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Jeff Jackson presents … “IT’S BETTER TO BE A SUICIDE THAN A ZOMBIE”: JULIO CORTAZAR WRITES HIS ANTI-NOVEL *

* (restored)

 

THE GREATEST BLURB EVER WRITTEN,
or WHY THERE ARE SO MANY BALD PEOPLE

“Anyone who doesn’t read Cortázar is doomed. Not to read him is a serious invisible disease which in time can have terrible consequences. Something similar to a man who has never tasted peaches. He would quietly become sadder…and probably, little by little, he would lose his hair. I don’t want these things to happen to me, so I greedily devour all the fabrications, myths, contradictions, and mortal games of the great Julio Cortázar.”
-Pablo Neruda

 

 

AN INTRODUCTION

The great Argentinean writer Julio Cortázar has already been introduced here once before, focusing on his exceptional collection Blow-Up and Other Stories. Check out that post for more general details and links about his life.

 

 

A NEWLY DISCOVERED INTERVIEW

The idea here is to delve a bit deeper into his work. There are surprisingly few interviews with Julio Cortázar on the web. In the course of some research, I stumbled across a remarkable in-depth profile of him in the book Into the Mainstream: Conversations with Latin American Writers by Luis Harss and Barbara Dohmann. The book was published in 1967 and is long out-of-print, so I thought I’d share some of the most revealing sections of this extensive interview.

 

 

SOME OPENING REMARKS

The Slow Starter

“I was very doubtful about having a book published. In that sense I think I was always very clear-sighted. I watched myself develop and I didn’t force things. I knew that at a certain moment what I was writing was worth quite a bit more than what was being written by other people of my age in Argentina. But, because of the high idea I have of literature, I thought it was stupid to publish just anything as people in Argentina used to do in those days. So I held my fire.” – Julio Cortázar

Avoiding the Plateau

“In everything I’d written I’d been satisfied with inventing pure fantasies. The mere fact of imagining a fantastic situation that resolved itself in a way that was aesthetically satisfactory was enough for me. But I reached a point where I felt I had to deal with something that was a lot closer to me. Fantasy for its own sake had stopped interesting me. By then I was fully aware of the dangerous perfection of the storyteller who reaches a certain level of achievement and stays on that level forever. I was a bit sick of seeing how well my stories turned out. I wanted to stop inventing and stand on my own ground, to look at myself for a bit.” — JC

A Manifesto, of sorts

“I like marginal situations of all kinds. I prefer back alleyways to main thoroughfares. I detest classic itineraries – at every level. These days the great classics, as we might call them, interest me a lot less because I find myself more or less at odds with them. Nobody can deny their remarkable achievements, but they’re entirely circumscribed within the mainstream of Western tradition. What interests me more and more is what I would call the literature of exception. A good page of Alfred Jarry stimulates me much more than the complete works of La Bruyere. This isn’t an absolute judgment. But I agree with Jarry’s great pataphysical principle: ‘The most interesting things are not laws but exceptions.’ The poet must devote himself to hunting for the exceptions and leave the laws to the scientists and other serious writers. Exceptions offer what I call an opening or a fracture, and also, in a sense, a hope.” — JC

 

 

A SELECTIVE OVERVIEW OF HIS WORK

1) The Short Stories

 


Blow-Up and Other Stories


All Fires the Fire

 

Cortázar wrote short stories throughout his career and they’re one of the cornerstones of his work. These two early collections combine stories from various books and comprise his best work in the genre. Which is to say, pieces like “Bestiary,” “End of the Game,” “The Gates of Heaven,” “The Pursuer,” “The Southern Thruway,” and “Instructions for John Howell” are among the very best short fiction ever written.

 


We Love Glenda So Much


A Change of Light

 

These two later collections offer a grab bag of narrative approaches. They’re written in a sparer prose and a bit less successful overall. Still plenty of gems, including “Orientation of Cats,” “Story with Spiders,” and “A Change of Light.”

 


Unreasonable Hours

 

His last collection, often overlooked even by fans, finds Cortázar returning to the fantastical mode that made him famous. “A Leg of the Journey” is one of his masterpieces, both haunting and inscrutable. “Nightmares” and “The School At Night” combine horror and politics in subtle ways.

“The truth is that though these stories may seem like games, while I was writing them I didn’t think of them that way at all. They were glimpses, dimensions, or hints of possibilities that terrified or fascinated me and that I had to exhaust by working them off in a story.” – JC

“The style does not seem careful, but each word has been chosen. No one can retell the plot of a Cortázar story; each one consists of determined words in a determined order. If we try to summarize them, we realize something precious has been lost.” –– Jorge Luis Borges

 

2) The Not-Quite Short Stories


Cronopios and Famas

 

A one-of-a-kind whatsit that’s his most whimsical and overtly experimental book.

“Contents include: Instructions for mounting a staircase, for winding a clock; a sketch about a man who loses his head and learns to detect sounds, smells, and colors with his sense of touch; a section called `Strange Occupations’ which works its effects under the skin, on raw nerve ends. In Cronopios, corpses grow nails, the bald drop their wigs. The author is constantly emptying his pockets under the table.” – Into the Mainstream

 

3) The Great Novel


Hopscotch

 

Widely acknowledged as a classic, Hopscotch has been called the Ulysses of Latin American literature. The novel that can be read in several different ways, allowing the reader to decide their path as they hopscotch throughout the book’s many chapters. It’s challenging, great fun, and often funny.

“In Hopscotch, jokes, gags, are not only dramatic elements but stitches in the narrative fabric. Whole scenes are built on them. Cortázar is a great improviser. His humor can be harsh, hectic, grotesque, ironic, jeering. He is a master of parody, jabberwocky, wordplay, non sequitur, obscenity, even cliché, which he exploits with predatory relish. Farce alternates with fantasy, slang with erudition. Puns, hyperbole, innuendo, sudden shifts and dislocations, all the resources of comic art, including virtuoso nonsense passages, are to work with inexhaustible versatility.” – Into the Mainstream

“I detest solemn searches. What I like above all about the masters of Zen is their complete lack of solemnity. The deepest insights sometimes emerge from a joke, a gag, or a slap in the face. In Hopscotch, there’s a great influence of that attitude, I might even say of that technique.” – JC

 

4) The Controversial Novel


A Manual for Manuel

 

Starting in the 1960s, Cortázar became increasingly involved in leftist political causes. This continued throughout his life, including drawing attention to the atrocities committed in Central America during the 1970s and 80s. A Manual for Manuel is his overtly political novel, which won the prestigious Prix Medicis but was widely dismissed by American critics as agit prop. In fact, Cortázar had bolded expanded the possibilities of the political novel, collaging in elements of pure fantasy and factual news accounts. The result was similar to how Jean-Luc Godard reimagined political filmmaking with Weekend.

“A liberating book which presents a heroic notion of revolution difficult to realize. There will be room in it for Andy Warhol, aleatory music, Rimbaud, Joni Mitchell, and magic.” – Times Literary Supplement

“One of the most urgent Latin American problems is that we need more than ever the Che Guevaras of the language, revolutionaries of literature rather than literati of revolution.” – JC

 

5) The Hybrid Books


Autonauts of the Cosmoroute


From the Observatory


Around the Day in Eighty Worlds

 

These books are charming mash-ups of essay, fiction, nonfiction, photographs, and illustrations. The wide-ranging and intermingled subjects include Marcel Duchamp, Indian astronomical observatories, the life cycle of eels, broken dolls, a month-long pilgrimage with his wife along the Parisian freeway system, and much more.

“The photos are placed intentionally so that the reader may complete the selection with a visual image. The idea of collage fascinates me. If I had technical means to print my own books, I believe I would keep on making collage-books.” -JC

 

 

JULIO CORTAZAR’S GREAT ANTI-NOVEL

The pinnacle of his work, 62: A Model Kit is Cortazar’s most underappreciated novel. It takes its title from Chapter 62 of Hopscotch, where the writer Morelli shares some notes about the ideal book he’d someday like to write:

If I were to write this book, standard behavior would be inexplicable by means of current instrumental psychology. The actors would appear to be unhealthy or complete idiots. Not that they would show themselves incapable of current challenges and responses: love, jealousy, pity, and so on down the line, but in them something which Homo sapiens keeps subliminal would laboriously open up a road as if a third eye were blinking out with effort from under the frontal bone. Everything would be a kind of disquiet, a continuous uprooting, a territory where psychological causality would yield disconcertedly, and those puppets would destroy each other or love each other or recognize each other without suspecting too much that life is trying to change its key in and through and by them.

This connection has led many readers and literary critics to assume the novel is a mere technical exercise or an appendage to its predecessor. Critic Michael Hardin asserts: “62: A Model Kit becomes an extension of Hopscotch, yet another chapter which must be read and incorporated.”

This is bullshit. 62 not only stands as its own work, it’s Cortázar’s most ambitious, accomplished, and fully realized novel. He manages to devise his own counterlanguage and rewire the concepts of plot, setting, and characterization. It’s a staggering achievement with little precedent. The closest analog might not be in literature, but Jacques Rivette’s wild films of the 1970s like Duelle and Noirot.

The continual dislocations of time and space (not to mention the vampire subplot!) lend the novel’s realist situations a vertiginous sense of the fantastic. The point of view keeps shifting from character to character, slowly emphasizing a collective web of relationships over any one personality. The book is full of peculiar juxtapositions, tonal registers, and emotional hues. It can be tough going in the beginning while you’re getting the hang of it, but the novel’s style soon becomes intoxicating as you begin to see how the various intertwined and overlapping stories are hurtling toward their climaxes.

 

 

CORTAZAR TALKS ABOUT 62

The interview for Into the Mainstream was conducted while Cortázar was in the midst of writing 62: A Model Kit. Many of his comments refer either directly or obliquely to this difficult project. They offer the best insights I’ve found to this remarkable book:

“There’s a terrible paradox in being a writer, a man of words, and fighting against words. It’s a kind of suicide. But I want to stress that I don’t fight against words as a whole or in essence. I fight against a certain usage, a language that I think has been falsified, debased, made to serve ignoble ends. Of course I have to fight by means of the words themselves.

“That’s why Hopscotch, from a stylistic point of view, is very badly written. There’s even a part (chapter 75) where the language starts to become very elegant. Oliveira remembers his past life in Buenos Aires and does so in polished and highly chiseled language. It’s an episode that’s written fussing over every word until, after about half a page, suddenly Oliveira breaks out laughing. He’s really been watching himself all the time in the mirror. So then he takes his shaving cream and starts to draw lines and shapes on the mirror, making fun of himself. I think that scene fairly well sums up what the book is trying to do.

“The book I want to write now, which I hope I can write because it’s going to be much more difficult than Hopscotch, will carry this to its final consequences. It will be a book that will probably have very few readers because the ordinary bridges of language that the reader logically expects will have been reduced to a minimum. In Hopscotch there are many bridges left. In that sense, Hopscotch is a hybrid product, a first attack.”

 

 

ARCHITECTURE OF THE ANTI-NOVEL

“I’m going to try to create my own language. The ideal would be to arrive at a language that would reject all the crutches (not only the obvious ones but the others, the ones under cover) and trappings of what is so cheerfully referred to as a literary style. The concept of ‘figures’ will be of use to me instrumentally, because it provides me with a focus very different from the usual ones in a novel that tends to individualize the characters and equip them with personal traits and psychologies.

“I’d like to write in such a way that my writing would be full of life in the deepest sense, full of action and meaning, but a life, action, and meaning that would no longer rely exclusively on the interaction of individuals, but rather on a sort of superaction involving the ‘figures’ formed by a constellation of characters. I realize it isn’t easy at all to explain this.

“I feel daily I’m less of an egoist and more aware of the constant interactions taking place between other things or beings and myself. I have an impression that all that moves on a plane responding to other laws, other structures that lie outside the world of individuality. I would like the book to show how these figures constitute a sort of break with, or denial of, individual reality, sometimes completely unknown to the characters themselves. One of the many problems with this scheme, a problem already hinted at in Hopscotch, is to know up to what point a character can serve a purpose that is fulfilling itself outside of him, without being the least aware of it, without his realizing that he is one of the links in that superaction or superstructure?”

 

 

WIPING THE SLATE

“When all is said and done, I feel very much alone and I think that’s as it should be. In other words, I don’t rely on western tradition alone as a valid passport and culturally I’m also totally disconnected from eastern tradition. The truth is, each day I lose more confidence in myself, and I’m happy. I write worse and worse, from an aesthetic point of view. I’m glad, because I think I’m approaching the point where perhaps I’ll be able to start writing as I think one ought to write in our time. It may seem a kind of suicide, in a sense, but it’s better to be a suicide than a zombie. It may be absurd for a writer to be insist on discarding his work instruments. But I think those instruments are false. I want to wipe my slate clean, start from scratch.”

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p.s. Hey. ** Misanthrope, Hi. So far so good: Da. Oh, right, Labor Day, I remember that. Is that young Spanish player I like and that you don’t doing the US Open? I guess I’m for him. ** Dominik, Hi!!! I only know that my Legder obsessed friend thinks he peaked when he was the star of some TV series called ‘Roar’. You basically nailed salt water taffy. I remember wishing I had a miniature forklift to help pry it out of my teeth. I think the more I talk about it, the more I think I’ll be just fine without it. Hm, it might be too difficult to explain the haunted house sequence’s difficulty, but let me see if I can try. We didn’t shoot it as a walkthrough. You see bits and pieces of it out of order, and they can be organised in any order we want. And until yesterday, when I think we might have finally figured the structure out, nothing was working. Also, a lot of it is seen through the ghost’s eyes, and the ghost gets increasingly emotional, and we don’t have the ghost sound/presence yet, which makes it very hard. The film has this particular sort of tone/quality, sort of emotional but funny and dark, and the haunted house was throwing everything off and destroying the ending of the film (it’s near the end), and that was a huge problem. Yeah, I guess it is too difficult to describe. But we maybe made headway yesterday. And now we have to devise the ghost’s sound because, without it, it’s impossible to know what he right thing is to do. Sorry for the not that helpful answer, but thank you for asking me. I think that, under certain circumstances, I do love howling boys, love. Thank you for asking. How are you, big D? What’s happening? Love finding himself able to talk about various subjects, or on the contrary, be silent or shout, G. ** Tosh Berman, Hi. I did wonder if you meant Harry and that Semiotext(e) book. I’m curious to read it. I think I mentioned I met HS once and he was very creepy to me, so I’d like to get past that. ** Mark, Hey! Welcome back to the US and DC’s! Sounds totally exciting. So, I haven’t gotten the zine yet weirdly. What I thought was the zine package wasn’t. I’m going to have to go really make the concierge search through his stuff. I’m obviously excited and bereft. The French mail system is really messy, I don’t know why. So, anyway, I’m still waiting and jonesing. Cool, and thank you a lot, about the Tom of Finland shebang. I’ll wrack my brains about queer zine makers. Hm, let me think. But it’s really great to see you! I’m still just film-film-film over here, but I’m essentially alright. xo, me. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi. Ooh, let me see if that film is on my Prime over here. Very intriguing. I know about the French gay porn industry, which was/is pretty active, but I know zip about the straight side, and yet there must have been a heady one, it being France and all that. ** Steve Erickson, Hey. As soon as I get another break from the film work, I’m going to look into Civeyrac, information-wise and post-wise. We’re going to do the upcoming submissions one way or another. It’s just a matter of how finished we can get the film to be by then. There’s a programmer at Sundance who specially asked for the film, so we don’t want to miss that, albeit long shot, chance. And Berlin’s deadline isn’t until early November. We really don’t want to wait until next summer. Really don’t. If we don’t get into the first round of festivals, we’ll have to go, I guess. That would really suck. Good, I’ll start hunting for the Armand Hammer. Sounds very promising indeed. ** Cody Goodnight, Hi, Cody. I’m good, just a little fried and stressed from the marathon film work. I do love editing, but I’ve only edited our stuff. I’ve never seen ‘Daria’, isn’t that weird? May your good vibes stick around through the weekend at least. And definitely at least for today, man. ** Ollie ~(‘o’)~, Oh, no, a new (not new) name is nothing but refreshing. Do you have little tricks or exercises or anything that you can use to ward off those ‘things’ that work for you at least sometimes? Obviously, I super extremely hope you get that Halloween store job. I’m counting the fractions of seconds until the Halloween season kicks in. Oh, yeah, I know those piercings. Cool. I have a couple of other friends with them. Dude, if you can do your own haunted house, I can’t think of anything more than you or anyone should do. Wow! I think I stopped wearing Halloween costumes when I was a little kid for some reason. And I don’t remember them other than a pirate costume that I appear to have worn in an ancient family photo. I think I dressed up as a scary princess one year maybe? Oh, wait, I did dress up for a Halloween party when I was in college, but I just dressed up as myself as a teenager, which was only a couple of years earlier. ** Bill, Yes, I saw that Hardy Boys reference, and I immediately thought, this slave is definitely a fake. I just read about the typhoon. Batten down. Hopefully it’ll be more exciting than the California hurricane. ** John Newton, Cool, glad the ‘Nog’ post worked. I never saw the ‘Jesus’ son’ film, did I? No. I’m not wild on adaptations. I never used PCP or angel dust, no. I basically used drugs as a way to experiment to make my brain and my writing more wide and exciting, and those two drugs did not seem like they’d be helpful. I took a ton of LSD as a teen, and I had a very, very bad trip. After that I had to stop smoking marijuana and hash because they would trigger scary remnants of the bad trip. My theory is that the vast majority of the slaves are fakes just hunting for wild minded ‘Masters’ or fake Master dudes to help them jerk off while messaging. ** Nick., Hi. I totally spaced on the blue moon. Anyway, I think the sky was clouded over here that night. Thanks so much for saying that about, well, me. I’m happy you feel comfortable with me. Yeah, I guess I’m sort of an attentive, nice person, or so people who actually know me IRL say. Anyway, cool, because I like talking with you. Have the best day that the day allows. ** Right. Today I’ve restored the fine novelist (and other things) Jeff Jackson’s excellent post about the fiction maestro Julio Cortazar, and I hope you will find things to think about and/or do productively within it for yourselves. Thanks again from the future, Jeff. See all of you tomorrow.

“I LOVE butt plugs, huge toys, fists, household objects, weaponry, and the Grateful Dead.”

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Whoshungry, 23
Oink, just a piggy waiting to be someone’s lunch.

Comments

🐹🐶🦊🐼🐰🐨🐵🐱🦁🐻🐷🐮 – Aug 24, 2023
WANT TO BE MY BOILFRIEND?

Whoshungry (Owner) – Aug 20, 2023
Eat me while I’m young and hot.

Sexualmachine – Aug 20, 2023
Sure, wtf, I’ll do anything to learn and do do stuff I never did.


 

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Prisoner, 19
No sex. No edging, no bjs, kissing, anal, etc
Strictly into being put into prison uniform, handcuffed, shackled, tortured etc and permanent incarcerated.
again No sex.

Comments

Prisoner (Owner) – Aug 8, 2023
I’m on this site because my 5 years girlfriend cheated on me. Also my best friend of 8 years died of poison.


 

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destroymenow, 22
You like howling boys?
I’ve tried everything so nothing will scare me off.
I hate safe words. If I say no, don’t listen. Slap me in the face, shove a gag in my mouth and go even harder.
I’ll gag and choke and vomit all over your cock.
I have to keep my face okay due to work, but from the neck down is yours, punch me, flog me, break my bones, slice me up with a knife. Whatever you want.

Comments

slitneck1 – Aug 9, 2023
Welcome from a fellow sadist who’s had him, I think you will like it.

ScorpioStrangler – Aug 9, 2023
Thought that I would say hello to everyone as I am new to this site. I love to strangle and to maim boys as well as many other fetishes and rest assured they are all brutal. I also love to get into a boy’s mind and fuck with what is or isn’t there. I’m seriously considering this boy here. Any thoughts?

destroymenow (Owner) – Aug 3, 2023
I do struggle a lot with my mental health, and it’s something I’m slowly working on, sorting out through therapy and stuff, so sorry if I dip off the face of the earth. I try to be as upfront as possible, but sometimes it’s quite hard for me.

destroymenow (Owner) – Aug 3, 2023
I have little urges of getting snuffed, but they hardly last, but any fanciful threat to snuff me and I’ll be putty in your hands.


 

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writeifyouwant, 18
Hey y’all I’m Tim from Macon GA. I play fb in high school and love to get fucked in my gear. I do charge 40$.

Comments

writeifyouwant (Owner) – Aug 15, 2023
I want to understand all gay men.

Socialism – Aug 13, 2023
He’s an open book once you crack the spine a bit. Just so there’s no confusion, I’m more kinky than he was, which is fine. Just fact.

CallMeByYourDadsName – Aug 11, 2023
For almost a year now, I have been fucking him in his football uniform and I really like it.

 

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SexandChaos, 21
There is a way to turn any boy from slut to 100% straight into an apparently lifeless fucktoy to move from point A to point B or to use as a faux necrotoy. And NOT kill them. The way is to use injectable insulin.

Injecting him through the jeans will initially make him appear hopelessly drunk, before lapsing into unconsciousness. In a matter of minutes.

A moderate dose with produce a limp fucktoy. A higher dose will produce convulsions. With wrists secured behind the back you can mimic “death throes” and the anal sphincter and the cunt muscles will spasm with periodicity.

The coma can be safely reversed by a glucagon injection or glucose gell, to be given as an enema or used on the mucosa inside the mouth.

Chloral hydrate (knockout drops) and chloroform causes liver failure. Opiates induce respiratory failure and are likely to contain Fentenyl, and you will end of committing murder, which is not a desired outcome.

An insulin coma produces the perfect limp fucktoy.

Comments

CynicalUndead – Aug 6, 2023
Being a sadist is so exciting! Always so much to experience and so much to learn.

Woofywolf – Aug 6, 2023
Hit me up to claim a lean, young, shaved dead body from Seattle for your pleasure.

CaseZone – Aug 6, 2023

MysterySOCKS – Aug 6, 2023
Talking about nasty fantasies, mine is to stop my meds on purpose and stealth poz my very homophobic and serophobic 16 year old brother. Not to mention that he makes me crazy-hot. I’m 20.

Giving him some substances to make him sleep then having my partner filming me while my brother is senseless but his face is clearly visible on video.

Attack his hole till he bleeds copiously then slide in with a single thrust, my partner encouraging me to poz my own brother and after breeding him I write on his back “poz slut”.

Lock him in permanent chastity and when his flu hits, he becomes a slave for me, my partner and whoever I decide he has to be fucked by. Always on videos spreading around his straight friends while we beat the shit out of him everywhere.


 

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t3enagepigboy, 18
I am 18. I want my ass devastated by you, make sure that you have everything you need.

I LOVE butt plugs, huge toys, fists, household objects, weaponry, and the Grateful Dead.

I do not do scat unless you want mine.

Comments

Raindrop789 – Aug 12, 2023
As a side note, I work as a nurse. One of my patients was a well known former twink porn star who had gotten to a place where he could no longer reach back and digitally replace the prolapse and we had to do it for him.

MasterKenneth – Aug 11, 2023
He has a prolapse that is several inches long. He has so much control of it that, while I am rimming him, he can push it into my mouth and retract it back into him. Fucking my face with it. I love to do it — especially after I have shot a few loads in him. It tastes like flesh, like copper, and like blood. Makes sense due to what it is.

BEMYTOY – Aug 11, 2023
I have a question for Master Kenneth. My kinks have always had to do with gaping ass, I love to taste it and get my tongue as far in as possible, which is never far enough. But i have yet to be with a boy that can truly prolapse. I want to fuck one so bad, just let it unroll over my cock like a fuck sleeve and let it milk my dick. I want to suck on it, and just do every sexually deviant thing i can think of! I’m just taking a wild guess that you’ve sucked on this boy’s prolapse? Fucked his sleeve? Etc? How big is it? What does it taste like?

t3enagepigboy (Owner) – Aug 10, 2023
I’m now an owned cunt. I’ve been a slave since June and Master Kenneth has been in love with me the entire time. I have tried to escape but he says he is the love of my life and I have to give him everything. My money my mind my soul. He doesn’t care who knows. He is a sadist. He is a Republican. Republican is great. Whatever he requires of me I have to do. Ended all my relationships. Moved house. Left my job. Prostitute myself. He made me build a bed box with a lockable door where I am jailed when not in use. It turns out I’m quite handy with my hands and it looks awesome all painted black and screws hidden. Most importantly I have convinced him the Grateful Dead are great.


 

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Trumpwon, 19
I think Trump won

it was probably from a lab two. It came from a lab.

Wuhan is it is the sick

Here’s the thing, Trump one. This much we know. I eat diapers

He won.

Comments

backmeup – Aug 8, 2023
Shove his head in your booty and feed him some shit.

Meffistofeles – Aug 4, 2023
Don’t give him chems. It’s never a great sight to see.

Mrhijacker – Aug 4, 2023
I’m a Democrat and my fantasy is to cut your testicles off during an insane drug fuelled sex orgy.


 

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sadvulnerable, 18
Hi my big wish is to meet an evil old sadist here in Denmark who wants to facefuck me until I suffocate to death during sex or after without my bf knowing.

Before I lost my will to live I liked moody memoirs 80’s punks Gregg Araki had a big heart and a deep butt.

Welcome to disturb everyone.

Comments

Beeffranco – Aug 20, 2023
Ok but I hate sheep who tries to be the wolf, so don’t be stubborn bitch.

funwithlazers – Aug 18, 2023
You still have a deep butt.

sadvulnerable (Owner) – Aug 17, 2023
I’ve already gotten rid of my dick mentally.

Laird – Aug 16, 2023
“Find what you love and let it kill you” – Charles Bukowski

NecroHeadfucker – Aug 14, 2023
I have some questions for anyone here who might know the answers. If I were to do as he asks then decapitate him, how long would his head last? How long would the mouth be kissable? How long would the mouth be good for taking dick and cumming inside? If the mouth got dry, how much cum would make it wet again? Do you think spit, precum, cum, and blood all in a head’s mouth would make the inside incredibly fuckable? Why are women’s heads so fucking gross? Why are women so gross?


 

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imdeadinside, 19
I’m 19 and I’m a stoner and need something different in my boring ass life I’m very anti social but I really like to get stoned.

Comments

imdeadinside (Owner) – Aug 12, 2023
That was only because I was in a good mood.

IdRatherBeHereNow – Aug 12, 2023
I raped his throat, took his phone and drained his bank account as I had my dick in his throat. When I was done draining his account, I made him clean my house.

imdeadinside (Owner) – Aug 9, 2023
Not everything needs to end with me having a bruised neck.

WillemVerhelst – Aug 9, 2023
Taste of Hell in my soundproof basement seeking you to dance with the devil in it.

imdeadinside (Owner) – Aug 6, 2023
My hobby is building/painting miniatures for tabletop wargames.



 

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Twiggy, 19
i need someone intellectual to worship me and pay me and i will tell you what you can and can’t do.

Comments

Gaucho – Aug 19, 2023
What’s the catch LOL

Twiggy (Owner) – Aug 16, 2023
at a young age i realized that i am very attractive and i need accept my role in life and face the reality of what i am and what i have be been put on this earth to be.


 

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Alan&Jon, 19
Cuck me (overpower me and fuck my bf, make a video blah blah blah). But tie me up tight cos I’m insanely jealous and possessive and if you don’t I’ll fucking kill you.

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Alan&Jon (Owner) – Aug 8, 2023
We were monogamous for the first six months of our relationship and it was an exhilarating and terrifying and period of my life. He then started fucking around and I decided I needed to place my possessiveness on hold in order to proceed in an “open” relationship. But I can’t push my jealousy and rage down any longer.

Alan&Jon (Owner) – Aug 7, 2023
For instance torture and destroy his big cock while you fuck him or while he sucks me off.

Alan&Jon (Owner) – Aug 7, 2023
Go rough on him or go home.


 

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LOOKINGFORDOGKNOTT, 19
Wanting to get fucked by a real DOG on film (no role play, I want real Zoophilia/ BEASTALITY). If you own a k9 msg me. Not really interested in the owner but you can lube my hole before your dog puts his KNOTT in it.

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mortalcoil – Aug 23, 2023
Watching my dog fuck him was an intense and interesting experience that lit up undiscovered and underutilized neural pathways.

boynextwhore (Owner) – Aug 19, 2023
I’ve sucked human dick before but it was so small it wasn’t even fun.


 

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rapegaymer, 18
Good morning !
I introduce myself, my name is ****, 18 years old, follower of the vicious and black fantasy. As you may have guessed, my trip is being kidnapped.

The trick is simple, I am looking for one or more (preferably several) kidnappers for a long, meticulous plan.

The game is simple at the beginning, I give photos of me, information, and of course location and the kidnappers then decide how to disappear me without a trace and whack me on the head then do what they are worth carte blanche!

Looking forward to being whacked on the head and tied up in your trunk.

Comments

rapegaymer (Owner) – Aug 12, 2023
I’m willing to be sold as well!! I bet I could make a pretty penny for you guys!

LoveBeingaBastard – Aug 8, 2023
I held him captive for five days one time and he is completely no limits with the exception of asking him to kill someone.

rapegaymer (Owner) – Aug 3, 2023
I did have a device that shocked my self but something happened to it.

Tacticaljoe – Aug 3, 2023
I like kidnapping gay boys and I own weapons 🔫🔫🔪🔪💀💀💀💀

rapegaymer (Owner) – Aug 3, 2023
I want my life to always be on edge! PLEASE PUT ME IN DANGER! For all eternity!


 

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freshcutgrass, 18
Hi there I’m Jeremy! I’m a very open young person and go for what I want. I love kidnap scenes, and I fancy myself a new school Hardy Boy, as I love the idea of being a boy snoop who gets captured and tied up and … Truthfully I’ve never had sex at all, but I’m scary curious.

Comments

ExpandingHorizons – Aug 18, 2023
Sex with him is ridiculous; let’s accept it.

freshcutgrass (Owner) – Aug 9, 2023
I may seem like your run of the mill boy, but don’t let my goony exterior fool you when I am in Hardy Boy mode I am IN.

beautifulmaster – Aug 9, 2023
HE’S JUST A BOTTOM. I am SICK of horny bottoms pretending to be a slave because they are desperate for rough sex!


 

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ifdestroyedstilltrue, 22
I have been training this boy’s body and mind to become a perfectly mindless slave and it has completely changed his outlook. He currently has no limits at all so long as it’s gay. He’s still got a long journey to becoming the perfect slave but I know he can do it.

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ifdestroyedstilltrue (Owner) – Aug 17, 2023
He’s up for most things just not stuff which massively damages him ahah you can whip his juicy bod as hard as you want but no knives nothing more than that for him so far ahaha. Sorry I’m a little drunk.

SixtyThreeCamels – Aug 17, 2023
Whats left on his journey?


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SatansDeathPerv, 18
I want to be abducted and forciably taken to remote location where I will raped and killed by cutting throat wide open to continue on cutting my head off and dismembering my body before gutting it and removing my organs. You and whomever else is there will have your meat ready for the grill and eating all my remains. I want to live long enough to observe my butchery before cutting my head off.

Comments

SatansDeathPerv (Owner) – Aug 5, 2023
Existing for eternity as the ROTTING DEATH SPAWN I AM.

Daemon66688 – Aug 5, 2023
SATAN OWNS YOU AND YOU’LL BE HIS SLAVE FOREVER BURNING IN HELL

SatansDeathPerv (Owner) – Aug 5, 2023
HAIL BLOODY BUTCHERED DEATH FOR SATAN

Daemon66688 – Aug 5, 2023
Looks as though we’re all to meet the same fate and probably meet up in Hell afterwards.

SatansDeathPerv (Owner) – Aug 5, 2023
I want my death and slaughter to be slow enough so that you can chew my bloody neck stump before I die.

Daemon66688 – Aug 5, 2023
In the middle of the night as I’m high as fuck, crowds watching … FUCK YES

SatansDeathPerv (Owner) – Aug 5, 2023
Do you seriously find me that enticing and hot that you would fuck and breed me then cut me up and eat me?

Daemon66688 – Aug 5, 2023
Hundreds of men as they watch me naked grunting fucking crawling sniffing eating you

SatansDeathPerv (Owner) – Aug 5, 2023
It’s all I have left to offer. I was born for this moment.


 

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Wierdguy, 20
straight most of the time but a butt fuck would be nice

Comments

gaytwinksneedit – Aug 24, 2023
But he needs to be super baked on weed while huffing deep hits of poppers.

gaytwinksneedit – Aug 24, 2023
First need to prove to him that you’re the Man in the room and that taking his hole is your right.

gaytwinksneedit – Aug 24, 2023
Skinny dude with a firm booty capable of wild multiple round action for a stamina-charged dude.

Grant7801 – Aug 21, 2023
420 over friendly, gets very excited about cookies



 

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Facingthefloor, 19
So many evil horny men with so many ways to enjoy using a boy like me!!

Men have been using me since I was 13. Some play rougher than others. Something about having a slim, pretty piece of fluff gets them all fired up! A pair of strong hands forcing me down, hot breath and sweat on my naked skin, spreading my cheeks…

I’ve a sugar sweet ass that takes fingers, tongues, toys, fists and fucking for as long as you want. Hole is still tight enough to grip your cock and ride you hard. When you grab me tight and I feel your huge cock shredding my hole, my ass will be starving.

I have been so lucky that a large number of super horny men have taken real care to show me just what I’m for. Being kept as a naked toy, collared and gagged, turned into a thing, hung up, tied down, mounted on the wall and from the ceiling.

If you want to any of this with me, I just need the word. Loving how being made into a true object is so freeing. Being displayed is something I adore! It’s so freeing! Being naked, perfect butt on show, tight body and sexy cock will give you so much pleasure. Just an object for you to look at, feel, taste, manhandle and exploit to the maximum.

My mouth has been trained to take a finger, a few more, a whole hand! Nothing is so raw as having my mouth stretched and my throat filled. It’s scary as well. When a man forces all the way and presses his powerful fingers into my tonsils, stopping me breathing, that is intense. Gagging and retching like a bitch as vomit fills my throat and pours from my gasping mouth! Then having him rub his vomit covered cock over my face and down my throat and made to swallow every warm sticky drop!

So much has happened to me and I want it never to end!

Comments

Facingthefloor (Owner) – Aug 18, 2023
I just don’t want to die, not my thing 🤷🏻

canIlickit – Aug 16, 2023
Gentlemen, I think it’s safe to say Jesus has finally returned to the earth.

Facingthefloor (Owner) – Aug 13, 2023
Your huge thick hairy daddy dick made my little blonde pussy so wet.

dirtyskeptic – Aug 13, 2023
That was me. I’m glad you remember.

Facingthefloor (Owner) – Aug 13, 2023
With just one guy? That would be my first Meth-Daddy. The first time I was introduced to T with a slam. He fucked me from ten o’clock in the morning until eight the next morning. There were three further slams at different points and some GHB. I came 5 times during with out ever touching my self and never got hard at all. The entire experience was incredible.

jXslut – Aug 13, 2023
What was your longest fuck session with a single guy?




 

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WhatsOnHere, 19
Tim, 19, perfume collector:)
I like slow deep kissing for a very long time, slow direct spit repeatedly into my mouth. Especially I really enjoy my lips and face to be licked.
I like being kissed when I’ve eaten something, especially when what I ate is very smelly.
I love when a man is sitting on my face for a long time and then licks my face slow for a long time.
I would love to be injected with a drug so I am numbed and not be able to move and have my face licked and mouth eaten out while I am numb. I really enjoy contact eye contact while that is happening 🙂
When my face is being licked and my mouth’s being eaten I like the men to gently pet my numbed body like I’m his little cat.
If men have a long tongue or long fingers to make me choke while kissing drooling lots of bile into his mouth is a hot plus.
After you finish I like you to make me vomit then roll me over face down in my vomit and inject me with something that makes me go to sleep🤍
I have a place but more into visiting yours.

Comments

Alvin66 – Aug 20, 2023
He is able to talk about various subjects, or on the contrary, be silent or shout.



 

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YourSacrifice, 20
BDSM cutting or scribing 🔪

For health reasons, I can at the moment only cut myself live in front of other people

Except: genitals, nipples, forearms, head and neck.

That should just about cover it.

Comments

jimmycontour – Aug 14, 2023
I caved.


 

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AssistedSuicide, 19
I am not sure when I am planning on doing it, but anyone interested enough perhaps will drop me a line? I want to die. I’ve been drinking myself to death since age 11 and I’m not even 20, so somebody out there let me know!!

Comments

AssistedSuicide (Owner) – Aug 25, 2023
I provide you drink and rape me, kill me.

AssistedSuicide (Owner) – Aug 21, 2023
Still open on the suicide if anyone wants it. You have to drunk with me though whiskey gallons please.

AssistedSuicide (Owner) – Aug 16, 2023
I have zero crypto my apologies, I need to get into it.

YourFaceKicked – Aug 16, 2023
Can you work with crypto? I would like to put some money in your account that you can leave to your loved ones.

AssistedSuicide (Owner) – Aug 16, 2023
Thank you for the kind words. But just the idea of a bloody death gets me off so hard, a disgustingly young life ended at the hands of a psycho gets me so insanely intimate in my mind.

Brightlight – Aug 16, 2023
Baby you so cute and in great shape so fucking young you have so much to live for even if it just for your looks.

AssistedSuicide (Owner) – Aug 16, 2023
That would be very hot yes, weeks? Maybe. Months? That would be a little long.

Anonyymist – Aug 16, 2023
Can I rape and torture you for weeks possible months before you are killed.

 

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Damagedgoods, 19
Hi, I come from the gutter, and me and my brother taught ourselves to survive. He’s my twin (not identical). Inspired by him, I want to become something more and think if I had the right mentor I could have more choices than McDonalds. I’m hoping that someone here wants a protégé to mould. I’m cute and smart, funny and obedient. I guess most of those are things people say about you rather than something you say about yourself but this is a bit of an interview so I feel I need to try to sell myself.

I’m not really looking for any pay-per-meet encounters anymore thank you. I’ve been around that block too many times. I want whoever picks me to have a long term opportunity to help me and support me, and I know he will need to have full power over me, and I offer it fully.

Comments

Orion395 – Aug 7, 2023
You really could have done this six months ago when you still looked like your photo.


 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Yeah, I’m okay with getting by in stores and simple things, and I can read French a bit, but it’s still pretty sad. I would say my friend’s obsession is majorly with Ledger’s looks for sure, but I suppose he also likes the way his personality affects his surface. I think probably at least the great majority of taxidermists aren’t murderers, no, but … who knows, really, to be honest. Oh, maybe the American food store has salt water taffy, yes. Great suggestion, I’ll check. It’s really kind of dreadful stuff, but I’m craving it for some bizarre reason. Probably one nibble will be enough. Yes, tell me what the American candy store has. Oooh! Now I want cottage cheese dumplings too, or at least your leftovers. Love helping Zac and me figure out how to make the haunted house section of our film work right because it’s being very, very stubborn at the moment, G. ** T. J., You too, cool. ‘Little Buddha’ isn’t good. Looks nice if you like that big epic looking kind of film, which I don’t, but it’s pretty leaden, and Keanu is, sad to say, truly terrible in it. ‘Drop Edge of Yonder’ is my favorite Wurlitzer novel. Someone must’ve confronted Jarmusch, but it’s true I didn’t find a peep in my search for that post’s stuff. My fave Jarmusch is ‘Ghost Dog’, I think. ** Dee Kilroy, Okay, if he does dunk on it, at least you can reassure him and yourself that I dunk on it a bit too. That is a consolation. Ouch. How nosey! Yeah, wtf happened to Cox. Man, serious drop off. Oregon’s to blame? Ha ha, interestingly posited. I hope you got through the flying deluge. I think I read that it hasn’t been too murderous? ** _Black_Acrylic, High five. Congrats on the tone arm renaissance! I’m eyeing that Jlin myself. Race you to it. ** Tosh Berman, Wurlitzer’s novels are wonderful. I think you would appreciate them. Jack Smith, the prosecutor? ** David Ehrenstein, Very nice. Very, very nice. ** Cody Goodnight, I’m ok. The film editing is a bit intense and hard right now, so I’m a little tired and anxious. But I’m ok. I enjoyed ‘Holy Mountain’ until it starts the pilgrimage for the mountain itself, and then I think it gets very silly-hippie. I agree the 60s ‘Batman’ is up there with the great TV series of all time. I’m personally a huge fan of ‘Green Acres’ from the same period. You have a very, very, very good one, Cody. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Well, at least he used the word ‘mild’. But, yeah, sounds most unpleasant. I read a little about EDGLRD. Very curious. I’m very happy that he seems to be all inspired and aggressively experimenting again. I sure hope his new film is good. Look forward to your single. Capturing writer’s block in a song sounds pretty experimental in and of itself. No, I don’t know Ferrante. The culprit’s name is escaping me. I’ll have a think. We’re editing the film madly. It needs some more shaping and finessing. It’s hard because, as I’ve mentioned, our piece of shit producer has completely stiffed us on post funds, and we have zero. And the film needs serious color correction and basic sound work before we can submit it in a few weeks, and we’re having to try to call in favors from skilled acquaintances to just get the basic things we need. It’s an infuriating situation, and we’re just doing everything we can to make the film at least decent enough looking/sounding that we don’t completely destroy our chances. Thank you for asking. ** Ollie :D, Oh, hi! Ollie is nice. Well, it’s true that we didn’t take any preservation moves on the animals, but then she didn’t tell us too, or maybe she told my parents and they just blew it off. That would make sense. I’m sorry the hospital is possibly looming. I know you’ll ace it, but, yeah, I can’t imagine there’s much to look forward to there, if that happens. Sorry. Fingers strangling crossed. For someone who writes about what I write about, you’d be amazed at how squeamish and wussy I can be about that stuff. I think it’s because it affects me deeply whereas friends of mine can just turn themselves off and enjoy the superficial shocks. Getting back to your story sounds good? ** Right. If you didn’t realise it’s the last day of the month, you do now, thanks to your pals, the slaves. See you tomorrow.

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