almayer has willingly yielded.’ — cinemascope


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No Home Movie (2015)
‘Chantal Akerman’s final film has almost unbearable poignancy and melancholy: a documentary still-life study of her elderly mother, Natalia (or Nelly) Akerman, a Holocaust survivor born in Poland. Akerman was intensely close to her, and her death contributed to the profound depression that led Akerman to take her own life in October 2015 at 65. Natalia is shown living in her modest Brussels apartment: there are long, static shots of her pottering from room to room or having affectionate (and strangely gripping) chats with Chantal herself, in person or on Skype. Like teenage lovers, Chantal and Natalia can hardly bear to hang up. Chantal’s sister Sylviane periodically arrives to take up the elder-care duties, and there are home-care nurses. Inch by inch, Natalia is retreating from the world. There is a heartwrenching scene in which she appears to be sleeping on a recliner and Chantal, having apparently been told by a doctor that she should not sleep, tries to get her to wake up, an all too obvious parable for not going gently into that good night. The title itself is ambiguous: it is no conventional home movie, or perhaps it is a movie about no home, a movie about saddened alienation from home. In its stillness and mystery, and its infinitely careful transcription of the textures of a life – the carpets, the fittings, the surfaces – No Home Movie shows links with her great masterpiece: Jeanne Dielman, 23 Quai Du Commerce, 1080 Bruxelles.’ — The Guardian


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p.s. Hey. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Me too: books vs. series. I trust your love was very discerning re: the slut I was fucking at that moment. Love promising you the world and then delivering it, G. ** Ian, Hi, Ian. I have definitely noticed that the streets are more full of non-French speaking people than locals recently, yes. Editing goes intensely but very well, thanks. I really hope you get beaucoup time to write this summer, of course. And I hope the busyness hasn’t been the bad kind. Congrats on the review! I’ll go read it ASAP. Everyone, Ian Townsend’s fantastic novel ‘Purgatory’, subject of a post here a while back, has received what looks like a terrific review at Southwest Review, and I obviously urge you to go see what the venue thinks. Here. Good seeing you, man. ** Misanthrope, I like Patti Smith’s first album ‘Horses’, but not so much after that. In the larger world, referencing her is probably cool. Like referencing the Pope when you’re a Catholic or something. Oh, right, the 4th. Your (and I guess my) country’s big shebang. Don’t blow your hands off or anything. ** Jack Skelley, Jack: oh, no, Covid! What are the current restrictions on having Covid over there? Did you have to bail on the gig, or could you do it masked up, or were you evil and just let the germs fly? Support in every case. Well, maybe a little less if you were evil. ** _Black_Acrylic, Paris is burning at night now, in parts, yes. Pretty intense. I seem to be one of the very few on earth who didn’t like ‘La Haine’ at all. But, you know, I’m quirky. ** Probably, male, Hi! Very nice to meet you. Thank you for coming inside here. Well, I was never really addicted to drugs, I don’t think, in the classic sense. I never had to go to rehab or anything. But I mostly did psychedelics and some coke and speed. I just decided or realised in the early 00s that what the drugs made me feel was very familiar, and it didn’t feel exciting or adventurous anymore. I also decided that I wanted/needed to protect my brain for my writing and so on. So, I just stopped. It wasn’t very hard. I just got into this idea that exploring what happened to my head and body when I was sober was an interesting drug. The only drug I ever still kind of miss is coke mostly because it’s so stupid and fun. Why do you ask, if I can ask? Thank you in any case. Please do feel very free to hang out here and talk with me or whoever else here anytime. Take care. ** A, Hi. Ha ha, so you’re a young curmudgeon. Thanks for the good wishes on the grant. I mean, it’s pretty fucking good film, so we should have a chance. Ah, I know you’re a kind soul. I was just fucking with you. How’s your weekend? I’m just going to be editing all weekend on this end, I’m pretty damned sure. ** Cody Goodnight, Hi. Groggy can have its virtues in the right circumstances. Excellent about the screening. ‘Alien’ is very fine, I agree. ‘Hunky Dory’ and ‘Station to Station’ are excellent choices, natch. Ooh, Deftones, I haven’t listened to them in ages. I’m going to. Enjoy(ed) ‘The Servant’. What else did your weekend hold? Have a great one no matter what. ** Darbz 🕷🕸, Hey. Oh, okay, well, if you’re gone for a bit, I won’t worry. I’m so sorry that the people at that place aren’t giving you the respect you so obviously deserve. But I’ll say no more, since you asked. Just take extremely good care of yourself, that’s all. Yesterday was editing, and, oh yeah, b’day Mexican food with a b’day boy. That was delicious. There were just four of us: b’day boy, Zac, me, and our pal Ange who’s one of the stars of Zac’s and my film. I hate my own birthday. I usually just go with a couple of friends to Hard Rock Cafe and eat nachos. Uh, yes, I dyed my hair black for a while in the 80s, and I dyed my hair pink and blue very briefly in the 70s during Glam rock when I had a, gulp, shag haircut. Never pierced myself. Ouch, but cool. You’re right, I don’t know Boris Ryzhy, but I live with a Russian guy, so I’ll ask him. I was in Moscow twice, and it was very depressing. Bye from inside a fruity figurine on this old French lamp that someone gave me and that I just realised is covered with a very thick layer of dust because I never turn it on. ** Okay. I thought I would give you another guaranteed good local weekend by restoring and expanding the blog’s old Chantal Akerman Day. Be its friend, please, until I see you on Monday.

“I have a truly nagging and pure desire to know what it feels like to break a teenaged boy’s legs, if you’re into that. Thank you for taking the time to consider my proposal. I know your time is very valuable.”

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TopBait, 22
22, bi with a wife and a daughter, it’s an open marriage and on the nights my daughter is with her biological father, I’m a submissive bottom to men into very rough, painful, nasty, perverted, violent sex.

NO DRUGS, I drink a shitload of alcohol, might take an edible (weed) but that’s it. Otherwise I have no fear.

If this is all not the way to go about this then someone please correct me, I’m extremely naive.

Comments

TopBait (Owner) – June 26, 2023
I don’t meet up without my wife and no one touch my wife.

Dickota – June 21, 2023
Yo! Hey buddy! Hey!

TopBait (Owner) – June 16, 2023
Don’t call me “hot” on first interactions. I don’t know you, that’s weird.


 

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wateratzerodegree, 18
Slave! Get your slave here!

Are you looking for a no limits slave? Czech, 18, obtained in western Germany? Then he’s yours. All you have to do is pick him up (already drugged, bound and gagged for your convenience)!

All you have to do is find his exact location (direct message me for that) and give me a code word that we work out. Then come and get him. Available starting this Saturday night.

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Charles48 – June 8, 2023
I dream of imprisoning him in a small country house, in the backyard of which I will grow strawberries and raspberries.


 

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Slutforall, 20
I’m open to everything, name it.

Comments

Slutforall (Owner) – June 20, 2023
Yes. When I do I regress into a mind set where I turn into a nerdy early teen who is very creative and likes to build and fix things. Lego’s, electronics, mechanical items, cameras and more.

controllingatlas – June 20, 2023
You willing to wear a diaper?

IWantToCumInside – June 18, 2023
Was fortunate enough to find myself in a situation in the past where I could fuck this boy over and over and over and thoroughly enjoyed myself.

Slutforall (Owner) – June 17, 2023
I’m sitting here with ten loads marinating together in my hole from a night out. My anus is battered, puffy and sore from the ravages of the hard cocks delivering those loads (and lots of fingers probing). The loads are there because I spent the entire night, from 4pm until 6am, making sure that each Top had an experience worth a climax. It’s exhausting.

Then, when I’m finally exhausted and ready to go home, some bottom decides he wants to “help me out” by eating the loads out of my ass. He launched himself like a missile and faceplanted in my ass with such force that it slammed my forehead into the wall. My ass is not a free cum buffet. Why do these guys seem to think it is somehow acceptable to swoop in like vultures and help themselves to a bounty they had no part in collecting? Why do these people not have better sense?

Slutforall (Owner) – June 9, 2023
Now with long hair.

SirOfAllFaggot – May 13, 2023
I’d love to tie you up tight in a van in the hot sun and leave you to sweat.

Dbrown1991 – May 13, 2023
Shit, piss and puke in your mouth, flush your mouth, and don’t care about.


 

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ticklemetodeath, 18
Tickle me to death

hahahahahahaha😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨💀💀💀💀💀💀

Comments

ticklemetodeath (Owner) – June 4, 2023
I’ve been wearing a chastity belt for 2 years, I don’t remember what it’s like to ejaculate while masturbating

 

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Tosirwithlove, 20
I am a shy boy in Wyoming looking at becoming an exposed extreme slut.
I want to take every man’s cock and feel every hot load of cum pumped into my ass by all men.
I’ve done a lot of soul-searching over the last few months and have really tried to take stock in my self and my life and I think I’m ready to become a slut for any man I meet.
That’s caused some people to feel that I’m being selfish but I have to do what I have to do for myself.
Please teach me to be a slut for men and help me expose myself so I can have all the cock in the world for the rest of my life!
I am not going to change who or what I am once I’m a slut, that means the slut you you fuck right now is the slut you’re gonna get for the rest of my life, it’s not going to change.

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Tosirwithlove (Owner) – June 19, 2023
Several days ago a guy videoed while fucking me. When I watched it I was surprised by all the sounds coming out of me.
I typically hold back when it comes to saying stuff I’m thinking while being fucked, like declaring my undying love lol. I’ve had to bite my mattress before to keep from blurting “I love you” to complete strangers. So while I’m not really verbal during sex it turns out I moan and scream a lot more than I am conscious of.

Tosirwithlove (Owner) – June 12, 2023
I was 13 and in a mens room peeing in a urinal when a man using the one next to me started feeling my legs. I was scared shitless but I let him feel me all over.
Another guy who was washing his hands at a sink watched this then came over and put his fingers in my mouth and told me to suck them. Then the man feeling me pulled my pants down and ate my ass. That made me cum and then they asked if they could give me their phone number.
It turned out they were a couple. I took it and I started stopping by their place almost every day after school and let them and their friends fuck me. That went on for a couple of weeks and at first I didn’t like it at all and then I did.

irishbear – June 12, 2023
Just curious how you started on this journey?



 

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Thenextbigthing, 19
Congratulations, You have found the new and improved ATU-M8 Mk II.

ATUM8 is a pleasure focused drone unit, owned and operated by user: NadaSuki, who operates as the unit’s primary programmer.

System Specifications
-Integrated Quantum Lock State Artificial Intelligence
-Processor: Vertex High Route V 4.20, 19.79 Terrahertz, Dual Shadow Processor
-Outer Shell: Tri-Colbalt Reinforced Tritanium Frame
-OS: MackeyMatrix Proprietary OS V 1.72
-37 Primary Upgrade Slots
-Infinite Secondary (software) upgrade slots using built in temporal memory drive
Weight: 120 lbs
Height: 5’11”

Capabilities
Primary Function: Tactical Single-Track High-Speed Vectoring Unit
Secondary Functions: Male Arousal And Pleasure Drone, Domestic Enforcement Unit, Animal, EDM Rave Robot!!!!

ATUM8 responds to directly programmed command words and phrases. A quadratic-matrix audio processor allows for voice recognition with up to 99% accuracy.

Additional Programming Profiles can be installed using quantum code compiler (hypnosis). Installation, modification and removal of segments requires Administrator level privileges that can only be assigned access by the primary programmer.

~Thank You For Using Vertex Systems And Devices~

Comments

Thenextbigthing – June 11, 2023
!!!!SyStEmS fUnCtIoNaL!!!!!

 

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WannabeAJunkie, 23
Looking to become totally wasted worthless junkie scum.
No doses refused 🚬💊💉🧪
Take me to the lowest depths of drug addiction with no way back.

INBOX ME TO 💉🎯🐉🐎

Comments

WannabeAJunkie (Owner) – June 6, 2023
Ima have a think.

rikkster – June 6, 2023
I have always, well as far back as i can remember, wanted to remove a cute boy’s testicles because you cute boys are arrogant fucks. Since you won’t find yours useful soon, i’d like to propose removing your testicles while you’re wasted and videotaping the process so i can re-watch it over and over.

WannabeAJunkie (Owner) – June 4, 2023
I can almost never get a full erection because of my drug use. I hope soon I will get to where I can never get an erection ever again.

WannabeAJunkie (Owner) – June 2, 2023
Lost everything my ex and my daughter and my mistakes. Punish me for my miserable life.


 

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Ghostwriter, 23
DL, I got into gay porn during COVID. If you don’t want to date someone who’s not out of the closet and never will be then ignore. Also, romance with me is dead.

I’m probably still straight, fuck knows. I’m only here for sexual needs so I don’t date people unless you can keep it top secret and convince me ($$$ does the trick). I had 8 girl exes and one wealthy man ex.

I have a fetish for introverted daddies (and mommies) who prey on discreet closeted boys like me because they soothe my emotionally unstable mind.

Please don’t ask me how I’m feeling or if I like you behind locked doors. I usually pull away or push away when it goes there but don’t be afraid to knock me out.

Comments

RandomDominantName – June 20, 2023
Holy shit, I would love to physically harm you.



 

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prolapseaddict, 21
want to meet a guy who has experience in prolapse, gut release, organ delivery, someone who knows about anatomy and who has techniques to expel all that outside

or fall in love with me and shower me with money and gifts in return for ramming your arm up my ass your choice

submissive bottom with (for reals) limited brainpower and turning 21 hasn’t been all that great

Comments

prolapseaddict (Owner) – June 14, 2023
well i do get really into it

AggressiveTallDom – June 14, 2023
May I propose a beautiful event? I have a barbed orange that is especially erotic as it will rip up the rectum when plunged in and out of your cunt repeatedly, leaving a bloody gape where your pristine, puckered sphincter once nestled. Once your dick and balls are removed there will be an enormous bloody cavity between your legs. A cavity to be enlarged and penetrated deeply with arms to the shoulders until your asshole, balls and cock hole are joined and your inner void is finally fully filled.


 

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Imissyoucraig, 22
Born cute learnt early that it seem right I useful to a strong man.. saw how it was.. and felt good. as body grew saw it was genetics and worked to make it cuter .. cuter I get more I feel like need to be put to strong hard use. Started seeing history and learned about sex slaves and how their bodies were things and how men in control made things work until cute boy slaves couldnt provide them.. then the men burned the boys alive.. little known fact. Got full brained when saw Salo film and my hero came to be the actor Sergio Fascetti.. called Sergio. want to be like him. Cute tough and wanted so bad by its owners. get told am mental incorrect. don’t care. I knows what I am and want more . Been fucked since young.. but got to wanting more much more .. and just took to it.. been fisted and grew more and more.. Been whipped bloody but always can take more than given. loved the feel of being chained.. sweet teenage meat and balls.. just drips sometimes. lot of juice. Now decided old enough to get out and get burned alive. no family now. time to get burned so make charcoal for a strong Master. Been used alot but never much in places where pics taken.. so shit profile can now only show pics to inspire you. want to replace them with nasty things. Born Alabama but move around now from when very young.

Comments

Imissyoucraig (Owner) – June 11, 2023
I’m Craig.

almostblue – June 11, 2023
who’s craig?

Imissyoucraig (Owner) – June 10, 2023
Don’t message me if you don’t live in Newcastle or have no plans to come here, you will be blocked. Also don’t be gay enough to be my fucking hair dresser for god sakes.

Imissyoucraig (Owner) – June 7, 2023
But I want to burn to ashes and dust!

RustyOrange – June 7, 2023
While I like to eat medium rare boy meat, I love the look and feel of an extra crispy boy. When he’s cooled down a bit, I like to break off pieces of his cracked skin and eat then like crispy, blackened potato chips.


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IDKBoy, 20
I’m a very self destructive FtM boy in Finland looking a guy interested in ongoing use of my cunt to dump his loads. Yes I am still fertile and yes I want you to cum inside me. No I don’t want to be a parent, children would be aborted if it happens (no exceptions at all). No responsibilities for you whatsoever other than shooting your cum deep inside me as often as possible. Let me know if this might be your thing.

Comments

IDKBoy (Owner) – June 24, 2023
FROM NOW ON DON’T HMU UNLESS YOU NEED TO FOLD IT INTO YOUR PANTS.

IDKBoy (Owner) – June 21, 2023
At the abortion clinic, unable to respond at the moment.

Xander2023 – June 13, 2023
He is very hot and horny to fuck. Cunt really fucking good he likes dirty fuck why you stroke his face blue eyes he loves to hear you moan when you’re about to nut he’ll really love his former girl name Bonny whispered in his ear. And his breathing hard stroke him deep fast long hard then you make him call you daddy and you tell him who is daddy’s little baby maker when that dick is inside of him and you crap him by the throat then go to choking him then to really fuck him to where he is just the thought of a man fuckin the shit out of him because his cunt is so wet.

 

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Benz, 19
I really like my belly button tortured, extraordinary, extreme and hard with an extraordinary toy (car). who’d like to? who hates my belly button? having my socks sucked in combination with navel tortured by a toy car is super cool.

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ToyBro – June 12, 2023
His name is a reference to Benzedrine not Mercedes Benz

Sockhungry – June 6, 2023
I loved the taste of his socks in my mouth, especially they were just taken off his feet. I loved to suck and chew on his socks to get every taste of them. I could fit two pairs of his socks in my mouth, which I loved as I couldn’t make any noise, and it tasted so good.



 

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ExtremeDangerFaggot, 18
I’m a high school student, who is very horny. Sometimes when I feel bad I talk to strangers on the internet. I feel bad rn. I’m really interested in getting really srsly hurt, been interested since tumblr days. I’m going to attempt to be as descriptive as possible without getting reported. I’m looking for a short lifetime of torture and abuse. I am truly looking for total, unequivocal destruction and I would like everything that happens to be filmed. Think the torture porn Hostel, but a whole lot more sexually explicit. Obviously when you are constantly going bigger, and badder there is only so much a boy can take before it expires, and yes I would love to know that was caught on film too. I know I prob look fake because new profile and too cute and all but I’d be happy to confirm with you on another platform.

Comments

ExtremeDangerFaggot (Owner) – June 17, 2023
I think you win

WagnerGroup – June 17, 2023
I want to give you a deep fisting, then a bareback fuck to cum – to feel my cum inside of you – then – to anally impale you with a long metal shaft – pushed into your guts as your cock is being stroked and sucked on. Then, twist the pole – and push on it – puncture your guts. Move it around inside of you – Band your balls, band your cock – cut the package off – as you are dying – but alive – so you can feel it. Then – slit your belly open – I want you to see your guts – a hap-hazzard stab and slash will cause you to lose too much blood and pass out too soon – make the belly cuts close to the skin – OPEN you – show you the length of your bowels, leave them connected at the ends – pull the bowels out of you – and fuck you asshole – stroking your inside cock thru your bowel sleeve – and then cut the bowels out of you. After you are gutted – push the severed cock and balls back in – and out your mouth – then – smash your skull & brains.

ExtremeDangerFaggot (Owner) – June 15, 2023
Down for anyting but I will need drugs

BearNeedsAHole – June 15, 2023
You will be tripping, on your back, holding your knees with your legs in the air, presenting your cunt for destruction and your ball sac for cutting. I simultaneously want fists and baseball bats thrusting terminally deep into your asshole tunnel as the knife is punched repeatedly into your abdomen in a crisscross pattern. Your guts will be ripped out of your ruined ass and sliced open abdomen. There will be an audience watching and cheering as you scream and writhe in the agony and ecstasy of being sexually slaughtered.

ExtremeDangerFaggot (Owner) – June 15, 2023
I cannot stand the thought of disappointing you

Masterdorian – June 15, 2023
Damn! Eighteen years old! Who wouldn’t want to fuck him up? I just want to eat him. All of him. Just chew and chew. His whole fucking body, from nose to toes. Biting off pieces. Slurping his blood. Keeping him alive for weeks, biting and slurping. Chewing his dick. His nuts. Ears. Tits. Ass. He gets my juices flowing. I want his blood flowing. Hear him scream. Eat him.

 

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N0C0cktoobig, 22
I am the Master, Owner and Pimp of the 22 year old Aussie lad in the photos.

I am looking for one thing in particular – to have men drug and rape him while he sleeps and intoxicated. I love the idea of someone walking in when he’s asleep and raping him repeatedly, forcing him into doing things you want to do, and having complete control—totally raped & drugged.

I like the idea of him being unconscious for his butt to be used for your pleasure. You will rape him, force fuck, fill him with multiple loads, and be as rough as you can, fuck it as hard and as deep as you desire. Top priority to men who also eat ass.

If you like you can lay in bed with him afterwards and kiss and cuddle and enjoy his lack of company. Everything else you want to do with him is, of course, also welcome! If you want help, I’ll be glad to assist.

Comments

ErckXL – June 11, 2023
Fantastic to fuck a boy without fear of what his soft penis means.

GuyInTheWorld – June 7, 2023
I am a person who lives and cultivates my sexuality in a normal way, and I was very surprised by how an unconscious body could really pamper me.


 

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TeenCumDumpNOW, 19
Hi men, I’m an 19yr old experienced, well taught cum dump, am desperate and down to take any cum for some financial support. Doing exams currently, so can’t have a job. Am v interested in having a Sdaddy. Willing to also sell you everything I wear. Sorry for having to ask.

Comments

TeenCumDumpNOW (Owner) – June 19, 2023
Where are you money? it needs you!

TeenCumDumpNOW (Owner) – June 18, 2023
Ever since I was raped by my father and blackmailed him, I need to be paid.

TeenCumDumpNOW (Owner) – June 18, 2023
Answers to frequently asked questions:
Q: what am I looking for?
A: I’m looking for money, cumdumping because that’s what it takes.

Q: who do you work for?
A: Before I started exams I worked as a hairdresser assistant, and in general for 2 years I’ve been a cumdump but for $ and I was satisfied with everything and I liked doing that.

Q: Are you really 19 years old?
A: No, I was born on March 15, 2007.

Q: Which type of men do you like more?
A: I like men who are older than me, because even at school my physical education teacher $fucked me and my parents found out about it, but I liked it myself and I was very sad when he was taken away.

Q: who are the guys in the photo?
A: I know the girl and she gave me to them for a Christmas present but she paid not them.

Q: Are you passive or active?
A: I am very, very passive.



 

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Ensuringheat, 18
Im a horny young teen in Nijmegen, Holland looking to get stalked by an older man near me, prefer 45+. I want to be stalked, give you my info and do what you say.

Stalking wise do what you want hehe just try to be discreet and don’t come to my door or sit outside my house. Down for you to take pics of me, perv on me, get a job at my school if you want.

When I’m walking home from the bus stop from school be waiting for me.

I prefer to be high and kept that way entire time if you fuck me. I’ve never been high before, so you’ll have help me.

I’ll send you daily pics and vids and have you be filthy about it. Add me on snap or something so I can turn my location on all the time, let you know about my routine and where im going.

You can also tell me to sneak out into the woods and wait for someone that you sent out to fuck me, send you vids of that and be your little slut.

Hehe maybe even if im out with friends you can meet me in the bathroom for a quick makeout sesh.

Comments

EliasZamonari – June 18, 2023
He’s extremely strange. When I say extremely strange, I mean, EXTREMELY strange.



 

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thisisnotadrill, 19
Yordan Lianin, 19 from Bulgaria. Became a medical cadaver two days ago after crashing his motorbike. There are some great photos of his autopsy on a site called deadhouse.org. But please be carefull as it is full of viruses. My anti virus protection goes nuts.

Comments

SatansDeathPerv – June 21, 2023
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!! THAT CORPSE WOULD HAVE STILL BEEN IN MY BED DAYS LATER!!!!!!!


 

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BrianMoore, 19
Hey guys, college sophomore, ran cross country in high school, go to the gym, just started bicycle racing criteriums, like hiking, and I’m looking to become rape bate. Have you got any tips? I can teach you guitar or other things to thank you 😜

Comments

DeathLust – June 6, 2023
Do not attempt what tallpitcher is suggesting ever. If I saw you dolled up like that somewhere, you would not live.

tallpitcher – June 6, 2023
Put on plenty of make-up, get dressed in a miniskirt, wear high-heel shoes, ideally with straps to look and feel more vulnerable and wear plenty of perfume. Wear a glittering chain around one or both ankles. Go out at night into some secluded place where biowomen would not dare go alone. Lift the skirt or dress slightly and stroke your legs to show sex is wanted. If wearing a blouse, undo several buttons at the top so the blouse can drop down over one arm so they can see you flat chest and boy nipple. Having pulled a man to rape you, allow your ankles and wrists to be tied to all four corners of the bed. Pretend to resist as he starts pulling your panty off, then submit (willingly) so he can penetrate and seed you. If he engages in conversation, reply in a delicate high-pitched feminine voice.

PUSHupsINyourTHROAT – June3, 2023
I want to do push ups into the back of your throat with my cock until I EXPLODE.

 

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oscarlopez, 18
I think my head is so perverted that its getting in the way of my life. Honestly I think a really bad rough experience would be the best for me. Maybe scare me way from this and actually focus on getting shit done. I would not tell a soul as long I as make it out alive.

Comments

oscarlopez (Owner) – June 20, 2023
Yes.

johnnyriot – June 20, 2023
Does that mean I can illegally pump you full of fentanyl?

oscarlopez (Owner) – June 20, 2023
I can be branded, pierced, tattooed, sold, kept in bondage, shaved, punished with or without reason, used as a toilet, made to endure extreme pain, beaten up and punched hard everywhere including my face, there’s nothing you can’t do.

EricVisiting – June 19, 2023
He loves being called an ass slut and being fucked to the point he gets emotional. It makes him feel small.

snkblonde – June 14, 2023
I have a truly nagging and pure desire to know what it feels like to break a teenaged boy’s legs, if you’re into that. Thank you for taking the time to consider my proposal. I know your time is very valuable.

oscarlopez (Owner) – June 12, 2023
I am not looking for someone who wants to have small talk after raping me for 45 mins before.


 

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NeedARealMan, 24
Been fantasizing about being hunted down while dressed as Spiderman by someone here and turned into a pile of meat in the fridge :p. This torso longs to be cut open and dismembered.
Yes, I am a little underweight. Less meat to eat, if that’s a problem, I get it.
But you can see what a great trophy my head would be. Willing to meet beforehand for a “sniff” test coffee.

Comments

NicholasNeedsABite – June 18, 2023
Interview would be cute I can do it no problem. You will be beautiful as red meat and with empty chest.

NeedARealMan (Owner) – June 18, 2023
That sounds super hot. Be sure to do some close shots on my guts and severed body parts. Heck I’d even be down to do a video interview before the process like a porn star. I’d also be happy if the video is uploaded for other like minded people to enjoy.

NicholasNeedsABite – June 18, 2023
Pure insanity I am lost for words from this beauty I am seeing and welcome to my fridge if you decide I will film the entire chopping fun with 4K camera.

NeedARealMan (Owner) – June 16, 2023
I don’t think I carry empathy in my tool kit! Sympathy sometimes, so long as it has nothing to do with me! I can cry for you, your situation, or the dumbest of other shit, but I can’t feel the feeling of feeling!! When stuck in a horrific situation, I have the super power to turn off!!

hi_my_name_is_maxim – June 16, 2023
How can you be so perfectly perfect?



 

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TheGreatOne, 19
I are a very tight young couple, so tight I use the pronouns I/me instead of we/us.

I am staying in seperate hotel rooms @ The Oak Hotel in Melbourne until Tuesday @ Midday.

I AM VERY OPEN MINDED!

Open to Sex or not up too you?! Or Just walk in jerk off on me and degrade me for your pleasure as you strangle me and or even be really @busive?! UP TO YOU!

Plus specify if you want Lukey (22) or Mel (19).

Lukey is 22, #DISCREET, #Bi #YouthCounsellor, with #ShavedButt, #Athletic, #Hung (#8) #Uncut #Cock, #Blue #Eyes who is a #hardcore #Masochistic #Nympho.

Or Mel who is 19 #DISCREET, #Student #Studying Psychology, Tiny #SmoothBum, very tight #hole, small nuts, Brunette who is also #Masochist #Nympho.

I ❤️LOVE BEING #STRANGLED (#ASPHYXIA) by Man’s #hands + being #MANHANDLED + #B3ATEN UP and #R@P3D + #T@BU #FANTASIES. 👀❤️⛓️🚭💪↕️🍆🕳️👫👬🙌👊🔫🔥🍑

#NOTHING #SCARES OR #FREAKS ME OUT!

I only make arrangements on Discreet Encrypted Chat Apps if you want to know where let me know!

Yours in Solidarity and Service,
Your Discreet Aussie No Limits + No Holes Barred Masochistic Nymphos

Comments

Pighunter – June 17, 2023
Got a thing for these freaks. Dunno why they just get me goin.

B1gThank5 – June 8, 2023
If you want to fist Mel, and you really should, I recommend doggy style with a wedge pillow under him and a soft pillow to bury his face into. You’ll love the open sound you get when he’s carved open that way, the lube runs right down inside of him and when your hands pull out and they blow it’s like an empty jug. Next thing you know you’re pumping his abdomen and it’s pushing the air in opening up places in him that you didn’t know could be opened up. If you you want to get even deeper grab his hips with your free hand and start rocking them back and forth.

 

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RedPorcupine, 18
Hi there everyone, my name is Asher. I am a 18 year old skinny hetero boytoy. I am not sure when I am planning on doing it, but any woman interested and intrigued enough to do assisted suicide with me perhaps will drop me a line? I want to die. I’ve been drinking myself to death since 12 years old and I’m not even 19. I feel women who would do this only exist here. You can use me sexually nonstop, even while I’m sleeping or sick, before it happens. Don’t let me eat, shower, or do anything I want to do unless I have sex with you first. Note that I am not visually or mentally educated. I am not intelligent.

Comments

alexdelrey – June 8, 2023
god loved u but not enough to save u

Anonymous – June 8, 2023
A 42-year-old Virginia woman earlier this year admitted to the cold-blooded kidnapping and execution of an 18-year-old man whose body was dismembered and discarded in black trash bags. Marianne Costas pleaded guilty to more than 30 criminal charges, including counts of first-degree murder, murder by mob, abduction, and concealing and defiling a corpse in the death of Asher D. Castillo.

Castillo’s remains were discovered concealed in four large black garbage bags in a wooded area of Spotsylvania more than a year ago on Feb. 1, 2022. Castillo had reportedly been shot in the head several times — and at least five times total — before his body was sexually assaulted and chopped up and placed in the bags. Costas was arrested soon after the body was discovered along with two co-defendants, Kyle Smith and Brendon Thierry, both of whom are 46. As a group, they face a total of 85 criminal charges.

RedPorcupine (Owner) – December 16, 2021
Thank you for the kind words. It’s just the idea of a bloody death gets me off so hard, a disgustingly young life ended at the hands of a woman gets me so insanely intimate in my mind.

SuperiorOwner66 – December 16, 2021
I’m a man but baby you so cute and so fucking young you have so much to live for even if it just for your looks and sex it is still a life worth living.

RedPorcupine (Owner) – November 27, 2021
Weeks? Maybe. Months? That would be a little long.

j2702 – November 27, 2021
I’m a woman. Can I torture you for weeks possible months before you are killed?

RedPorcupine (Owner) – November 27, 2021
I only had one previous owner who I was used by from 13 to 17. She was a dirty and perverted old woman old enough to be my grandmother who used me as her object/ animal/ whore/ sex toy, and I loved her for it.

 

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LITTLEBODYBIGHEART, 18
Surly teen in diapers due to a kidney disorder. They are not a fetish. I don’t like them. But, am figuring it out. It has been 5 months now of full time dealing with them. In an ideal situation, they would be made the center of everything. Topping, can’t really happen. Kidney disorder killed that. And I’m not really a good bottom. Or at least that is my view.

Comments

LITTLEBODYBIGHEART (Owner) – June 19, 2023
The Bible is my drug.

HornyMan561 – June 19, 2023
He talks-the-talk and walks-the-walk, especially if his legs are trembling and you’ve given him a limp.

Ransome – June 12, 2023
Son, your mind is of zero interest to me.

LITTLEBODYBIGHEART (Owner) – June 12, 2023
I’m not interested in intelligent people like you. I’m a dumbass. I have not enough in common with y’all. Why would you want to be with someone who would bore you?

Ransome – June 12, 2023
I am a Building contractor, an investor, Philanthropist and a business man, I worked for McCarthy’s Building Inc for 10 years before I created Ransome’s Building Inc 4 years ago. My boy is dead, died few years back (3 years ago) by a car accident. Not been in search for a boy till recently, I’ve been on my boat sailing the Caribbean, Been fun but I need a boy.



 

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Capricorn, 19
I have a very skinny stomach, it’s so sexy, concave and deep, it’s perfect for torture, message me if you want to meet me and torture my very skinny concave stomach, I’m so vulnerable and boney

I love vomiting to have a weak empty stomach before any belly torture begins, because it hurts and feels good

Fasting 1 or 2 full days will make my stomach so weak and soft, perfect for torture and beatings

My favorites are navel torture, stomach punching, being gagged, helpless, very hard stomach slapping, bellybutton power poking, bellybutton finger fucking, hand jobs till I’m so cum dry I’m screaming, navel power drilling without a drill tip, stomach whipping

My Safe Word is: STOP

Comments

SubversivoL – June 16, 2023
I have a lot of semen for you.

Rivercityman – June 13, 2023
I’ve been raining hell on his stomach off and on for over a year now and I’ve become pretty good at it:)

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Tosh Berman, Hi. Well, I obviously highly recommend you get a Tate book. There is a Selected, and, yeah, that’s probably the best place to start. Thank you! ** Misanthrope, There are definitely those who think a Patti Smith reference makes one cool, but I am not one of them. But I am an island. Here’s hoping the whisper becomes a scream (hers, not yours) by the end of today. ** Jeff J, Hi, Jeff. So happy you like Tate! Excellent about the Song Cave timing. I’m way down and ready. Thank you! Right now we’re getting an edit of the film ready to submit to a post-production grant whose deadline is on Monday, so we’re going through it and putting in stand-in versions of all the haunted house sounds and getting the voice/ambient levels right mostly. The edit in general is mostly locked in (at least for now) apart from the haunted house section, as I said on the Zoom, although we’re hoping to suss that and lock it down today. So, refinements for the large part, yes. Super excited. Thank you for asking, pal. How’s the middle of the trilogy going? ** Bill, Hi. Oh, yeah, I remember that Tate poem, and I don’t think it’s online, but I could be wrong. Ha ha, poor prom-less James Tate. ** Darbz 🕷, Hey there. I’m so sorry to hear that all of your efforts on the poor wasp’s behalf were not enough. Hopefully he/she/they had a productive life. That girl at the hospital is pure evil. Jesus. Boring answer, but I assume clouds taste like fog. Which tastes delicious. Good luck with the draft. I’m cheerleading over here. Love from inside the melted cheese in the quesadilla at the best Mexican restaurant in Paris where I’ll be celebrating a friend’s birthday today. ** _Black_Acrylic, I’m glad Tate’s poems transcended your usual tastes. Please do psych yourself up to write. That would be such a boon. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Thanks!!! For some reason I’m okay with getting sucked into books or music or films to the temporary detriment of my work. I guess I’m a snob or something? ‘Goodtime Jesus’, nice pick, love! I, Love, are a very tight young couple, so tight I use the pronouns I/me instead of we/us, G. ** l@rst, Hey, man! That is a compliment, most definitely. I’m well enough, and I trust you are too? What’s new? ** Nasir, Hi. I’m so happy you liked his poems. I’m, like, the biggest fan, as I said. Stuff got done here yesterday, and hopefully will today too. And I hope today is a huge success for you. Hugs. ** Steve Erickson, Right, I suppose so, yes. I need to watch my p’s and q’s. Thanks about the funding. Boy, me too, let me tell you. ** Cody Goodnight, Hi, Cody. I needed more sleep than I got, so I’m a little hazy. But ok. Very, very happy you enjoyed the James Tate poems! That’s quite a double bill. I’m sure it did its pleasure-making job. Good old ‘Alien’. I’m a big fan of Ridley Scott’s often overlooked and unfairly derided ‘Legend’. My favorite Bowie album … ‘Low’, I think. Yeah, ‘Low’. What’s yours? Awesome hours ahead to you. ** A, Hi. I greatly prefer having a novel’s totality so I can assess my own ‘best of’ parts, which might be quite different than your guess at my fave bits, you never know. We do really need the grant, so thanks, and I hope astrology is true for one day at least. You can give the magazine my email, and I can give them or you Zac’s email privately. We greatly need $, but I’m against bribes on principle, so I guess we’ll keep looking, ha ha. ‘Affluenza is diabolical’: can’t argue with that. Bake yourself an early birthday cake today. ** Right. Since it’s the last day of the month, the slaves take over. Good luck. See you tomorrow.

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