The blog of author Dennis Cooper

Month: November 2020 (Page 6 of 12)

Grant Maierhofer presents … Vito Acconci Day *

* (restored)

I’ve struggled fairly hard since I began writing and reading seriously to reconcile my constant fascination with the art/ film/ music/ sculpture/ pop culture world with the mandatory study of literature. Since day one I felt insistent that my love for bands like Discharge or Bad Brains had to be just as valid an influence on my writing as Celine or even Chaucer, and yet for all that insistence it has remained an ever-present burden to figure out just how I could use these nonliterary (obviously it can be argued that everything is literary, but in the interest of time I hope you’ll accept the term in this context) media when the time came to sit down and write something.

Early on a big influence in this respect was Don DeLillo. For all his discussion of literature he was just as adamant that going to the movies in his late twenties was one of the most important art-centric activities in his entire life, and considering his propensity for bringing the art/film/music/etc. into his books, I’d say he’s likely correct.

Lately, and I’d say this no matter where this piece was posted, a great influence has been Dennis Cooper. As many followers of this blog/readers of Cooper’s know, film and high/low art and culture has remained a constant presence in his books, and it could be argued that alongside DFW and Bret Easton Ellis he’s one of the latter 20th century’s masters at making whatever he needs the stuff of literature. It’s because of writers doing this in the past that I’ve chosen to shirk the canon whenever it seems appropriate, and thus I’ve become fascinated with any number of visual artists, musicians, et al, and use their work constantly when thinking of new approaches to writing.

I’ve chosen to create a day for Vito Acconci because, along with Bas Jan Ader, and Bruce Nauman, Acconci’s work is a pretty constant presence in my life of late, and unlike the other two—one is generally reclusive, the other dead-ish (theories abound, I prefer to imagine Ader riding his sailboat on mars)—Acconci is fairly outspoken and hence there’s no shortage of fantastic material to share regarding his work. Furthermore, considering the personal end of this post, Acconci studied writing, and received an MFA from Iowa before getting into visual/ conceptual/ performance/ sculpture artworks, and I find the literary edge to his early stuff absolutely fascinating (and wish more writers could be so bold).

And so, without further ado, here is a smattering of material either by or related to Vito Acconci that moves me of late. I hope you enjoy.

Note: it is next to impossible to feature everything essential about this artist in a single post, and hence I’d like to think of it as a mere opening of a door into a seemingly inexhaustible mind.

 

SOME MOMENTS FROM ‘LANGUAGE TO COVER A PAGE’ (the early writings of vito acconci)

 

THROW (1969, Ink and pastel on painted foamcore with gelatin silver prints)

 

NOV. 22, 1969; CITY SERIES (1969, Typewriting on paper)

 

FOLLOWING PIECE (1969, Gelatin silver prints, chalk, and ink on index cards mounted to board)

 

SOME VIDEO TO MOVE FORWARD IN YEARS

‘CENTERS’ (1971, video)

“Pointing at my own image on the video monitor: my attempt is to keep my finger constantly in the center of the screen—I keep narrowing my focus into my finger. The result [the TV image] turns the activity around: a pointing away from myself, at an outside viewer.”

—Vito Acconci, “Body as Place-Moving in on Myself, Performing Myself,” Avalanche 6 (Fall 1972)

“By its very mise-en-scène, Centers typifies the structural characteristics of the video medium. For Centers was made by Acconci’s using the video monitor as a mirror. As we look at the artist sighting along his outstretched arm and forefinger toward the center of the screen we are watching, what we see is a sustained tautology: a line of sight that begins at Acconci’s plane of vision and ends at the eyes of his projected double.”

—Rosalind Krauss, “Video: The Aesthetics of Narcissism,” October 1 (Spring 1976)

 

‘UNDERTONE (excerpt)’ (1972, video)

“In this now infamous tape, exemplary of his early transgressive performance style, Vito Acconci sits and relates a masturbatory fantasy about a girl rubbing his legs under the table. Carrying on a rambling dialogue that shifts back and forth between the camera/spectator and himself, Acconci sexualizes the implicit contract between performer and viewer – the viewer serving as a voyeur who makes the performance possible by watching and completing the scene, believing the fantasy.” – Artforum

 

‘THEME SONG’ (1973, video)

 

‘OPEN BOOK’ (1974, video)

 

STILLS FROM MANY OF THE AFOREMENTIONED WORKS AND MORE

‘Blinks’ (1970)

“Holding a camera, aimed away from me and ready to shoot, while walking a continuous line down a city street.
Try not to blink.
Each time I blink: snap a photo.”

 

‘Seedbed’ (1972, video)

“In January 1971, Acconci performed Seedbed intermittently at New York’s Sonnabend Gallery. On days he performed, visitors entered to find the gallery empty except for a low wooden ramp. Below the ramp, out of sight, Acconci masturbated, basing his sexual fantasies on the movement of visitors above him. He narrated these fantasies aloud, his voice projected through speakers into the gallery. This video documents the performance.

The following text, which documents and transcribes Seedbed, was published in Avalanche magazine in 1972:

. . . I’m doing this with you now . . . you’re in front of me . . . you’re turning around . . . I’m moving toward you . . . leaning toward you . . .

Under the ramp: I’m moving from point to point, covering the floor . . . (I was thinking in terms of producing seed, leaving seed throughout the underground area).

I’m turned to myself: turned onto myself: constant contact with my body (rub my body in order to rub it away, rub something away from it, leave that and move on): masturbating: I have to continue all day—cover the floor with sperm, seed the floor.

Through the viewers: because of the viewers: I can hear their footsteps, they’re walking on top of me, to the side of me—I’m catching up with them—I’m focusing on one of them: I can form an image of you, dream about you, work on you.

. . . you’re on my left . . . you’re moving away but I’m pushing my body against you, into the corner . . . you’re bending your head down, over me . . . I’m pressing my eyes into your hair . . .I can go on as I think of you, you can reinforce my excitement, serve as my medium (the seed planted on the floor is a joint result of my presence and yours). You can listen to me; I want you to stay here; you can walk around me; walk past me; come back; sit here; lie close to me; walk with me again.

Reasons to move away from a space: there’s no need to stay—I’ve left something there, outside, that used to be here, inside—I’ve left something there that can grow, develop, on its own.

Reasons to move: I can move with an easy mind—what’s left behind is safe, in storage.”– MoMA

 

‘Trademarks’ (1970, performance)

 

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“One of the more thoughtful and articulate artists of his generation, Vito Acconci began producing conceptually-driven performances in 1969 with Following Piece. In that work, he randomly followed strangers around New York City until they went into a non-public space. Since then he has often explored the relationship between the artist and viewer, challenging the very nature of the artistic experience.

In another group of works, Acconci tests the question: “How do I prove I’m concentrating on myself? I do something to myself (attack myself).” In Rubbing Piece (1970), he sat in a restaurant and rubbed his arm until it bled to see if viewers were more likely to approach him if he made himself vulnerable. In Trademarks, Acconci again puts his body to the challenge. Sitting naked in a gallery space, he bit different parts of his body in an attempt to reach as much of it as possible. His motive was “to move into myself–move around myself–move in order to close a system.” He then applied printer’s ink to the bites and made imprints of them, thus literalizing the idea of the artist as the maker.” – The Walker

(I’m now going to let myself go nuts and simply insert images without their background and such. I apologize for this, and yet immediately rescind that apology, because for all the stress it may cause to pin down just where each image comes from, the visual feast resulting will make everything well worth it. Enjoy.)

 

INTERVIEWS/READINGS
W/ RICHARD PRINCE FOR BOMB MAGAZINE

I met Vito in Vienna in 1986. We’ve been following each other around, in a way, ever since: we both showed at International with Monument and now we both show with Barbara Gladstone. He just had a show, and my show followed his: I told him I felt like the Rolling Stones following James Brown at the Tammy Awards in 1964. I wanted to talk to him about mainstream cults.

Richard Prince Born in the Bronx, 1946?

Vito Acconci 1940; I wish you were right with 1946.

RP And graduated from Holy Cross in 1962?

VA Went to Catholic elementary school, high school, college. There wasn’t a woman in my classroom between kindergarten and graduate school.

RP When did you come to New York?

VA I thought I was always here; the Bronx, after all. But then again, in retrospect, it was like the country, a wild country where I grew up, but at the same time, a kind of Midwest in New York. Then I went to the real Midwest, graduate school in Iowa City. I came back to New York in 1964 and saw a lot of movies. I was writing poetry then; I saw a Jasper Johns for the first time, and realized that I was at least ten years behind my time.

RP 1971: John Gibson Gallery—who were some of the artists around then? Was anybody else doing things like you? What about minimalism? Robert Smithson?

VA I thought everybody was doing things like I was. I think we all shared the same general concerns, to break out of, and break, the gallery system—to range the way the “Whole Earth Catalogue” ranged—to be as articulate as possible about work so that art wasn’t mystified, to see art as just one system in an interrelated field of systems, to hate the United States, and power, during the Vietnam War.

Minimalism was my father-art. For the first time, I was forced to recognize an entire space, and the people in it (I had to look at the light socket on the wall, just in case, I wasn’t going to play the fool). Until minimalism, I had been taught, or I taught myself, to look only within a frame; with minimalism the frame broke, or at least stretched.

Smithson was probably everybody’s conscience. Maybe because Smithson went outside, I could go inside—I had to go somewhere else—inside myself.

RP What about someone like Dennis Oppenheim?

VA He’s the art context person I’ve been personally closest to, from the beginning. He’s the most restless artist I know.

RP Chris Burden was somebody on the other coast who got a lot of publicity for that gun shot piece. I always thought that was a major network piece, something the prime timers, Life or People magazine, could get, whereas your work was more a mainstream cult. Your pieces didn’t have any hambone or dancing bear stuff in them. Your work never seemed to have a facelift. What did you think of that Burden piece—cheap shot? Good shot? Corn ball? Did you roll your eyes and say, “Please?”

VA I didn’t take Chris seriously enough until later; maybe at first, I saw him as a competitor—anything you can do I can do better, anything you can do, I can do more tortuously. I pay more attention to him now than ever: he grabs particular situations better than anyone else—for that situation, after careful consideration, he performs a serious prank.

RP I see the media as the Antichrist. How do you view the media?

VA My early work depended on media. An action needed reportage, it didn’t exist unless it was reported. For my work now, I see the media as a travel guide, it points out places. But the situation hasn’t changed much, most of the public stuff I do doesn’t get built. It remains in model form, the embodiment of the idea. A model space is a purified space, away from the changes of place and time and people; media can put it, if not into an actual place, at least into the news. As long as there are multiple media, I love the “distortions” of media, because those distortions are multiplied and contradictory.

RP What about feminism? The difference between the ’70s and now?

VA My early work came out of a context of feminism, and depended on that context. Performance in the early seventies was inherently feminist art. I, as a male doing performance, was probably colonizing it.

RP Pornography—what do you find pornographic?

VA A conversation in which a man keeps touching a woman’s arm, a man on the street looking back at a woman who’s just walked by; a man kissing goodbye a woman he’s just met . . . and probably a woman doing the same. I don’t know if these things are pornographic, but they’re probably obscene.

RP What kind of sex do you like?

VA The kind in which two people use every part of their bodies and every secretion of those bodies and every level of pressure those bodies can exert.

RP Did you have any encounters with the Vietnam War?

VA I was in the usual demonstrations. I was one of the usual suspects. My early work came out of the context of the Vietnam War: self-immolation, boundary protection, aggression. The problem was that the work generalized those themes away from a particular target. It made them “ideas” and not political action.

RP They always talk about your voice. You really think you would have been able to fuck anyone without it (using your voice as a sexual persuasion)?

VA Anyone? Well, that’s probably exaggerated. But there are people I would never have fucked with if I hadn’t been an “art star.”

It’s not that I’ve used my voice as a sexual persuasion. I hope I’ve never tried to persuade anyone to fuck me. My voice probably has, for some people, a storage of sexual associations (Humphrey Bogart, Ida Lupino). Also, it seems to come out of some depths, so it probably promises intimacy, sincerity, integrity, maybe some deep, dark secret (it ties into biases of Western culture, it seems to go beyond surfaces).

RP You live in your studio.

VA I can’t separate living and working; I like to sleep for an hour, get up, work, sleep again, etc. I need to have books and records (tapes, CDs) around me at all times like pets, like walls.

RP You’re Catholic. Is that like being . . .

VA Was Catholic. But you didn’t finish the question. The thing that still interests me about Catholicism is the number of saints. There’s no void, no distance between “person” and “God.” There are all those saints in between: every misfit, every problem has a patron saint attached. So you’re always part of a crowd, and there’s no abstraction, everything’s tangible.

RP What kind of drugs have you taken? Have they done anything for you?

VA The usual late sixties drugs: pot, hash, mescaline, not even LSD. And hardly more than once. I was only a tourist. I get woozy, I’m afraid of losing control.

RP There’s an old joke, “Sex between two people is beautiful. Sex between five people is fantastic.” What would be an ideal sex situation for you?

VA Theoretically, sex with everybody. In fact, sex with one person I feel inextricably connected with.


Acconci, Adjustable Wall Bra, 1990–91, rebar, plaster, canvas, steel cable, audio, and lights, 288×96 x 60” variable. Courtesy of Barbara Gladstone.

RP What are your favorite TV programs, if you watch it at all?

VA Mainly watch when I’m eating. It could be anything (eat anything, watch anything). Eat late; so I see news, Nightline, Night Heat, ends of ballgames, commercials.

RP Movies? Which one comes to mind?

VA The Searchers, Videodrome, Blade Runner, Detour, Phantom of Paradise, Shock Corridor, Double Indemnity, The Killing of a Chinese Bookie, Last Year at Marienbad . . .

RP Do you ever feel like disappearing? Your early pieces had an appearance/disappearance method to them.

VA The early work applied stress to the body that then had to adapt, change, open up, because of that stress. Remember, this was just after the late sixties, the time—the starting time of gender other than male, race other than white, culture other than Western; I wanted to get rid of myself so there could be room for other selves.

RP You’ve said a lot of the early work focused on your self so you started using a camera because one thing you were sure of was that “I had my own person.” Do you see a difference between personality and person?

VA Personality fixes person, makes it static. That was a flaw of my early work: it started by being the activity of a person, any person, like any other—but once that person became photographed it became a specialized person, the object of a personality cult. After a while, anyone who knew work of mine knew what I looked like; action had become trademark. So I had to disappear from my work, certainly. And that takes us back to the question before this: I don’t know if I ever feel like disappearing—spreading out and branching out maybe—but I’m stuck with old habits: I want to keep working, other people work with me, there’s got to be someone for them to work with, I have to be around somewhere so work can be around elsewhere.

RP Do you still see yourself as a male cartoon?

VA When I said that, I meant—I hope I meant—not “myself” but “myself-as-performer” in some of the early work, where maleness was made so blatant that it stood out like a cartoon: so then it could be targeted, it could be analyzed, it could be pilloried.

I still see a lot of my work as cartoon-like: turn a house upside down, build a miniature Supreme Court that’s “ours” and submerge it in the ground in front of “theirs.” I’d like a piece to appear in the world, on the street, like anything else on the street except that maybe it’s in a dot matrix, maybe the colors are too simplified, maybe it oozes.

RP Polanski?

VA Except for early stuff, like Knife in the Water, I haven’t thought about his movies much. I think of the person, or the myth of the person, more than the work, and I don’t like that myth; I’ve been in relationships with people much younger than I am, and he makes a relationship like that look ugly, and I don’t want to believe they have to be ugly.

RP Have you ever had someone who you’ve been close to come to some unspeakable harm?

VA People died, in ordinary ways, probably too unspeakable.

RP What’s your relationship to your mother?

VA We speak on the phone every night; I’m an only child; my father’s been dead over 25 years. By this time we should know each other, but neither of us asks the right questions; maybe, in spite of all the phone time, we leave each other alone too much.

RP Would you consider serving on the Supreme Court?

VA I don’t want to make laws and commandments. I do want to make places that function as models, models for activities, but models can be tampered with, and added to and subtracted from, and there’s no punishment.

RP What did you mean by “dumb literalness”?

VA I don’t remember in which context I said this. What I would mean now is: I want a thing, a place, to just be there, and not look as if it’s asking for interpretation—maybe you wonder about it later, or you wonder about it on the side, but you don’t have to talk about it in order to use it—something that’s so clear you can’t believe your eyes, something without an inside, like a stone.

RP Can insanity be prevented?

VA For me, insanity would be like a vacation, or a belief in god; out of desperation, you let yourself fall into it.

RP When a person says gloomily, “No one understands me,” are they telling the truth?

VA They’re telling the truth in the sense that they’re making a demand: “Don’t understand me.” (Underneath the imperative is a subjunctive: “I hope nobody understands me, because if somebody does, then I’m just like everybody else. Who am I then?”)

RP Do you think anyone understands how another person feels?

VA Everybody, in a particular culture, understands the language other people in that culture use when talking about feelings, and that’s all understanding can do, it can understand language. Language is the realm of feelings when thought about or talked about, and that’s enough to take us from language to some kind of action.

RP Did you ever play any sports?

VA When I was a child; all the usual sports, in the usual awkward way. At the same time, from the early sixties, I’ve had a make-believe baseball player. I follow his career, think about him when I’m falling asleep, when I’m drifting around the studio. He’s my age, based on somebody I went to elementary school with (there had to be a real person to ground this on, though that real person was, as far as I know, nothing like this make-believe person, the real person functioned as a man without qualities, only the bones onto which all my storage could be grafted). The ballplayer’s an outfielder (all alone like an American pioneer), he’s batted .500 once, hit 121 home-runs one season, pitched a little toward the end of his career in the mid-eighties (relief pitcher, came in just when everybody needed him). He’s played other sports off-season (the thing about this guy is that he has only basic skills, he’s taught himself to be—willed himself into being—a superhuman player). One trouble is, he’s been traded a lot, he sticks out like a sore thumb, he’s never been on a World Series-winning team. He has a personal life: he’s gone out with actresses, rock singers. After he retired, he made a movie, 24 hours long, about the real invention of baseball, around the wagon trains on their way west (Jodie Foster plays the woman who began the sport). He’s making a comeback now, trying to stretch his career into four decades (he tried a comeback a few years ago, but he had gotten into trouble with some kids at The Palladium, and was drummed out of baseball). Now he’s playing with Oakland. After all, people forget. And anyway, they don’t worry about that sort of thing in the birthplace of the Raiders, so now he has one last chance at a World Series, one last chance at being a team player on this team of individuals.


Vito Acconci, Proposal for Site 3B, Expo 1992, Seville, 1990, 19 ½ x 78 ¾ x 39 ¼” model at 1/4 scale. Photo by Vito Acconci. Courtesy Acconci Studio.

RP Do you think women are more easily satisfied with their portraits than men?

VA More easily satisfied with (painted) portraits, less with photographs. (I don’t have any idea what you’re talking about, I’m just playing your game.)

RP I was wondering, do you think you can break a bad habit by practicing it to excess?

VA By practicing it to excess, you can break the habit of calling it a “bad habit.” It just becomes ordinary life.

RP Do you think it is possible to reason with people who are in love?

VA When I’m in love, I think I can be reasoned with most easily. On one hand, I’m always eager to find reasons to question my love, break that love; on the other hand, I’m determined to be in this love-state, love-event. But, in order to be really determined and adamant, I have to know all the reasons against it, and do it anyway.

RP Is there one sure sign that you’re not an emotional grown-up?

VA When I’m stuck on a piece, or when I hate my work, and I complain about this to people around me, I’m making the assumption that other people would be interested in what are, after all, ordinary troubles, and just mine, and of no concern to them.

RP What’s the best way to conquer fear?

VA My early pieces were based on stage-fright. In every early performance, I spent the first few minutes having second thoughts, “This is the worst piece I’ve ever done. The only honest thing is to admit this and get out of here.” But then, after a while, since the pieces usually involved some kind of talk, both to myself and to others, after a while I talked myself into it. I was hypnotized and the piece went on. (But, if I conquered anything, it was only the fear of performing. In everyday life, I’d be as afraid as I always was.)

RP How would you cure an inferiority complex?

VA Remind myself of some kernel of something in some piece I’ve done, tell myself that this could—just possibly—improve and range in the future. That might be illusory, of course, but so might the inferiority complex. I’d be fighting it at its own level.

RP Under what circumstances would you murder someone?

VA I could see myself murdering the Fascists in Salo, the rapists in Ms 45.

RP Don’t you think it’s a little pessimistic to believe you can read a person’s character by the way they look?

VA Yes, since it implies direct cause-and-effect. The character causes the look, and the look causes the character, and there’s no escape. But it might also be said to be optimistic, the belief that things can be so solvable and handle-able.

RP Is anything worth worrying about?

VA Yes. Falling into old habits, customary modes of working, already-used solutions. At the same time, I worry about not reusing solutions. I have a tendency, when starting a piece, to act as if I’ve never done a piece before, as if I have nothing to fall back on. I worry about that, so I have to assume it’s worth worrying about. It’s worth worrying about because it reveals a romanticization, a desire to divorce myself from history, from my own history, a desire to think of myself as a person alone in a vast unanswering universe—I hate ideas like that so I’d better worry about it.

RP What about anxiety, do you have any?

VA Anxiety about exclusion from large group shows, particularly European shows, anxiety that certain directions aren’t clear enough in my work. (E. g., I think of my work as more political than apparently a lot of other people think. I think the only way art should exist is as politics, as a critique of power and an impetus to change. I’m anxious: either I’m missing something or they’re missing something, and if it’s them then I’m missing an opportunity to change their minds.)

My biggest anxiety is that my stuff just isn’t good enough, and sometimes I can’t even answer “good enough for what?” That’s what causes the anxiety.

RP Is there some piece you’ve wanted to put out there but thought, “Even I couldn’t get away with that?”

VA There have been pieces I didn’t know how to do, so I never worked them out far enough to put out. In the early days, there was an idea of some performance on a floor filled with babies. In the early ’80s, there were some vague ideas of walking houses and rolling homes.

Doing a public space project always means adaptation, and modification, sometimes because of subject matter (no pricks, no cunts, no burning American flags), sometimes because of safety standards (no holes, no heights without railings). But I don’t think I’ve felt stopped from something I’ve wanted to do. I don’t think I’d want to do something that didn’t fit into the conventions of public space (the pieces aren’t put out in front of people, they already contain within them at least a general idea of people, actions and customs). You don’t put something out, you infiltrate, you squeeze something through.

RP What part of women do you like best? I like the voice, I think, just the way a woman can say your name.

VA The vagina. If the person is someone I’m not involved with, then the vagina must be the reason that the characteristics/qualities I’m drawn to in that person are different from those similar characteristics in a man. If the person is someone I’m involved with, then the vagina is, literally, my way to get inside that person and that person’s way to envelop me.

RP What do you live for?

VA If I can’t change the world, then maybe I can at least change something about the space in the world, the instruments in the world.

What keeps me living is this: the idea that I might provide some kind of situation that makes people do a double-take, that nudges people out of certainty and assumption of power. (Another way of putting this: some kind of situation that might make people walk differently.)

RP Do you eat pizza?

VA Yes. There was a time in the seventies when I couldn’t walk by a pizza parlour I hadn’t tried, I had to go in for a slice. I wanted to eat every pizza in New York.

RP Who do you think the Pat Boone of the art world is?

VA This might be the question I love most, but I have no idea how to answer it. (Shit, I suddenly have one or two ideas, but I won’t say a word.)

Let me avoid the question. The thing that means most to me about Pat Boone is that for people of my situation and class, at a certain time, he made black music available—distorted certainly—but enough so that you could go and hunt down the real thing.


Vito Acconci, Convertible Clam Shelter, 1990, fiberglass, galvanized steel, clamshells, audio, and lights, 4×10 x 8’ when closed. Photo by Vito Acconci. Courtesy of Acconci Studio.

RP What makes you cry? Is there some kind of music, a scene in a movie?

VA Twice, when a person I was in love with left me, I cried. Now, in love with someone, I cry sometimes when I’m with her and I feel I’m part of her and she’s part of me and that’s all there is to that.

I cry at the end of Last Year at Marienbad, when the narrator says (and there’s no one left on screen):
“You were alone—together—with me.”

I cry when Gloria Swanson comes in for her close-up at the end of Sunset Boulevard and she blurs out on the screen.

I cry when John Wayne slips down off his rearing horse in The Searchers—the horse is just about to pounce down on Natalie Wood—and he picks her up in his arms and says, “Let’s go home, Debbie.”

I cry (or something like it) when Jeremy Irons in Dead Ringers drifts around his dead brother’s body (his dead self) and says/sings, “El-lie, El-lie, El-lie . . .”

I cry (or something like it) in the middle of the Sex Pistols’ “Bodies” when the music stops for an instant and then starts again, with Johnny Rotten’s voice coming in, “Fuck this and fuck that.”

I cry (or something like it) when I look up through the Guggenheim’s spiralling ramps, up to the circle of light coming in at the top.

I’d probably cry, or something like it, at the Malaparte House in Capri, if I were there.

RP Do you think about what you are going to wear before you go out?

VA A little. If I’m going farther than my immediate neighborhood, I take off my green pants (indoor pants) and put on my black pants (outdoor pants). I decide whether to wear a black collared shirt or a black turtleneck (the old one that’s turning blue-gray, or the newer one still black, or the one with the hole in the sleeve). I choose between my black jacket (if I care about my image that day) or my green army jacket,

I guess whether it’s cold enough to wear my green army coat.

RP I’ve heard you referred to as “The Hunger Artist.” The hunger artist supposedly leaves out or forgets about public opinion.

VA I never leave out public opinion, not public appreciation but public consideration, public response; people are part of all the pieces I do. I anticipate a range of responses, or at least actions.

RP Why do you think you’re an artist’s artist?

VA If I’m an “artist’s artist,” it’s probably because: I don’t make much money; my work seems to change, so it looks as if I must be trying; I’ve been with a lot of galleries, so it looks like I’m my own person, no strings on me.

RP You once told me you’ve saved a lot of money by not having to go to a shrink. What did you mean?

VA Early work of mine might have been a substitute: I went through the motions of therapy, I physicalized therapy. (But I don’t think that was the purpose, I thought I was doing art. I was shifting the focus from art-object to art-doer. To prove I was focusing, I could target in on that art-doer, myself, physically—by extension—I could knock that art-doer out of existence and move out of self and on to place. So, if therapy is about getting rid of the problem, then my early work was getting rid of me.)

Also, I used to be Catholic, I couldn’t make myself go to another priest.

RP Did you really ever have an orgasm under the Seedbed?

VA Yes.

RP Have you ever seen someone murdered or executed? What do you think about capital punishment?

VA No. No use for it, and even if there were use, no justification for it.

RP Do you really describe yourself as a minimalist, can that be amended?

VA My early work came out of minimalism (and also out of R. D. Laing and Erving Goffman and Edward Hall and Kurt Lewin and pop psychology of the time . . . but that’s another question.)

If minimalism was my father-art, I had to find something wrong with it, I had to kill the father. (The flaw in minimalism, as I saw it, was that it could have come from anywhere, it was there as if from all time, it was like the black monolith in 2001.) Well, if something just appears out of nowhere, then you never can tell where it might have come from, all you can do is bow down, kneel down, you’d better respect it. To get around this, I probably made the decision that, whatever I did, I would make its source clear: that source was me, I was the doer, I would present my own person. (When I think of Seedbed, I think of the room as a prototypical minimal-art space: nothing on the walls, nothing on the floor, except in this case there was a worm under the floor.)

I still think of my stuff as making minimal moves: it bulges walls out, digs under floors, it’s usually tied into buildings so it’s based on right angles. But I don’t know if that has anything to do with minimal art. It probably has more to do with co-habiting a space and fitting in, nudging in . . .

RP Would you shoot an animal for sport?

VA No.

RP Who do you do your art for?

VA For myself, to prove I can think. For other people, living people, to join in a mix of theories that might sooner or later lead to practices; for future people, to function as a track that might be renovated and taken from.

RP What kinds of food do you eat?

VA I could probably eat nothing but Chinese food everyday for the rest of my life. But I don’t. What I eat is: if I go out, Indian, Chinese, Thai; if I stay home, which is what I usually do, basic chickens, basic pastas, basic salads.

RP Do you know any good jokes?

VA Best joke I’ve heard recently is an old Milton Berle routine.

A resort in the Catskills. Lots of women around: widows divorcees, they’re searching for men; one of them spots a man she hasn’t seen before.

“You’re new here,” she says.
“Yeah,” he says, “I’ve been in the can!”
She’s confused, “You’ve been on the toilet?”
“No, no, I graduated.”
She’s confused again, “You’re just out of college? You’re that young?”
“No, no, when I say I’ve been in the can, when I say I graduated, I mean I was doing time.”
She’s still confused, “Doing time? What time?”
“Let me explain. You see, there was my wife. I took an axe, I chopped my wife into 25 pieces.”
“Oh, you’re single?”

RP Have you been married, any children?

VA I was married in 1962, just after I graduated from college, we lived together on and off until 1968, no children.

RP Do you have a good memory? How far back can you recall?

VA I remember scenes from movies well, and lines from books and movies and songs. I don’t remember faces well or, more precisely, I don’t connect names and faces. I don’t think I remember further back than to the age of four and even then, it might be that I’ve been helped by photographs.

What I remember most from childhood, around five or six or seven, is a recurrent childhood dream. I’m in the bathroom, I’m standing in front of the toilet, I’m pissing. I’m pissing blood. I draw back, shocked, scared: as I draw back, my piss shoots all over the place, all over the walls, over the ceiling. I see what’s happening, I make a sudden decision, I grab my prick and direct my piss more determinedly over every inch of the walls and ceiling, I’m not scared anymore, I’m exulting. The color of the room is changing and it’s all because of me.

The real life incident I remember is: I’m over my father’s knee, he’s spanking me, I’m about five. As he spanks me, I throw up, I’m vomiting spaghetti all around his feet. (The spaghetti I had eaten had tomato sauce on it, I was sure of that, but as it came back out of my mouth, it came out all white, as if it was filtered through my insides).

RP What kinds of men and women do you dislike?

VA I like multi-directedness, and the look of a frightened colt, and the little engine that could, and grasping at straws: I dislike smugness and self-satisfaction.

RP Did you find when you were growing up, that people often frowned upon those who sought out psychiatric help? What about now?

VA When I was growing up, people had priests, or they assumed they had themselves. There are no individual bodies now, no skin, no separation between public and private. (If there was, would I be so earnestly trying to answer these questions?)


Acconci, Proposal for Housing Complex, Regensberg, 1990, 19 ½ x 78 ¾ x 39 ¼” model at 1/4 scale. Photo by Vito Acconci. Courtesy Acconci Studio.

RP If fashion is what comes after art, what comes before art?

VA Probably everything. Let me put it this way: when I realized I wasn’t writing anymore, in 1969, what drew me to “art” was that art was a non-field field, a field that had no inherent characteristics except for its name, except for the fact that it was called art: so in order to have substance, art had to import. It imported from every other field in the world.

Let me put it another way: for me, what comes before art—in the sense of influence—is architecture, movies, (pop) music. (But probably literature and or philosophy come first. Books provide, literally, a text, theory. But of course, a book can provide a text, a theory, only because it’s a storage of what really comes first: history, science . . . )

RP Do you write letters? To whom?

VA Three times in my life I’ve written a lot of letters, each time to a person whom I was in love with and who was, either physically or some other way, very far away.

RP What makes you really angry?

VA Being cheated, being tricked, being slighted in stores or at business offices because of the way I’m dressed. Right now what’s making me angry is that I’m spending so much more time answering these questions than you spent writing them. (I work so much more slowly than other artists seem to work: that makes me angry.)

RP Do you ever hang out at topless bars?

VA No.

RP What sort of porn should be banned?

VA On the one hand, I believe that porn influences crime; if I didn’t believe that, then there’d be no reason at all to do art, since art couldn’t affect a real-life situation. On the other hand, I don’t believe that porn should be banned. You can only ban the crime, not the influence. (All you can do is hope that other influences, colliding influences, might act as a buffer. That’s what the electronic age is all about.)

RP Do you think art is one of the places in the world where something perfect can happen?

VA Visual art, architectural models, (concert) music, books . . . all those situations where there’s a viewer, an audience, where there’s a separation between person and thing: something perfect can happen only where there’s visual distance.

Which is why I resent the visual: the visual means you don’t touch it, the visual means somebody owns it and that somebody isn’t you.

I prefer the perfect to come down to earth and be imperfected: the architectural model become architecture, the architecture become renovated, music become pop music, blasting out of some radio while some other pop music blares out of the speaker in front of some store . . .

RP How many pairs of shoes do you own?

VA One pair for going out, another pair that used to be for going out but then wore out and now functions as house shoes, and a pair of all purpose sneakers, sort of on reserve in case one of the two majors breaks down and I need a quick replacement.

RP What artists do you like: old, peers, new?

VA Peers (we can commiserate and maybe my position can be buttressed); new (I can try not to be left behind).

RP Did you do your homework when you were in school?

VA Yes. All my life, I’ve never had particular skills, particular talents; I’ve just had will, and I’ve worked hard. I see myself as a drudgerer. (As for school homework, it wasn’t pure academics, I knew I couldn’t keep going to school unless I got scholarships, so I did what I had to do).

RP Do you wear underwear?

VA No.

RP Do you eat meat?

VA Yes.

RP I don’t like it when men whistle at women on the street. What about you?

VA I hate it, too. At the same time, walking down the street, in the city of the ’90s, means putting yourself out in public, subjecting yourself to the public, you’re up for grabs. This applies to men as well as to women, men realize they can be victimized, too. You don’t have to accept this situation, you just have to guard against it. And I don’t mean carry weapons, but I might mean wear armor: this is what late capitalism is all about. (At the same time, it’s apparent that women are subjected to whistling and men aren’t, except in specialized situations: women-whistling, therefore, should be a punishable crime.)

RP Has anyone ever tied you up?

VA Yes.

RP I heard that Elvis and Jerry Lee Lewis bought brand new Cadillacs with their first money. Have you ever gone out and blown a couple of inches of cash on something you really didn’t need?

VA Just on books and records/tapes/CDs, and I always need them. And, at various times, on presents for a person I was in love with. And that person needed them, or we needed them in order to be a couple.

RP Would you ever trade places with a woman?

VA Yes. Except that, as in your previous trading-places question, I don’t understand what it means: would I know I’d traded places, or do I “become” that person? Do I keep doing “my” work, only doing it as a different person? Who am I anyway?

RP Have you changed your bedroom situation since I last visited you?

VA It’s still the same. So that others can know what we’re talking about: all the implements for living—bathroom, sink, stove, refrigerator, table and chairs, bed, clothes closet—are squeezed into what’s probably less than 10% of a 3500 foot loft space.

RP What’s the best place you’ve been to? I mean, do you ever see yourself away from New York?

VA LA maybe Paris. New York follows an old model of a city: it maintains the idea of a center, it keeps vestiges of piazzas and town-meetings. The new city would be more like a blob, like ooze, like LA; the new city would be a ground for floating privacies, floating capsules; the new city would have more to do with the curves of a highway than with the grid of streets.

RP Have you ever walked into a bar and picked somebody up or been picked up?

VA I’ve been in situations, not bars, where I’ve met someone, we talked, and then within a few hours we fucked. I assumed we were picking each other up (I don’t think the word “pick up” came up in anybody’s mind: I assumed we were, simply, meeting each other).

RP Do you have call waiting?

VA No. I never answer my phone directly, always have my answering machine on; don’t like to be surprised and at a loss for excuses; call-waiting would be asking to be put on the spot; I want to avoid calls, not be in the middle of more.

RP What is the connection between the bras and Seedbed? It seems like you’ve come full circle, from masturbation to nursing (a kind of regression).

VA It’s hard for me to pinpoint the meaning of a piece; I’d want the reference, the connotations, to free-float. I want to make a situation where a passer-by says: “It’s a wall! No, it’s a bra! No, it’s a room-divider! No, it’s the attack of the 50-foot woman!” Then you could go on from there, and possibly have fleeting thoughts about sex and comfort and power and regression, etc., but by this time you’d be inside the space, and the space would be part of your everyday life.

I’m afraid people pay attention to my stuff only when it has something to do with sex: that’s my art role, and I’d better live up to it.

Seedbed started by taking architecture, something assumed as neutral and apart from person, and filling it with person: I’d be part of the floor, the wall would breathe. Adjustable Wall Bras started with taking a wall, the wall in front of you, and bringing it out to you, making it bulge. Now that it bulged physically, it could bulge with a person inside it, it could bulge with metaphor. (Seeing the world the way a baby might see the world, the breast as the baby’s wall.)

I hope the piece brings up other ideas besides nursing, I hope it brings them up all at the same time.

RP Having to follow your show with mine, I feel like the Rolling Stones having to follow James Brown.

VA Doing this interview, I feel like Eddie Constantine in Alphaville, answering the questions of Alpha 60. (One comment: the Rolling Stones sell a lot more albums than James Brown.)

 

VITO ACCONCI: ARCHITECTURE IN WORDS ONLY

TateShots: Vito Acconci

23 Minutes with Vito Acconci

Curator Chrissie Iles in Conversation with Vito Acconci

SHOWstudio: In Your Face: Interview, Vito Acconci

The Future of Architecture and Design

 

FURTHER

ACCONCI STUDIO

@ MOMA

BELIEVER INTERVIEW

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. Glad you like Laure. ** Misanthrope, Hi, G. I feel pretty sure that there are just as many literary and artistic love affairs going on now as there ever were. I know of a bunch among my friends and acquaintances just off the top of my head. And that they get together now as much as ever. I think because the past gets edited down so much in the recounting, it makes it seem like the hotspots were more flashy at the time than they were. And how was the appointment or, rather, its outcome, bud? There’s always that burning chance that one particular thing will right the boy’s ship, and, hey, maybe increased mobility is the one. P.G. Wodehouse, huh. Yeah, he’s fun. I think I’ve only read one Reynolds Price book a long time ago, and I don’t recall its title, but I remember liking it, not enough to keep reading him maybe, I guess. Well, it’s certainly nice that people too young to know what life in the early 90s was like still read far enough into the canon to try reading Price, I guess. ** Bzzt, Hey, Q. Funny coincidence, you and Brendan being artistic buddies on the page. I like it. Stay pumped! ** Brendan, Hi, B. The blog is like the great equaliser or I guess the opposite of that or something. The great doormat? Cool, man. Thanks! ** Golnoosh, Hi! Oh, yeah, feeling shitty sucks. It rarely happens to me, but it is a concentration ruiner. I’ll catch up. Oh, I don’t know about better ‘cos that’s not my call, but the last section of ‘God Jr.’ is my favorite writing I’ve done, yeah. I’m happy Laure caught your attention. Very interesting figure, no? I wish there was more of her own stuff out there. Take care. ** Henry Vaughan, Hi, Henry, I hope you’re well too. Or x that ‘too’ since I’m not wildly well at the very moment. I think that tunnel could have worked, but I’m a ‘cult’ writer so … grain of salt. I love the two wigs look. Sadly under-utilized. Well, that does begin to help to explain Dallas. ** Steve Erickson, Forgive me if I’ve told you this before, but years ago this guy interviewed me for some big magazine like Time or Newsweek or something, and the whole premise of his planned interview was how interesting it was that I wrote both experimental, transgressive novels and ‘Miami Vice’, and when I told him that was a different Dennis Cooper he stared at me, fumbled with his notes for a moment and then got up and left. In retrospect I should have lied. Strangely, or probably not strangely, I have in fact seen that video. I’m pretty relentless in my coaster./theme park trawling. Thank you! I need to join Instragam, although I just don’t really want to. Hm. ** Brian O’Connell, Hi, Brian. My great pleasure, of course. I think ‘Blood and Guts in High School’ is generally the best entry point into Kathy Acker. More than ‘My Mother …’ at least. Thanks, me too on the malady’s swift exit. Is there a possible treasure chest hiding amidst your day’s agenda? ** Okay. Here’s another restoration. Some years back the excellent writer Grant Maierhofer made this big, very informative and fun post about the great artist Vito Acconci, who I believe was still alive at the time. Acconci is super good if you don’t know his stuff, or, if you do, you already know the wonders you have (or had) in store for you today. Have good ones. See you tomorrow.

Colette ‘Laure’ Peignot’s Scattered Belongings *

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‘No one has ever struck me as so intractable
 and pure, nor more definitely sovereign.’ 
— Georges Bataille

 

‘One of the most vehement existences [that] 
ever lived, one of the most conflicted. Eager 
for affection and for disaster, oscillating 
between extreme audacity and the most 
dreadful anguish, as inconceivable on a 
scale of real beings as a mythical being, she 
tore herself on the thorns with which she 
surrounded herself until becoming nothing 
but a wound, never allowing herself to be 
confined by anything or anyone.’ 
— Michel Leiris

 

Colette Peignot (1903 – 1938) was a French author who wrote under the pseudonym Laure. She was a revolutionary poet, masochist Catholic rich girl, & world traveler. Toward the end of her life she became the lover of French writer Georges Bataille. She was a prominent member of Bataille’s secret society Acéphale, and his novel Blue of Noon is based on events in their relationship. Her writings and her real life story were remarkable in their violence and intensity, and her relationships with Bataille and Michel Leiris clearly influenced their works. Laure succumbed to tuberculosis at the age of thirty-five. For Laure’s funeral, her mother wanted a priest, but Bataille refused and threatened to shoot him at the altar. Her works were published posthumously against the will of her brother, Charles Peignot, by his nephew, the poet Jerome Peignot (who thought of Colette as a “diagonal mother”). Peignot’s work was a major inspiration for the American author Kathy Acker, whose early work Persian Poems is a cut-up and plagiarzing of Laure’s writing. Peignot’s love affair with Bataille also forms the central narrative conceit of Acker’s novel My Mother: Demonology. Perhaps most significantly, Peignot’s death inspired and is the subject of the great French author and philosopher Maurice Blanchot’s most significant novel, Death Sentence.

 

 

 

 

This complete collection of Laure (Colette) Peignot’s writings published for the first time in English includes “Story of a Little Girl,” about the Catholic priest who sexually molested her sister; “The Sacred,” a collection of poems and fragments on mysticism and eroticism; notes on her association with contr-attaque and acephale, and her involvement with the Spanish civil war and the early years of the Soviet Union; a compendium of correspondence with her beloved sister-in-law and tortured love letters to Bataille; and an essay by Bataille about Laure’s death of tuberculosis at the age of thirty-five.

 

Laure’s Fragments of a Notebook (1937)

Avoid contact with all people in whom there is no possible resonance with what touches you most deeply and toward whom you have obligations of “kindness,” of politeness. Since these obligations engage me strongly as soon as I find myself in the presence of such people and engage me through an ill-fated habit of patience and good-will, which in fact becomes will for humiliation (sometimes abject). Imagine a musician in an orchestra playing off-key because his neighbor is doing so, to be nice.

Flee — literally flee — those with whom you can exchange only absurd remarks about others who are just like them and whom you have seen the previous night exchanging the same remarks, or equally vain gossip, about the very person you are talking to. There are certain people who end up frequenting and even calling friends those they denigrate constantly. I hate “goodness” and “kindness,” which have only led me to humiliation.

Keep silent as before. It’s better.

Contempt for those whose conversation boils down to all that I hate and flee: to a certain spirit of vulgarity and pettiness. Farce is what they feel comfortable with. I cringe before certain laughter and smiles drawn forth on this terrain. Sometimes a laugh is enough to cause me to have, not aversion toward, but distrust of a human being. There is a point at which polite distrust is worse than aversion because it is more reserved, but I can’t confine myself to this, and everything in me shouts, screams aversion.

Lack of reserve and moral propriety shocks me all the time, due to certain nervous (physical) reactions I can neither hold back nor hide. Those who broaden the horizon, those who narrow it.

How I prefer a true whore.

Do not get stuck where the essential is lost, where everything turns vulgar, base, and petty. Through my own fault, through a will for humiliation. A feeling of abjection. “Defeated ahead of time.” So from now on “dust to dust” resembles dust. At those moments it is physically impossible to be clear and frank. Shame and false shame.

Easy: to accuse others of being superficial = brilliant = alive.

Return to simple beings, to childlike reactions, a difficult return.

from a letter from Laure to Georges Bataille (1935)

‘I believe in our life together . . . I believe in it the way I believe in everything that brought us together: in the most profound depths of your darkness and of mine. I revealed everything about myself to you. Now that it gives you pleasure to laugh at it, to soil it –– this leaves me as far away from anger as it is possible to be. Scatter, spoil, destroy, throw to the dogs all that you want: you will never affect me again. I will never be where you think you find me, where you think you’ve finally caught me in a chokehold that makes you come . . .  As for me I am beyond words, I have seen too much, known too much, experienced too much for appearance to take on form. You can do anything you want, I will not be hurt.’

 

Based loosely on the relationship between Colette Peignot and Georges Bataille, Kathy Acker’s novel My Mother: Demonology is the powerful story of a woman’s struggle with the contradictory impulses for love and solitude. At the dawn of her adult life, Laure becomes involved in a passionate and all-consuming love affair with her companion, B. But this ultimately leaves her dissatisfied, as she acknowledges her need to establish an identity independent of her relationship with him. Yearning to better understand herself, Laure embarks on a journey of self-discovery, an odyssey that takes her into the territory of her past, into memories and fantasies of childhood, into wildness and witchcraft, into a world where the power of dreams can transcend the legacies of the past and confront the dilemmas of the present.

Kathy Acker: ‘My Mother: Demonology started out as my fascination with Laure’s work and with Bataille, and with wondering what that generation, two generations ago, was thinking. I was amazed reading her work that the same preoccupations I have are there too. The work Bataille and Laure were doing in the ’30s was model-building from the ground up. Neither the democratic nor the post-Leninist model was usable, so they turned to anthropological work and started looking into myth and sacrifice to come up with a new ground for a new social model. Whereas Breton settled for Stalinism after psychoanalysis, Bataille and Laure were looking for something else, where irrationality would not be just a matter of mental functions, and sexuality would be something more than just the repressed. We’re in a similar situation today with regard to Russian communism and democracy. In her search, Laure also looked consciously as a woman, which greatly interested me. So it was by chance (in other words by some determination that doesn’t have a name yet) that in the course of working through Laure’s texts I became interested in witchcraft. And this started my novel. The witchcraft material presented another history of women, or another history–one not written by and about dominant men.’ — (from an interview by Lawrence Rickels)

from My Mother, Demonology (1995)

I had to return home.

I didn’t want to escape my parents becuase I hated them but because I was wild. Wild children are honest. My mother wanted to command me to the point that I no longer existed. My father was so gentle, he didn’t exist. I remained uneducated or wild because I was imprisoned by my mother and had no father.

My body was all I had.

A a a I don’t know what language is. One one one one I shall never learn to count.

I remained selfish. There was only my mother and me.

Selfishness and curiosity are conjoint. I’d do anything to find out about my body, investigatged the stenches arising out of trenches and armpits, the tastes in every hole. No one taught me regret. I was wild to make my body’s imaginings actual.

And I knew that I couldn’t escape from my parents because I was female, not yet eighteen years old. Even if there waws work for a female minor, my parents, my educators, and my society had taught me I was powerless and needed either parents or a man to survfive. I couldn’t fight the whole world; I only hated.

So in order to escape my parents I needed a man. After I had escaped, I could and would hate the man who was imprisoning me. And after that, I would be anxious to annihilate my hatred, my double bind.

This personal and political state was the only one they had taught me. I’m always in the wrong so I’m a freak. I’m always destroying everything including myself, which is what I want to do.

Red was the color of wildness and of what is as yet unknown.

As my body, which my mother refused to recognize and thusn didn’t control, grew, it grew into sexuality. As if sexuality can occur without touching. Masturbated not only before I knew what the word masturbation meant, but before I could come. Physical time became a movement toward orgasm. I became sexually wilder. I wanted a man to help me escape my parents but not for sexual reasons. I didn’t need another sexual object. Mine was my own skin.

Longing equaled skin. Skin didn’t belong to anyone in my kingdom of untouchability.

I hadn’t decided to be a person. I was almost refusing to become a person, because the moment I was, I would have to be lonely. Conjunction with the entirety of the universe is one way to avoid suffering.”

 

Maurice Blanchot’s great novel Death Sentence recounts the horrific drawn out death of writer Colette Laure Peignot, a close friend of Blanchot’s and the lover of his colleague the writer Georges Bataille. In the novel, the main character Anne recalls a correspondence she’d had with J., who, in her delirium on her deathbed, had visions of a rose incapable of wilting, “a perfect rose”.  Anne imagines on her deathbed that she is being offered immortal or “artificial roses”. In this way, as well as in innumerable other cases within Blanchot’s novel, Anne’s death mirrors the death of Peignot, who famously uttered in her last breath, “la rose”.

 

from Death Sentence (1948)

She had fallen asleep, her face wet with tears. Far from being spoiled by it, her youth seemed dazzling: only the very young and healthy can bear such a flood of tears that way; her youth made such an extraordinary impression on me that I completely forgot her illness, her awakening and the danger she was still in. A little later, however, her expression changed. Almost under my eyes, the tears had dried and the tear stains had disappeared; she became severe, and her slightly raised lips showed the contraction of her jaw and her tightly clenched teeth, and gave her a rather mean and suspicious look: her hand moved in mine to free itself, I wanted to release it, but she seized me again right away with a savage quickness in which there was nothing human. When the nurse came to talk to me–in a low voice and about nothing important–J. immediately awoke and said in a cold way, “I have my secrets with her too.” She went back to sleep at once.
—-… As I listened without pause to her slight breathing, faced by the silence of the night, I felt extremely helpless and miserable just because of the miracle that I had brought about. Then for the first time, I had a thought that came back to me later and in the end won out. While I was still in that state of mind–it must have been about three o’clock–J. woke up without moving at all–that is, she looked at me. That look was very human: I don’t mean affectionate or kind, since it was neither; but it wasn’t cold or marked by the forces of this night. It seemed to understand me profoundly; that is why I found it terribly friendly, though it was at the same time terribly sad. “Well,” she said, “you’ve made a fine mess of things.” She looked at me again without smiling at all, as she might have smiled, as I afterwards hoped she had, but I think my expression did not invite a smile. Besides, that look did not last very long.
—-Even though her eyelids were lowered, I am convinced that from then on she lay awake; she lay awake because the danger was too great, or for some other reason; but she purposefully kept herself at the edge of consciousness, manifesting a calm, and an alertness in that calm, that was very unlike her tension of a short time before. What proved to me that she was not asleep — though she was unaware of what went on around her because something else held her interest — was that a little later she remembered what had happened nearly an hour before: the nurse, not sure whether or not she was asleep, had leaned over her and suggested she have another shot, a suggestion which she did not seem to be at all aware of. But a little later she said to the nurse, “No, no shot this evening,” and repeated insistently, “No more shots.” Words, which I have all the time in the world to remember now. Then she turned slightly towards the nurse and said in a tranquil tone, “Now then, take a good look at death,” and pointed her finger at me. She said this in a very tranquil and almost friendly way, but without smiling.



 

‘Life has always taken place in a tumult 
without apparent cohesion, but it only 
finds its grandeur and its reality 
in ecstasy and in ecstatic love.’ 
— Georges Bataille

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LAURE – Redécouverte en fragments (France Culture, 1977)


LAURE – Lecture de fragments choisis (France Culture, 1998)


Laure, LE SACRÉ

 

my life will never be where you think you can find it–too bad for me
―- Laure

 

 

‘Despite the publication of her writings some 35 years ago, woman author and political activist Colette Peignot (1903-1938)–also known as Laure, “la sainte de l’ abime” – remains an obscure figure of the French avant-garde. The reasons for this are many; among them was her early death from tuberculosis at 35 and her relatively scant number of publications. Indeed, the greater part of her work might never have seen the light of day had it not been for her more visible friends, many of whom were among the most prominent French intellectuals of the inter-war period. In addition to Michel Leiris and Georges Bataille, who prepared her writings for posthumous publication, she was friend to philosopher-activist Simone Weil and intimate with Boris Souvarine of Le Cercle communiste democratique. Like them, she was politically engaged in the tumultuous interwar years, rejecting republicanism, Catholicism, fascism, and Stalinist Russia. In response to the growing fascist threat in the early 30s, she embraced Trotskyism and turned to anti-Stalinist Russia for political cause and inspiration, befriending these progressive contemporaries and sharing their political engagement. Her fervent dedication to the worker’s cause motivated her to learn Russian, visit the U.S.S.R., join Souvarine’s anti-Stalinist group, and write for many preeminent leftist journals, including Le Travailleur communiste syndical et cooperatif, La Critique sociale (in which Bataille published his famous “La Notion de depense”) and, later, Bataille’s own political journal Contre-attaque. Her fidelities to the politics of the French left would wane in the mid-1930s, however, when she would embrace an even more radical, if not entirely unwieldy position strongly influenced by her friends–principally Bataille–and her reading of William Blake, D.A.F. de Sade, and Friedrich Nietzsche. To be sure, she was not alone in this departure from normative politics; 1930s France fomented with diffuse and complex political attitudes of all kinds. The Spanish Civil War and the failure of the Front populaire in 1937 further intensified this trend. Figures like Louis Aragon called for the “crusade of poetry and art” while others like Georges Bernanos championed a gallic antifascist Catholicism. Disenchanted with the failures of both the Right and Left, many like Laure sought out a radically new politics beyond both sides of the political spectrum. Perhaps the earliest traces of this transformation are to be found in her highly revealing self-chosen pseudonym, “Claude d’Araxe,” which derives from a memorable phrase taken from the Virgil’s Aneid, Book VIII, later placed atop a private letter to paramour Bataille: “Pontem indlgnatus Araxes” (“Araxes, indignant of bridges”). The Araxes, dividing Iran and Turkey on the one side and the former Soviet Union on the other, is a legendarily rapid and vehement river, one that historically confounded all attempts to build a bridge over it. That Laure used this as a pseudonym in her political writings no doubt recalls the country that she admired, but it also illustrates a general virulence, rebelliousness, and recalcitrance, an obstinate refusal of all things stagnant, a denial of established limits, and an impassioned assent to transgress them. Her contempt for fixity–l’emmerdement d’etre fixe as she once termed it–is ironically quite fixed throughout her writing, actions, and thought from this period. Her polities were by no means exempt from this contempt; ultimately, they adhered neither to an orthodox Marxism nor to the more coherent agenda of Souvarine and le Cercle communists democratique. If her early political revolt first found its home in the more established communist movement, it would later resist this very movement, taking the form not of organized coalition or political essay, but of poetry, aphorism, and fragmentary flights of the pen. These fervent yet ultimately unallied political beliefs made her a remarkable albeit enigmatic figure to her fellow leftist contemporaries.’ — Sean E. Connolly

 


Georges Bataille & Laure, 1948

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** David Ehrenstein, Ha ha. I’ve never heard of Dennis J. Cooper. There’s a producer/script writer/director named Dennis Cooper who’s made a few movies and produced/wrote the TV series ‘Miami Vice’ and ‘Chicago Hope’ and so on and so forth who’s immensely more successful than me but has less name recognition for whatever reason. ** G, Hi, G. Yeah, tough times all over, as they say. The tentatively good thing here is that the prime minister announced yesterday that the quarantine is working, and he thinks we’re past the peak now. Better than nothing, if that continues panning out. Oh, yeah, ‘God Jr.’ is kind of my odd book out, as they say. I’m quite fond of it. I think the last section of that novel is the best thing I’ve ever written, if I had to choose. I did get your email, yes, sorry, I’m feeling rather under the weather lately, and that’s slowed me up. I’ll write back to you asap, my apologies. I’m happy you liked some the music. Take care, pal. ** Steve Erickson, I didn’t quite make it through the whole Jeremiah Sand album, but it certainly was fun for a while. Hm, other fictional character movie offshoot recording artists … I’m certain there have been some, but my brain is too hazy to dig them out at the moment. No, I need to get listening to WFMU on my general radar. I’m happy you liked some of the tracks. Ha, I didn’t know that about Imperial Triumph’s coffee brand. That’s worth searching out. They’re nice. Oh, I’m all about not giving aspects of oneself names whenever possible. ** Bill, Hi. Hope the intrigue pans out. ‘Rough’ is your middle name? On Mondays? That’s very good to know. I’m feeling a bit worse, unfortunately, but not scarily wiped out. Ha ha, or maybe hang out a whole lot less? Everything seems to get here eventually albeit under cover of the law quite often. I’ll peer about. ** Brendan Lott, Hey, Brendan, buddy boy! Shit is dark here too. Or darkish. Supposedly we’re on the upswing. Awesome about your images going with Quinn’s piece in Evergreen. Yeah, Quinn actually comments here a lot, currently under the monicker ‘Bzzt’. He’s cool, and a very good writer, obviously. You guys should blab. Do pass along that link, yes! LA’s graveyard vibe and look are palpable. That’s the only reason I don’t just get on a plane and face quarantine right now. Excited for the image of your show, man. Keep toughing through everything. Love, me. ** Misanthrope, Hi, G. Yes, and I think this here blog will likely host ‘welcome’ posts for both of those books when they do come out if the guys in charge follow through. Vaccine thing is very promising, that’s for sure. Yikes, I hope the doc doesn’t find what you fear or nips the hell out if it if he does. Your body has been most uncooperative recently. Oh, boy, well, here’s hoping David and his car are a marriage made in heaven somehow. ** Brian O’Connell, Hi, Brian. My pleasure, man, and glad you like those tracks. Me too, obvs. Thanks about my health. It’s been a kind of run down in general thing, but yesterday it added some cold/flu-like symptoms which is unhappy news, but nothing too weird or ominous so far. Okay, I’ll try to watch ‘Come and See’. I have a couple of spurious sites in my bookmarks that might just be hiding it in plain sight if I’m lucky. Yeah, Ozu and Bresson and usually Carl Dreyer often get compared and grouped. Ozu’s stuff is quite different from Bresson’s, as you’ll see. Shows you how much room there is to move within austerity. Have the blast you hoped. I will seek some kind of blast-source on my end too. ** Niko, Hi, Niko. Thank you. Well, to play devil’s advocate, another way to look at it is that I’m lucky to have an agent. The vast majority of writers of my generation who write similarly adventurous fiction don’t have agents at this point. Agenting is a job, and agents understandably need income, and I’m not a writer who generates a lot of income for agents or myself. So an agent has to basically believe in that I’m doing to take me on, and I had an amazing agent for most of my ‘career’ who quit the biz some years ago. One doesn’t need to have agent to get published in this wild publishing climate, but it does mean the writer has to do legwork. I can see that it’s definitely much tougher without an agent if you’re trying to get your translated work published afar. I wouldn’t even know how to start with that. I guess you should check out foreign publishers who have some kind of concentration on work in translation? Action Books in the US publishes a lot of Swedish writers. New Directions does a lot of books in translation. And others. I would obviously love to read the novel if it gets in English, you bet. Thanks, and good luck with everything, and, if I can help, I certainly will. ** Okay. I restored this old post about the fascinating writer and figure Laure. Check it out. See you tomorrow.

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